About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	yr like a tattoo on my heart Monday, April 27, 2009 / Monday, April 27, 2009 ♥ (books He got for me!) "I never said 'i want to be alone,' i only said 'i want to be let alone.' there is all the difference." - Greta Garbo I'm back on track!!! It'll be 5 straight days of mugging and torture to get me a good grade for my final paper on SAT. But I'm pausing for a moment to blog, hoping it'll blog awaythe stress and exhaustion that is cooking inside me. you know... Life feels like hot and cold. up and down. the unspeakable emotion is like boiling within me right now. i tell myself not to get affected all the time. Anger or tears? i have to calm down... and be strong. i should not be trapped by my own fears and worries. i had to have faith. As usual, he got drunk and vented his anger and frustrations on bro this time round. It was really... bad i guess else bro wouldnt be telling me in the morn and i could tell, he was, deeply affected by it. arg, i feel like sleeping alr. i had a great time for the past... ~~two~~three days. on fri night i went steamboating with the mogu gang and indulged in all the tomyam-ness, on sat night, some last min ktv-ing w dear and broz and i sang at the top of my lungs, and a beautiful sunday date in town and i got dear a basic tee from ZARA and i think he looks so hot in it!!! :P and of cos been RE again for a few nights. lol. what we did on our V... anyway BF has been so good. I seriously feel like sticking gold stars on him for all the nicest things he has been doing for me. Honestly, He's like the no. 1 best gift I've ever gotten in my life. :))) pics of some random stuff i got last mth. Him. :))))) last sunday date with him at MS and he bought me stuffs. steamboat hot babes that brighten up my worklife :))) Anyway. i havent seen this guy for ages. u know who? JERALD ONG BO SHI... WHERE THE HELL R U. AND IF U HAVE HEART TO READ MY BLOG. U BETTER DROP ME A SMS TO DATE ME/ US OUT COS U KNOW YR BDAY GIFT IS STILL WITH US?! my dear's Bday is coming and i have some other plans coming along for him... just for him :)))) there's sthng wrong with blogger! i cant seems to arrange the pics properly~ okay i'm going back to my books! bye bye ! Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	yr like a tattoo on my heart Monday, April 27, 2009 / Monday, April 27, 2009 ♥ (books He got for me!) "I never said 'i want to be alone,' i only said 'i want to be let alone.' there is all the difference." - Greta Garbo I'm back on track!!! It'll be 5 straight days of mugging and torture to get me a good grade for my final paper on SAT. But I'm pausing for a moment to blog, hoping it'll blog awaythe stress and exhaustion that is cooking inside me. you know... Life feels like hot and cold. up and down. the unspeakable emotion is like boiling within me right now. i tell myself not to get affected all the time. Anger or tears? i have to calm down... and be strong. i should not be trapped by my own fears and worries. i had to have faith. As usual, he got drunk and vented his anger and frustrations on bro this time round. It was really... bad i guess else bro wouldnt be telling me in the morn and i could tell, he was, deeply affected by it. arg, i feel like sleeping alr. i had a great time for the past... ~~two~~three days. on fri night i went steamboating with the mogu gang and indulged in all the tomyam-ness, on sat night, some last min ktv-ing w dear and broz and i sang at the top of my lungs, and a beautiful sunday date in town and i got dear a basic tee from ZARA and i think he looks so hot in it!!! :P and of cos been RE again for a few nights. lol. what we did on our V... anyway BF has been so good. I seriously feel like sticking gold stars on him for all the nicest things he has been doing for me. Honestly, He's like the no. 1 best gift I've ever gotten in my life. :))) pics of some random stuff i got last mth. Him. :))))) last sunday date with him at MS and he bought me stuffs. steamboat hot babes that brighten up my worklife :))) Anyway. i havent seen this guy for ages. u know who? JERALD ONG BO SHI... WHERE THE HELL R U. AND IF U HAVE HEART TO READ MY BLOG. U BETTER DROP ME A SMS TO DATE ME/ US OUT COS U KNOW YR BDAY GIFT IS STILL WITH US?! my dear's Bday is coming and i have some other plans coming along for him... just for him :)))) there's sthng wrong with blogger! i cant seems to arrange the pics properly~ okay i'm going back to my books! bye bye ! Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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