About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	i just like being me. Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / Tuesday, June 09, 2009 ♥ bcos i'm at home. i have all the time in the world to blog abt my ever rollarcoaster hectic slacker life. i slept till 2 pm today and suffered from minor migrain LOL, awoke to find my bf handling admin duties for his co. ROFL. he brought me n his mum out for food at kovan and we have to settle for this jap/korean/asian fusion food place bcos it's air-conditioned. BUT it serves really bad food -_- anyway the rest of the day was housework duties, alan, lan gaming , supper,home. it's 3 am now. i just wrote a testi to my dead friend. it seems odd. but yea... i suddenly have this very dark emo sensation within me... like how death will haunt u down no matter what. anyway i'm falling ill soon with total lack of sleep and overloaded with good food and overdosed of chocs. no matter what, i'm always loved by my BF and my BFFs that enjoys showering me with fat food. it's always good and awkward to be home. i heart my mum but i'm constantly being reprimanded for my actions, my disappearance, my night life, my job, my no-job, by you-know-who. I'm 22 but acting like 17 and feeling very 17. talk abt being 17 again lol. i bet they cant handle my life then, they cant handle it now. okay what else... hmm. i've been busy being parts of friend's life. handling their emotions and trying to be there for them. here n there. there's so much complications, much more than i wanna know or handle at times. but o well, that's life. maybe i should look for jobs in the social welfare department =] PS: O YA. I had this uber romantic date with BF on SAT night after work, dining at shokudo pasta place at cine level 2 till late 3 a.m PSS: My dear Joo bought the MAMA tomyam noodles for me... =] and i'm going to have a special date with her tmr!! shoppping at the Etude house! Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	i just like being me. Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / Tuesday, June 09, 2009 ♥ bcos i'm at home. i have all the time in the world to blog abt my ever rollarcoaster hectic slacker life. i slept till 2 pm today and suffered from minor migrain LOL, awoke to find my bf handling admin duties for his co. ROFL. he brought me n his mum out for food at kovan and we have to settle for this jap/korean/asian fusion food place bcos it's air-conditioned. BUT it serves really bad food -_- anyway the rest of the day was housework duties, alan, lan gaming , supper,home. it's 3 am now. i just wrote a testi to my dead friend. it seems odd. but yea... i suddenly have this very dark emo sensation within me... like how death will haunt u down no matter what. anyway i'm falling ill soon with total lack of sleep and overloaded with good food and overdosed of chocs. no matter what, i'm always loved by my BF and my BFFs that enjoys showering me with fat food. it's always good and awkward to be home. i heart my mum but i'm constantly being reprimanded for my actions, my disappearance, my night life, my job, my no-job, by you-know-who. I'm 22 but acting like 17 and feeling very 17. talk abt being 17 again lol. i bet they cant handle my life then, they cant handle it now. okay what else... hmm. i've been busy being parts of friend's life. handling their emotions and trying to be there for them. here n there. there's so much complications, much more than i wanna know or handle at times. but o well, that's life. maybe i should look for jobs in the social welfare department =] PS: O YA. I had this uber romantic date with BF on SAT night after work, dining at shokudo pasta place at cine level 2 till late 3 a.m PSS: My dear Joo bought the MAMA tomyam noodles for me... =] and i'm going to have a special date with her tmr!! shoppping at the Etude house! Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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