About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	personal. Thursday, July 10, 2008 / Thursday, July 10, 2008 ♥ what u really dont know about me. and will never* know.* 1sin.2 secrets.3lies all. that is imprisoned inside me. you know i'm kinda broken. anD i wanna be Freed. some thing from the past kinda hits me again. hard. everything in my life is so DRamatic. even if i dont want it too. i am not beautiful.there's just too many scars and bruises on me whenever i look into my reflection. it really isnt easy... struggling with so many conflicting emotions throughout my life. i hold on to faith. i smile through my tears. my weakness. i'll never let it show. i really want it to be simple. but. can i? this week has been REAL hectic. on Mon, was back from Msia at 3Am in the morn. and woke up at 7+Am for school! been busy with all the homework and revision for quizz. super shagged! but i love sch-ling :)))) i do. things i've made for my dearies in the night. my world is complicated. only god understands. been struggling w the ups and downs. i'm so proud to say i didnt give up on life. i didnt give up on myself. i didnt give up on loving them. i didnt give up on loving. yes. there is faith. there's so much more i need to do and want to do for the people i love. Msia pics At the Zhen Xin organic farm. me love flowErs! me love nAture. :))) I wanna be closer to nature... PS: i am thankful :) you are a beautiful soul. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	personal. Thursday, July 10, 2008 / Thursday, July 10, 2008 ♥ what u really dont know about me. and will never* know.* 1sin.2 secrets.3lies all. that is imprisoned inside me. you know i'm kinda broken. anD i wanna be Freed. some thing from the past kinda hits me again. hard. everything in my life is so DRamatic. even if i dont want it too. i am not beautiful.there's just too many scars and bruises on me whenever i look into my reflection. it really isnt easy... struggling with so many conflicting emotions throughout my life. i hold on to faith. i smile through my tears. my weakness. i'll never let it show. i really want it to be simple. but. can i? this week has been REAL hectic. on Mon, was back from Msia at 3Am in the morn. and woke up at 7+Am for school! been busy with all the homework and revision for quizz. super shagged! but i love sch-ling :)))) i do. things i've made for my dearies in the night. my world is complicated. only god understands. been struggling w the ups and downs. i'm so proud to say i didnt give up on life. i didnt give up on myself. i didnt give up on loving them. i didnt give up on loving. yes. there is faith. there's so much more i need to do and want to do for the people i love. Msia pics At the Zhen Xin organic farm. me love flowErs! me love nAture. :))) I wanna be closer to nature... PS: i am thankful :) you are a beautiful soul. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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