About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Tuesday, April 03, 2007 / Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥ her. i do dislike her very very very much. sigghh.. i do not know how to face her. she is. a monster in my dreams in my reality. she is. crazy. i dislike her tone. i hate her mutterings. i hate her verbal abuses. i wish she will shut up. can she just go away.. plz.. i dont know how to make it through i dont know how to have faith and believe things will eva be better. i dont know how to believe i can be strong. i really dont know. i need to distract myself now. maybe chocolate will make me feel better. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Tuesday, April 03, 2007 / Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥ her. i do dislike her very very very much. sigghh.. i do not know how to face her. she is. a monster in my dreams in my reality. she is. crazy. i dislike her tone. i hate her mutterings. i hate her verbal abuses. i wish she will shut up. can she just go away.. plz.. i dont know how to make it through i dont know how to have faith and believe things will eva be better. i dont know how to believe i can be strong. i really dont know. i need to distract myself now. maybe chocolate will make me feel better. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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