About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	a phone call away... Monday, May 04, 2009 / Monday, May 04, 2009 ♥ last night i slept in late after filling my eyes with those hot tears. couldn't wake myself up this morn and bf left for work. after two hours, the mum supposedly need to see doc and i, confusingly & flustered, pull myself out of bed and the next moment I'm at the bus-stop w/o my wallet. I, managed to find some coins and notes in my pouch else i would have to walk myself back home. while bus-ing, Joo called and started rambling on abt her skin problems. ordered juice from e florist shop. flipped some magazines. waited for her. acc-ed her to the doc nearby but yah I cant enter the clinic due to the 'swine flu' virus thingy. so, I went back to the same florist, gt myself sandwiche and homed. watched a gory/thriller movie on TV and waited for her call/sms. anyway... you know how... when we were little, we write cards/ letters to friends exclaiming: i am just a phone call away... and i, sometimes write my contacts on the card to ensure my promise is true and truest. i guess... i carry this big heart that i really wanna be this friend whom you wanna call to, when yr in times of deep shit. i wanna share the GOOD and the BAD. It's no doubt that things may change in time between friends... till some point... you receive lesser calls, lesser smses, lesser time, and then you'll never call the person again. Thanks Joo... somehow you let my promise comes true...for letting me know that i'm a worthy friend (self-proclaimed) whom you will call to. :)))) sometimes i'm abit of a nuisance and nonsense with lots of harmful negativity that bubbles within me. i requires so much attention and time...and yr like the star that points me in the right direction. thanks for all the mummy love. DO NT WORRY... YR SKIN WILL HEAL IN TIME. love u... u just made me mc-ed day a bright morning. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	a phone call away... Monday, May 04, 2009 / Monday, May 04, 2009 ♥ last night i slept in late after filling my eyes with those hot tears. couldn't wake myself up this morn and bf left for work. after two hours, the mum supposedly need to see doc and i, confusingly & flustered, pull myself out of bed and the next moment I'm at the bus-stop w/o my wallet. I, managed to find some coins and notes in my pouch else i would have to walk myself back home. while bus-ing, Joo called and started rambling on abt her skin problems. ordered juice from e florist shop. flipped some magazines. waited for her. acc-ed her to the doc nearby but yah I cant enter the clinic due to the 'swine flu' virus thingy. so, I went back to the same florist, gt myself sandwiche and homed. watched a gory/thriller movie on TV and waited for her call/sms. anyway... you know how... when we were little, we write cards/ letters to friends exclaiming: i am just a phone call away... and i, sometimes write my contacts on the card to ensure my promise is true and truest. i guess... i carry this big heart that i really wanna be this friend whom you wanna call to, when yr in times of deep shit. i wanna share the GOOD and the BAD. It's no doubt that things may change in time between friends... till some point... you receive lesser calls, lesser smses, lesser time, and then you'll never call the person again. Thanks Joo... somehow you let my promise comes true...for letting me know that i'm a worthy friend (self-proclaimed) whom you will call to. :)))) sometimes i'm abit of a nuisance and nonsense with lots of harmful negativity that bubbles within me. i requires so much attention and time...and yr like the star that points me in the right direction. thanks for all the mummy love. DO NT WORRY... YR SKIN WILL HEAL IN TIME. love u... u just made me mc-ed day a bright morning. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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