About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	some tears? Thursday, May 04, 2006 / Thursday, May 04, 2006 ♥ yay! i have to announce loudly that i've gotten my pay my very very first pay! sooooo happy ! on clouds 9! been worrying non stop been worrying sooo much abt the stupid pay pass ma some money. dont bear to. but have to. after all have to be a good daughter! haha i'm selfish i need the cash baby $$ so dont blame me. had lots of small talks between me ying n nancy. and all the stuff starts to surface, all the feelings and emotions. you could sense each other's tears. alot of thingss hard to explain. everyone's been on a rocky road. being a woman is a tough thing. we always lose out to them. so we can never afford to lose our beauty our charms. if not we'll be nothing and they'll just kick us happily away. that explains all the mistresses they been humping on. husbands. if only they would be faithful. i'm sure good man exist even if it's one out of a million. how abt a good husband? a good boyfriend? do they feel the itch to cheat on us? we'll never know. but is all about trust isnt it? when will they be tired of us? so many questions that plays on our heads. we always worry and worry. we give all our hearts. pray we dont get hurt in love beauty is our power. so no matter what we should always try to look beautiful. be it married, pregnant, after birth, in our 40s. dont lose our faith in our looks. it can help us in the long way. after all women are intelligent creatures. dont lose our temper. fight back with dignity. oh well. crapping. sexy tops with my bestie! she so sweeeeet (: how could i not love her. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	some tears? Thursday, May 04, 2006 / Thursday, May 04, 2006 ♥ yay! i have to announce loudly that i've gotten my pay my very very first pay! sooooo happy ! on clouds 9! been worrying non stop been worrying sooo much abt the stupid pay pass ma some money. dont bear to. but have to. after all have to be a good daughter! haha i'm selfish i need the cash baby $$ so dont blame me. had lots of small talks between me ying n nancy. and all the stuff starts to surface, all the feelings and emotions. you could sense each other's tears. alot of thingss hard to explain. everyone's been on a rocky road. being a woman is a tough thing. we always lose out to them. so we can never afford to lose our beauty our charms. if not we'll be nothing and they'll just kick us happily away. that explains all the mistresses they been humping on. husbands. if only they would be faithful. i'm sure good man exist even if it's one out of a million. how abt a good husband? a good boyfriend? do they feel the itch to cheat on us? we'll never know. but is all about trust isnt it? when will they be tired of us? so many questions that plays on our heads. we always worry and worry. we give all our hearts. pray we dont get hurt in love beauty is our power. so no matter what we should always try to look beautiful. be it married, pregnant, after birth, in our 40s. dont lose our faith in our looks. it can help us in the long way. after all women are intelligent creatures. dont lose our temper. fight back with dignity. oh well. crapping. sexy tops with my bestie! she so sweeeeet (: how could i not love her. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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