About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	give thanks Saturday, July 19, 2008 / Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥ bcos is late-at-night. the unsettled feelings. me.and.him. still floating in my mind. i need to blog to get the unhappy thoughts out of me. toDay'S been a tiring day at work. :((( reached home ard 11pm++... kept re-reading the letters i've gotten this week. from Joo. CCf. Shan. they are the source of my faith to carry on. never have i felt so appreciated in my life. and i thank god i have them to walk along with me. to guide me...with love. thanks... when i couldnt cope with my family problems. when i want to run away. when i felt that my relationships fails me. or i couldnt carry on with my work load. or my emotions get carried away. you have all become such a big part of me that i cant do without. like gifts in my life. from god. is funny. bcos i used to have nothing. and suddenly god gave me so much for the past 2 years. i always felt like a freak since pri sch to JC. & is been tough since the earlier part of my life havent been all smooth sailing n sweet. throughout my years in pri sch.sec.njc days i have nothing to hold on. havent been a popular kid. often had labels -anti-social. couldnt fit in wasnt accepted by ppl. didnt accept people. couldnt trust. have to attend counselling. have to visit doctors. have to be on medication.have to leave home. have to be strong... i guess... not many people have seen this side of me. and not many people knew abt this. and if u knew... the truth. would it make any difference? what i know now is...i see things differently. studying in mdis has been e turning pt of my life. i love my class. they are a bunch of fun-loving-kind souls :)))))))) each n every one of them are so unique and special to me...... really. i. seriously. do not know how to describe how i feel... but i do feel how i feel. i'm THANKFUL for my dearie* my Yang :) for being at my side all this while. we have to hold on. you are the one who changed me. who accepted me. who loved me. who believed in me. and I LOVE U. really do. PS: just wanna do a good job in loving. :) P.E.A.C.E Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	give thanks Saturday, July 19, 2008 / Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥ bcos is late-at-night. the unsettled feelings. me.and.him. still floating in my mind. i need to blog to get the unhappy thoughts out of me. toDay'S been a tiring day at work. :((( reached home ard 11pm++... kept re-reading the letters i've gotten this week. from Joo. CCf. Shan. they are the source of my faith to carry on. never have i felt so appreciated in my life. and i thank god i have them to walk along with me. to guide me...with love. thanks... when i couldnt cope with my family problems. when i want to run away. when i felt that my relationships fails me. or i couldnt carry on with my work load. or my emotions get carried away. you have all become such a big part of me that i cant do without. like gifts in my life. from god. is funny. bcos i used to have nothing. and suddenly god gave me so much for the past 2 years. i always felt like a freak since pri sch to JC. & is been tough since the earlier part of my life havent been all smooth sailing n sweet. throughout my years in pri sch.sec.njc days i have nothing to hold on. havent been a popular kid. often had labels -anti-social. couldnt fit in wasnt accepted by ppl. didnt accept people. couldnt trust. have to attend counselling. have to visit doctors. have to be on medication.have to leave home. have to be strong... i guess... not many people have seen this side of me. and not many people knew abt this. and if u knew... the truth. would it make any difference? what i know now is...i see things differently. studying in mdis has been e turning pt of my life. i love my class. they are a bunch of fun-loving-kind souls :)))))))) each n every one of them are so unique and special to me...... really. i. seriously. do not know how to describe how i feel... but i do feel how i feel. i'm THANKFUL for my dearie* my Yang :) for being at my side all this while. we have to hold on. you are the one who changed me. who accepted me. who loved me. who believed in me. and I LOVE U. really do. 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