Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
i just wanna speak to my blog.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 / Sunday, August 17, 2008 ♥
bcos i wasnt feeling v well inside.he brought me up to kent ridge park.took the notorious 99 turns (hokkien) route. can imagine him 'drifting' ? and me screaming. the sky was so dark. and there's lots of lights. we'll high on top of the mountain? (i'm aint that descriptive aint i) in fact. i cant see much. was just enjoying the cool breeze. darkness. nature. that seems so real and pretty. & prob. then i started to feel a lil..bit better.
why do i always feel i have alot... but at the same time. i seems to have nothing at all.
i know insecurities keep creeping in on me.
like a Ghost i tried to laugh it off shake it off like it doesnt bothers.
not wanting to be weak... but not feeling v strong either.
can i? just survive this 21 years in this world, and still relatively unscathed. underneathe this skin are bruises unseen that seems to be surfacing every now n then.
you know what. i'll be fine. (they'll always say i'm thinking too much. full stop)
PS: to Joo. thanks for coming down. surprise*
but sometimes intuition tells me u'll come down. thanks for being there. for me. was on the way back when i listen to this song. thought of u & my yang of cos. thanks for being my guardian angel. if i think of u. i think u will appear.
小小的手掌大大的力量 我一定也会像你一样飞翔 你想去的地方就是我的方向 有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 你是我的专属天使 唯我能独占 没有谁能取代你在我心上 拥有一个专属天使 我哪里还需要别的愿望  :)))) xie xie ni. for giving me a piece of light and faith.
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i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them.
i have scarlet dreams...
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I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds
and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart,
there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness,
not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?
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i just wanna speak to my blog.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 / Sunday, August 17, 2008 ♥
bcos i wasnt feeling v well inside.he brought me up to kent ridge park.took the notorious 99 turns (hokkien) route. can imagine him 'drifting' ? and me screaming. the sky was so dark. and there's lots of lights. we'll high on top of the mountain? (i'm aint that descriptive aint i) in fact. i cant see much. was just enjoying the cool breeze. darkness. nature. that seems so real and pretty. & prob. then i started to feel a lil..bit better.
why do i always feel i have alot... but at the same time. i seems to have nothing at all.
i know insecurities keep creeping in on me.
like a Ghost i tried to laugh it off shake it off like it doesnt bothers.
not wanting to be weak... but not feeling v strong either.
can i? just survive this 21 years in this world, and still relatively unscathed. underneathe this skin are bruises unseen that seems to be surfacing every now n then.
you know what. i'll be fine. (they'll always say i'm thinking too much. full stop)
PS: to Joo. thanks for coming down. surprise*
but sometimes intuition tells me u'll come down. thanks for being there. for me. was on the way back when i listen to this song. thought of u & my yang of cos. thanks for being my guardian angel. if i think of u. i think u will appear.
小小的手掌大大的力量 我一定也会像你一样飞翔 你想去的地方就是我的方向 有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 你是我的专属天使 唯我能独占 没有谁能取代你在我心上 拥有一个专属天使 我哪里还需要别的愿望  :)))) xie xie ni. for giving me a piece of light and faith.
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