About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Thursday, October 25, 2007 / Thursday, October 25, 2007 ♥ CJ's 21st the class of 4e4... many of us grew up. we all change. for the better or worse? :) i am still not sleeping. my whole mouth hurts. i dont know which part. jus hurt like hell la. i didnt get anything done again today. not even my essay. not abit. haiz. i am like so confused and tired. bcos i did nothing. i jus eat and sleep and slack and becomes blur. i cant even eat! i feel like working but no i dont want to work anymore. i want $ . i dont want to work. i want $. i dont want to work. i cannot buy clothes anymore. i cannot buy anything any more! AHHH..! looking forward... Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Thursday, October 25, 2007 / Thursday, October 25, 2007 ♥ CJ's 21st the class of 4e4... many of us grew up. we all change. for the better or worse? :) i am still not sleeping. my whole mouth hurts. i dont know which part. jus hurt like hell la. i didnt get anything done again today. not even my essay. not abit. haiz. i am like so confused and tired. bcos i did nothing. i jus eat and sleep and slack and becomes blur. i cant even eat! i feel like working but no i dont want to work anymore. i want $ . i dont want to work. i want $. i dont want to work. i cannot buy clothes anymore. i cannot buy anything any more! AHHH..! looking forward... Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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