About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Sunday, February 03, 2008 / Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥ Reunion. and more 'whys' popping in the head now. there's a tone of sadness as New yr is nearing. and a sense of fear / phobia / (nothing-to-look-forward-to) feeling. is getting more fragmented -theFamily. with each of us choosing seperate ways of spending IT. questions have been directed at me lately. casually asking abt her. and sometimes i have TOTALLY no idea how to reply. cos i dont really know how she looks like anymore? though staying under one's rooF. they ask me abt her hair? her figure. her habits. hurrr.. why me. why ask me? that's why... i hate gatherings. they dont know what went wrong... things have gone bad all the while. and if u ask me why i still tear over such a thing ,at this age alr. shouldnt jus act like a kid and cry like noob's business. but ... i still find it difficult to cope with... her. most would say " you have done what you can done... if she still behaves this way... then let her be." but why... why is she like this. whyyyyy i wish i can ignore this. we. cant exist on the same spot. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Sunday, February 03, 2008 / Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥ Reunion. and more 'whys' popping in the head now. there's a tone of sadness as New yr is nearing. and a sense of fear / phobia / (nothing-to-look-forward-to) feeling. is getting more fragmented -theFamily. with each of us choosing seperate ways of spending IT. questions have been directed at me lately. casually asking abt her. and sometimes i have TOTALLY no idea how to reply. cos i dont really know how she looks like anymore? though staying under one's rooF. they ask me abt her hair? her figure. her habits. hurrr.. why me. why ask me? that's why... i hate gatherings. they dont know what went wrong... things have gone bad all the while. and if u ask me why i still tear over such a thing ,at this age alr. shouldnt jus act like a kid and cry like noob's business. but ... i still find it difficult to cope with... her. most would say " you have done what you can done... if she still behaves this way... then let her be." but why... why is she like this. whyyyyy i wish i can ignore this. we. cant exist on the same spot. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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