About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	:( no prob, i'm optimistic. Saturday, November 28, 2009 / Saturday, November 28, 2009 ♥ guess U know i havent been happy... been crying, been tearing, been hiding. i dont wanna bother ppl or friends or even my bf with my problems again, i sound like a drag repeating the same things to them in my messages/words. i find myself irritating saying so. guess everyone's busy. too occupied with their world too. guess i havent the courage to talk abt myself anymore. guess i have to be strong. guess i have to keep my thoughts to myself. i wanna be the person to cheer them up. be the person to make them laugh. be the person who can be there for them. guess i dont know how to show my weak side anymore. guess I didnt know that things change, world still spinning, and I'm still... guess U dont know. guess i havent been voicing out. guess i'm unhappy. guess U really dont know. guess so. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	:( no prob, i'm optimistic. Saturday, November 28, 2009 / Saturday, November 28, 2009 ♥ guess U know i havent been happy... been crying, been tearing, been hiding. i dont wanna bother ppl or friends or even my bf with my problems again, i sound like a drag repeating the same things to them in my messages/words. i find myself irritating saying so. guess everyone's busy. too occupied with their world too. guess i havent the courage to talk abt myself anymore. guess i have to be strong. guess i have to keep my thoughts to myself. i wanna be the person to cheer them up. be the person to make them laugh. be the person who can be there for them. guess i dont know how to show my weak side anymore. guess I didnt know that things change, world still spinning, and I'm still... guess U dont know. guess i havent been voicing out. guess i'm unhappy. guess U really dont know. guess so. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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