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is been a rough period. going thru' the ups and downs within a month or two or three. i know and i feel is been tiring to keep up with me. at times when i feel i can no longer conceal those puffy eyes of mine. i could no longer say i believe.

i summon every courage of my heart to speak to people as per norm and maintain my usual bubbly cheerfulness (so i wld not affect others).



:) :) smileys are the way to go and the easiest when it comes to conveying messages. they wouldnt ask too many questions if they know yr fine enough to handle it yrself. i havent really been speaking to anyone. i dont know how to start. maybe one or two( thank u) who bother to ask a few qns, i think i might start pouring out like a drunken soul. i think i have no one to talk to. not because i couldnt find any. but because troubles are doubles when it comes to sharing. and there is no need to let anyone in and let them be troubled unnecessarily. everyone is busy. really busy.



working keeps make me sane enough. and my scheduled days have doubled from the day i've mapped it out.



he says there's two of me. scary. and i have no doubts abt it.

for all the days i've tried.
for today.
i cannot tk care of others, i cannot listen or help them or cheer them up.
i cannot do it anymore. i can no longer do anything.
i am veryvery very tired.
i just want to be alone.

is been a rough period. going thru' the ups and downs within a month or two or three. i know and i feel is been tiring to keep up with me. at times when i feel i can no longer conceal those puffy eyes of mine. i could no longer say i believe.

i summon every courage of my heart to speak to people as per norm and maintain my usual bubbly cheerfulness (so i wld not affect others).



:) :) smileys are the way to go and the easiest when it comes to conveying messages. they wouldnt ask too many questions if they know yr fine enough to handle it yrself. i havent really been speaking to anyone. i dont know how to start. maybe one or two( thank u) who bother to ask a few qns, i think i might start pouring out like a drunken soul. i think i have no one to talk to. not because i couldnt find any. but because troubles are doubles when it comes to sharing. and there is no need to let anyone in and let them be troubled unnecessarily. everyone is busy. really busy.



working keeps make me sane enough. and my scheduled days have doubled from the day i've mapped it out.



he says there's two of me. scary. and i have no doubts abt it.

for all the days i've tried.
for today.
i cannot tk care of others, i cannot listen or help them or cheer them up.
i cannot do it anymore. i can no longer do anything.
i am veryvery very tired.
i just want to be alone.