About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Monday, May 18, 2009 / Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥ sometimes i love people more than they think i do. i have them in my heart in my mind but i may not show it all the time though i'm pretty sure i'm the expressive /physical kind. i know i'm the kind who wanna hug. the passion that's boiling inside me. the rush of colliding into yr arms just to show you how much i miss u so. But not everyone makes it that easy. what if you dont even wanna be close to me? what if your the one who enjoys keeping a distance from me. what if you have other priorities in yr life other than me? what if you have changed? what if you looked back and probably you see... i have always wanted to be there for u. sometimes i feel lost and maybe i think too much? there are no guidelines. maybe i grew up and i know what i want in my life. maybe the expectations are different. i could keep it simple... i could pretend. i' know i'm not one who can put things down easily and moved on with my life esp. when it involves feelings between peeps. it's like a kind of relationship that i've build with many and it's been so intertwined with my life that i cannot rid it off at all. it would be like ripping parts of my flesh away. sometimes my will is so weak... yaaaa know. the cycle goes on with disappointments that will come and go, fade in and out in my life. i'm now bothered but not much affected probably cos i have pillars that have been supporting me strong. i believe if one treats others truly , i'm sure they'll be loved back wholly. i'm stronger than u think i am. :) wahah... i got up like 11 this morn at yang's place and i've to travel back home myself -_- just seeing Joo and Shan's sms this morn is enough to cause me ROFL all the time. Joo: Morning dear! Hahahha. Tak glam photos ah :x Shan: I'm back from camp! :) u ok while i'm nt ard, Miss Kay kay? miss ya! for that. i'm contented with what i have. thank god. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Monday, May 18, 2009 / Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥ sometimes i love people more than they think i do. i have them in my heart in my mind but i may not show it all the time though i'm pretty sure i'm the expressive /physical kind. i know i'm the kind who wanna hug. the passion that's boiling inside me. the rush of colliding into yr arms just to show you how much i miss u so. But not everyone makes it that easy. what if you dont even wanna be close to me? what if your the one who enjoys keeping a distance from me. what if you have other priorities in yr life other than me? what if you have changed? what if you looked back and probably you see... i have always wanted to be there for u. sometimes i feel lost and maybe i think too much? there are no guidelines. maybe i grew up and i know what i want in my life. maybe the expectations are different. i could keep it simple... i could pretend. i' know i'm not one who can put things down easily and moved on with my life esp. when it involves feelings between peeps. it's like a kind of relationship that i've build with many and it's been so intertwined with my life that i cannot rid it off at all. it would be like ripping parts of my flesh away. sometimes my will is so weak... yaaaa know. the cycle goes on with disappointments that will come and go, fade in and out in my life. i'm now bothered but not much affected probably cos i have pillars that have been supporting me strong. i believe if one treats others truly , i'm sure they'll be loved back wholly. i'm stronger than u think i am. :) wahah... i got up like 11 this morn at yang's place and i've to travel back home myself -_- just seeing Joo and Shan's sms this morn is enough to cause me ROFL all the time. Joo: Morning dear! Hahahha. Tak glam photos ah :x Shan: I'm back from camp! :) u ok while i'm nt ard, Miss Kay kay? miss ya! for that. i'm contented with what i have. thank god. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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