About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Wednesday, March 12, 2008 / Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥ seriously i cant blog a proper post. instead of whine-ing, yup.. i got some inspirations. after yakking away on e phone with shan. ps: delicating this small lil' post to onglishan. we have been tog for one yr plus already... there's always a first time where/when you get to know ur 'special' someone. i know my shan...in mdis of coz.. duhz. actually i dont know her... never really care much :P okkaayyy.. so we 'officially' met on the train... NEL... lolx. long story ya... haha. Then so fast.. we went clubbing tog. first time... at zouk. we have secrets... like secretly getting married in the 80s. we got close... (mdis dance performance) so i share my flesh with her... she is nice too. (tuckshop-shan'sbday) & shares ice cream with me once.. we got our nails done prettae-ly at this lousy nail palour in bugis. and hit...stjames in the night. we learnt to look "hot" (velvet) but gt drunk. and look like this instead. i become her woman. (attica) *THEN we decided to forgo* *clubbing and adopt a healthier lifestyle...* we went biking. (genting) and swimming... (cafe delmar) we even work! and... ya i got tired. she'll massage my back. (my 21st bday) we get our pay. and get each other presents! (xmas) (missing pictures) busy lifes... ..... ........... ........... ........... (LATEST PIC) at fish mahattan. YAH... so this is my special someone the one on the left. :))) stands tall. laugh loudly and shine always... and have walk quite a long route with me though is like only 365 days plus plus plus. ps: OLS, i love u. as u can see from the "missing pictures" refers to the missing times. refers to the "drifting" yaaaa. i know that memories are memories. sweet and all. we cant go back and get the same feeling but we can always...create new ones, great ones, lovely ones. i miss those days. i miss u. and thanks for coming down... surprising me at times. PSS: i ALSO heartily wanna thank aLOT OF U all. and that includes you you you you. alot of you. and a number of v special peeps who stood by me during difficult times. i dont want to name it here. cos' i'm afraid i will miss out any of u. a number of cute random memories to note: thnks Jooo- for the big sunny. for the cute hellokitty pencil. for ur always so cheerful sms-es, thoughtful words, advices... :) sometimes ur so sincere n cute... ^_^ thnks Jerald - who bought me butterfly prawns. (end) lolx.. no la.. i know u care, but dont know how to express? hmmm... thanks for being my good old' pal. thnks kel - who accompanied me lunch breaks n gave me small snacks in cute packages. for still being a supportive soul over the many many yrs alr... :)) thnk qi - for ur wonderful potato salad hand made by u. for crying with me at ur hdb downstairs( such a long ago thing) but still so impt in my heart.. bcos' we share our pain. thanks.... to a number of v nice sms-es. i have alot to share and give you all... i'm sorry i'm bit tired n worn out at times.. i wanna reciprocate this love too.. hoped i can be a part of u all...sharing and all. i'm still learning to find back my footing on my life... trying to cope with alot of emotions... thanks for being patient. "will u reach out to me? i cant feel myself." i'm eXHAUSTED... this is a long post. my brain not functioning well. working tmr. work sucks. not really. but still sucks sometimes. i'm very hungry. so ya GOOD NIGHT Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Wednesday, March 12, 2008 / Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ♥ seriously i cant blog a proper post. instead of whine-ing, yup.. i got some inspirations. after yakking away on e phone with shan. ps: delicating this small lil' post to onglishan. we have been tog for one yr plus already... there's always a first time where/when you get to know ur 'special' someone. i know my shan...in mdis of coz.. duhz. actually i dont know her... never really care much :P okkaayyy.. so we 'officially' met on the train... NEL... lolx. long story ya... haha. Then so fast.. we went clubbing tog. first time... at zouk. we have secrets... like secretly getting married in the 80s. we got close... (mdis dance performance) so i share my flesh with her... she is nice too. (tuckshop-shan'sbday) & shares ice cream with me once.. we got our nails done prettae-ly at this lousy nail palour in bugis. and hit...stjames in the night. we learnt to look "hot" (velvet) but gt drunk. and look like this instead. i become her woman. (attica) *THEN we decided to forgo* *clubbing and adopt a healthier lifestyle...* we went biking. (genting) and swimming... (cafe delmar) we even work! and... ya i got tired. she'll massage my back. (my 21st bday) we get our pay. and get each other presents! (xmas) (missing pictures) busy lifes... ..... ........... ........... ........... (LATEST PIC) at fish mahattan. YAH... so this is my special someone the one on the left. :))) stands tall. laugh loudly and shine always... and have walk quite a long route with me though is like only 365 days plus plus plus. ps: OLS, i love u. as u can see from the "missing pictures" refers to the missing times. refers to the "drifting" yaaaa. i know that memories are memories. sweet and all. we cant go back and get the same feeling but we can always...create new ones, great ones, lovely ones. i miss those days. i miss u. and thanks for coming down... surprising me at times. PSS: i ALSO heartily wanna thank aLOT OF U all. and that includes you you you you. alot of you. and a number of v special peeps who stood by me during difficult times. i dont want to name it here. cos' i'm afraid i will miss out any of u. a number of cute random memories to note: thnks Jooo- for the big sunny. for the cute hellokitty pencil. for ur always so cheerful sms-es, thoughtful words, advices... :) sometimes ur so sincere n cute... ^_^ thnks Jerald - who bought me butterfly prawns. (end) lolx.. no la.. i know u care, but dont know how to express? hmmm... thanks for being my good old' pal. thnks kel - who accompanied me lunch breaks n gave me small snacks in cute packages. for still being a supportive soul over the many many yrs alr... :)) thnk qi - for ur wonderful potato salad hand made by u. for crying with me at ur hdb downstairs( such a long ago thing) but still so impt in my heart.. bcos' we share our pain. thanks.... to a number of v nice sms-es. i have alot to share and give you all... i'm sorry i'm bit tired n worn out at times.. i wanna reciprocate this love too.. hoped i can be a part of u all...sharing and all. i'm still learning to find back my footing on my life... trying to cope with alot of emotions... thanks for being patient. "will u reach out to me? i cant feel myself." i'm eXHAUSTED... this is a long post. my brain not functioning well. working tmr. work sucks. not really. but still sucks sometimes. i'm very hungry. so ya GOOD NIGHT Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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