About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Monday, January 28, 2008 / Monday, January 28, 2008 ♥ Bcos u hurt me. i'm on the edge now. bursting into tears and tearing my hair out. I dont know how much do people understands me. becos i dont myself. but dont jump to conclusion on whats bothering me and purely look at the surface of all things. I'm not a complicated person.... is the things ard me that are complicated. to the b*tch: so u think spewing vulgarities at me are yr best ways of self expressions? and what did i do wrong? standing there savouring my own box of chocolates. my very own. can i ever be treated as a human being with respect? i cannot deny i have feelings too... i cant just ignore this. cos i'm facing it every day of my life. what dont u f off. my life. i no longer know how to be forgiving. teach me!!!!! Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Monday, January 28, 2008 / Monday, January 28, 2008 ♥ Bcos u hurt me. i'm on the edge now. bursting into tears and tearing my hair out. I dont know how much do people understands me. becos i dont myself. but dont jump to conclusion on whats bothering me and purely look at the surface of all things. I'm not a complicated person.... is the things ard me that are complicated. to the b*tch: so u think spewing vulgarities at me are yr best ways of self expressions? and what did i do wrong? standing there savouring my own box of chocolates. my very own. can i ever be treated as a human being with respect? i cannot deny i have feelings too... i cant just ignore this. cos i'm facing it every day of my life. what dont u f off. my life. i no longer know how to be forgiving. teach me!!!!! Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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