About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Friday, January 05, 2007 / Friday, January 05, 2007 ♥ EMO again. tears were shed last night.. sigh. finding it so hard to control my feelings. have to suppress all this within me. i'm crazy. really. have no idea what i'm thinking. Feeling silly. having fears that i should not. worrying my mind my heart my body too much. really dont know what i'm going thru'. finding hard to understand what i'm thinking. feeling difficult. trying to walk out of all this shit i'm giving myself. bleahz. heart* heart* to the ppl who gave me consoles and advices. :) Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Friday, January 05, 2007 / Friday, January 05, 2007 ♥ EMO again. tears were shed last night.. sigh. finding it so hard to control my feelings. have to suppress all this within me. i'm crazy. really. have no idea what i'm thinking. Feeling silly. having fears that i should not. worrying my mind my heart my body too much. really dont know what i'm going thru'. finding hard to understand what i'm thinking. feeling difficult. trying to walk out of all this shit i'm giving myself. bleahz. heart* heart* to the ppl who gave me consoles and advices. :) Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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