About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	the 5th day Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ♥ God's not answering my prayers.... thanks for the ppl who are concern, the calls or the msgs. i am sorry i dont have the strength to talk abt anything. i'm mainly at work or at the hospital. at times i cannot think clearly at all, i am very very exhausted and scared. i cannot break down.... bcos when it comes to this moment you know you have to be strong for your father bcos he needs you. can u let me know there's still hope i cannot understand any thing... it's awful. it's cruel that doctors arent giving me any solutions. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	the 5th day Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ♥ God's not answering my prayers.... thanks for the ppl who are concern, the calls or the msgs. i am sorry i dont have the strength to talk abt anything. i'm mainly at work or at the hospital. at times i cannot think clearly at all, i am very very exhausted and scared. i cannot break down.... bcos when it comes to this moment you know you have to be strong for your father bcos he needs you. can u let me know there's still hope i cannot understand any thing... it's awful. it's cruel that doctors arent giving me any solutions. Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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