About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	just me. and my feelings. Tuesday, September 02, 2008 / Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ♥ painful thoughts. painful wounds. thou shall not hurt myself. thou shall not poke myself with a f*** thou shall not make mummy sad. thou shall not drive the bf mad. thou shall not be silly. thou shall not cry too much well... thou shall love myself more than ever. thou shall eat whatever i like. thou shall love me darling peeps. thou shall love my body and respect my life. thou shall hold faith close to thy heart. there's always sunshine and rainbows after the rain. right? somewhat. i dont know what's going on in ppl's life. and prob all who doesnt know what's in my life. i might be drifting away from mankind. from humanity. from anything that i can believe in. maybe i have alr stop believing. what i see could all be a facade. when i open my eyes, everything fades out to darkness. when i did what i did. it didnt hurt that much. i wasnt scared. it felt just like the past. the desperation that drove me to my edge. the agony the screams from my blood. what is hurting most is when i couldnt hear my own cries anymore. i couldnt hear you... couldnt feel the love... all is cold. there isnt any hope left. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	just me. and my feelings. Tuesday, September 02, 2008 / Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ♥ painful thoughts. painful wounds. thou shall not hurt myself. thou shall not poke myself with a f*** thou shall not make mummy sad. thou shall not drive the bf mad. thou shall not be silly. thou shall not cry too much well... thou shall love myself more than ever. thou shall eat whatever i like. thou shall love me darling peeps. thou shall love my body and respect my life. thou shall hold faith close to thy heart. there's always sunshine and rainbows after the rain. right? somewhat. i dont know what's going on in ppl's life. and prob all who doesnt know what's in my life. i might be drifting away from mankind. from humanity. from anything that i can believe in. maybe i have alr stop believing. what i see could all be a facade. when i open my eyes, everything fades out to darkness. when i did what i did. it didnt hurt that much. i wasnt scared. it felt just like the past. the desperation that drove me to my edge. the agony the screams from my blood. what is hurting most is when i couldnt hear my own cries anymore. i couldnt hear you... couldnt feel the love... all is cold. there isnt any hope left. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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