About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Sunday, July 09, 2006 / Sunday, July 09, 2006 ♥ was feeling pretty pathetic yest.. before work.. lost my medicine. then i got so worried and panic.. and feeling so emotional as they scold me blame me for everything without sparing a thought abt how i feel. i guess i didnt want to cry in front of them so i took my bag and cried at the void deck. i just wish that he is beside me at that time or could at least answer my calls. but no choice right. so the 2nd person on my mind was kel and i just vent all my unhappiness and cry out to her. friends are really impt in life bah =) dont know what i do without her lol.. and also thanks to many who reach out their concerns to me. feeling much better now. dont wish to take things too hard. thanks yy for everything. for acc me. and really had such a great time catching up with ya. ahhh.. anyway i've been exercising lorh. woke up so early to jog! hope i'll slim down by the time he book out lol ps: sorry Gabby kor. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Sunday, July 09, 2006 / Sunday, July 09, 2006 ♥ was feeling pretty pathetic yest.. before work.. lost my medicine. then i got so worried and panic.. and feeling so emotional as they scold me blame me for everything without sparing a thought abt how i feel. i guess i didnt want to cry in front of them so i took my bag and cried at the void deck. i just wish that he is beside me at that time or could at least answer my calls. but no choice right. so the 2nd person on my mind was kel and i just vent all my unhappiness and cry out to her. friends are really impt in life bah =) dont know what i do without her lol.. and also thanks to many who reach out their concerns to me. feeling much better now. dont wish to take things too hard. thanks yy for everything. for acc me. and really had such a great time catching up with ya. ahhh.. anyway i've been exercising lorh. woke up so early to jog! hope i'll slim down by the time he book out lol ps: sorry Gabby kor. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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