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Then why do I feel the same?

Sunday, June 25, 2006 / Sunday, June 25, 2006

wee ..
i'm BACK from Msia.. just step home. (did ya miss me ?)
and i am really soo full... i wanna puke
i need like 24 hrs of sleep. i'm too tired for words!
this week is really tiring!
haha.. but i still miss my blog and my computer and many many many many people.

been crying alot lately. there are no answers to all these questions that everyone may ask "why" because to me, i have no answers and i have no questions anymore.
my only problem is myself. anyone can do this, do that to me, they can hurt me in any other ways. but the only thing i can do is not to brood over it.
ya.. stop blabbering. thats enough =)

ok la.. things between me and him cock up abit during the trip at msia. every time same problem occurs and there is no one to point the blame at really.
after so many relationships i have gone through, good and bad, being hurt and hurting people, what goes out comes back to ya, whether love was reciprocated anot, i tell you i should have learnt from all previous mistakes. maybe somehow i did become cleverer, or maybe i did not. instead of being stronger, i grew weak and rely too much on him.

ai...

me;
I feel i'm unloved by many. But i feel i'm so loved by all =)

i've been accepted by NIE! can go and be a teacher le.. but i have no confidence to do it. and i really feel like doing MAss COm now.. study while i can? i really wanna do it.. confused now!

ps: i cant wait to Go BinTAN with Nessa weee! ooo.. need to work lo!
and i really wanna go blading soon!



Thou shall not love in vain