About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	a pocket full of roses Monday, June 19, 2006 / Monday, June 19, 2006 ♥ that's LASt night you know it's 5 a.m when i slowly open the gates... crept into the bed... the tears all stained my cheeks... hardly recovered, i fall asleep on my dirty pillow.. the best comfort i could find in my dreams. i really wish it wont happen again. why do i keep hurting myself over and over again. how could one love so hard and hurt so deep. how could one pain my sky a rainbow hue and pierce my heart with a silent tune. something so simple yet i find it so hard to explain myself. something we shouldnt bother but it kept coming back to taunt us even further. i have no strength to fight. leave it for tomorrow... okayy let's begin with a fresh start. i just wanna stop being a weeping fellow!so... i'm.. pretty sick still the same. barely enough sleep... but still have to be a fillial daughter... because it's father's day =) HAPPY PAPA's DAY okok hit compass point for breakfast, had Jap Teriyaki Ramen, my all time favourite! didnt eat that for ages. been eating jap rice like consecutive for many many many days. we took a family pic for free. cos u have to spend $50 bucks at cp..bla bla... get to take our pic with winnie the pooh, and of cos i'm beside eeeyore. good shot. i dont look fat. i smile with teeth flashing like DARLIE. and i'm sit beside EEyore. but i'm close enough to papa. ok nvm.. shall upload the pic next time. sh*t feel hungry now. okok.. noon time. Yang came down.. well just have to pick up where we left... before he came, he msg that i'm missing him. and i replied harshly a "no".. knew i shouldnt do that. but i shall not lie. i simply did not miss him yet after all the hurtful feelings that have been suppressing within me. but then knew he going work, i said"xiao xing working. i need a hug".. and everything okay le.. siggh.. we did had a great time today, even though i havent fully recover, still requires great effort to take care of me! we went town to watch silent hill. ate WAffles at GelaRe 10 bucks for wafffless... expensive lor.. haha eat for fun lol.. relax alot.... didnt talk much.. dont feel like talking.. just feel like having fun... i wish he dont have to work dont have to go ns dont have to have so much pressure i wish i had a job i wish i had $$ i wish i lose weights i wish i'm not sick i wish i'm not so stressed up with life i wish i had a clue with life now i'm all messed up. ok i wish i didnt wish. because i'm contented with life. ps: i need a gift in gold foils and ribbons, a pocket of roses... to delight my day =) nvm.. let me go and dream now ...tata Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	a pocket full of roses Monday, June 19, 2006 / Monday, June 19, 2006 ♥ that's LASt night you know it's 5 a.m when i slowly open the gates... crept into the bed... the tears all stained my cheeks... hardly recovered, i fall asleep on my dirty pillow.. the best comfort i could find in my dreams. i really wish it wont happen again. why do i keep hurting myself over and over again. how could one love so hard and hurt so deep. how could one pain my sky a rainbow hue and pierce my heart with a silent tune. something so simple yet i find it so hard to explain myself. something we shouldnt bother but it kept coming back to taunt us even further. i have no strength to fight. leave it for tomorrow... okayy let's begin with a fresh start. i just wanna stop being a weeping fellow!so... i'm.. pretty sick still the same. barely enough sleep... but still have to be a fillial daughter... because it's father's day =) HAPPY PAPA's DAY okok hit compass point for breakfast, had Jap Teriyaki Ramen, my all time favourite! didnt eat that for ages. been eating jap rice like consecutive for many many many days. we took a family pic for free. cos u have to spend $50 bucks at cp..bla bla... get to take our pic with winnie the pooh, and of cos i'm beside eeeyore. good shot. i dont look fat. i smile with teeth flashing like DARLIE. and i'm sit beside EEyore. but i'm close enough to papa. ok nvm.. shall upload the pic next time. sh*t feel hungry now. okok.. noon time. Yang came down.. well just have to pick up where we left... before he came, he msg that i'm missing him. and i replied harshly a "no".. knew i shouldnt do that. but i shall not lie. i simply did not miss him yet after all the hurtful feelings that have been suppressing within me. but then knew he going work, i said"xiao xing working. i need a hug".. and everything okay le.. siggh.. we did had a great time today, even though i havent fully recover, still requires great effort to take care of me! we went town to watch silent hill. ate WAffles at GelaRe 10 bucks for wafffless... expensive lor.. haha eat for fun lol.. relax alot.... didnt talk much.. dont feel like talking.. just feel like having fun... i wish he dont have to work dont have to go ns dont have to have so much pressure i wish i had a job i wish i had $$ i wish i lose weights i wish i'm not sick i wish i'm not so stressed up with life i wish i had a clue with life now i'm all messed up. ok i wish i didnt wish. because i'm contented with life. ps: i need a gift in gold foils and ribbons, a pocket of roses... to delight my day =) nvm.. let me go and dream now ...tata Back to top, Babeh !	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