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Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?

i just wanna speak to my blog.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 / Sunday, August 17, 2008

bcos i wasnt feeling v well inside.
he brought me up to kent ridge park.
took the notorious 99 turns (hokkien) route.
can imagine him 'drifting' ? and me screaming.


the sky was so dark. and there's lots of lights.
we'll high on top of the mountain?
(i'm aint that descriptive aint i)
in fact. i cant see much. was just enjoying the cool breeze.
darkness.
nature. that seems so real and pretty.
& prob. then i started to feel a lil..bit better.

why do i always feel i have alot...
but at the same time. i seems to have nothing
at all.

i know insecurities keep creeping in on me.
like a Ghost
i tried to laugh it off shake it off like it doesnt bothers.

not
wanting to be weak... but not feeling v
strong either.

can i? just survive this
21 years in this world, and still relatively
unscathed. underneathe this skin are bruises unseen
that seems to be surfacing every now n then.

you know what.
i'll be fine.
(they'll always say i'm thinking too much. full stop)


PS:
to Joo. thanks for coming down. surprise*
but sometimes intuition tells me u'll come down.
thanks for being there. for me.
was on the way back when i listen to this song.
thought of u & my yang of cos.

thanks for being my guardian angel.
if i think of u. i think u will appear.

小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望


:))))

xie xie ni. for giving me a piece of light and faith.



Thou shall not love in vain