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Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 / Wednesday, May 31, 2006

it still hurts

i mean..
my toe.

i'm such a klux.
clumsy beyond cure.
i could have permanently damage this toe forever.

today is such a special day. it felt like father's day.
i decided to wake up early for once.
i finally finally finally did my part. i brought papa to compass point
to eat YAKUN loti...
i felt like crying. it brought back fond memories. and i wish that moment would last a little longer.
when i was a kid, my papa would bring us to the Lao Pat Sha (old market) to eat yakun loti, and now i've grown up. i'm bringing him to taste it again.
this is the first time ever i took a bus with papa. years since he ever took a bus. this is the first time ever i went out alone with him. and i miss this feeling ever since i could remember.

this sounds funny.. that anyone who wants to eat anything could simply purchase it. but my 55yrs old papa is such a workaholic. i guess this couple of many years he spend everyday doing the same thing never change.
He told me he wanted to eat the toast for quite some time. he said he would pass by the shopping mall but never once did he step in.
i kept quiet. (i should have spend more time with him)
his back hurts, a little difficulty to stand up at times, he gets tired, he has so many wrinkles on his face. he is almost entirely bald.
my papa is old.
i feel like taking good care of him.
i brought him to the library, hurriedly look for books that he might like. i feel like pampering him so much. i want to do so much things with him like when i was younger , he would accompany me for everything.

i love him.



Thou shall not love in vain