Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
it must be those alcohol...
Thursday, February 25, 2010 / Thursday, February 25, 2010 ♥
I havent been a good good girl. I always felt I rule my life the way I want it as long as I dont hurt anyone and I always know what I want, What I'm doing and I felt that clubbing scenes doesnt necessary make me a bad person you know. Last night, I was really upset to receive massive number of calls and after a fierce battle, I know I won... because I made my eldest Sister cry. It is almost impossible to make her cry esp. her strong character and all. It just left me stunned, shocked and guilty. In a fit of anger, I called and qns-ed my Bf why he didnt help me to churn our some white lies, why did he have to tell them when we agreed that I can club as long as I dont drink. I proceed to drinking 2 flamming lambos and I got tipsy. Appearing fairly norrmal to the rest of the people, I reached his door steps at 3.30a.m. There, I called him to open the doors for me. I remember i shld appear calm and non-drunk looking but when I saw him, I threw my arms over him and sobbed. I mumbled that I'm not very happy tonight, I made her cry. He gently told me: I have a surprise for you, you wont be sad after you see it. I looked at the table was somewhat like a shoe box wrapped in some ugly rough paper and I knew it cant be the cookie monster. It should be some stupid surprise again LOL. But no... he has placed the cookie monster in his shoe box. I just kept crying when I opened the box and see the cookie monster smiling at me. *I have been obsessed with the cookie monster for months...and it's nt selling in shops. It can only be found from certain UFO CATCHER and based on my experience, he could nvr have caught it... so I have no idea how he is able to get it for me. and the worst thing is... he has been sleeping on the couch while waiting for me to come home... while i'm out there mambo-ing. I REALLY FEEL I AM UTTTERLY BEING SPOILT BY PEN SIEW YOUNG. I DONT KNOW HOW SOMEONE CAN LOVE ME SO MUCH SO MUCH ESP. the GF is so OUT OF CONTROL OR CRAZY ?... I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE OUR HOUSE AND KIDS... I made an apology this morn to my sis. Spent the whole morning with mum at the clinic, then noon with dad at the hospital then with grandma at the hospital. sometimes life seems so bitter and sweet at the same time, like chocolates. 
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I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds
and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart,
there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness,
not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?
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it must be those alcohol...
Thursday, February 25, 2010 / Thursday, February 25, 2010 ♥
I havent been a good good girl. I always felt I rule my life the way I want it as long as I dont hurt anyone and I always know what I want, What I'm doing and I felt that clubbing scenes doesnt necessary make me a bad person you know. Last night, I was really upset to receive massive number of calls and after a fierce battle, I know I won... because I made my eldest Sister cry. It is almost impossible to make her cry esp. her strong character and all. It just left me stunned, shocked and guilty. In a fit of anger, I called and qns-ed my Bf why he didnt help me to churn our some white lies, why did he have to tell them when we agreed that I can club as long as I dont drink. I proceed to drinking 2 flamming lambos and I got tipsy. Appearing fairly norrmal to the rest of the people, I reached his door steps at 3.30a.m. There, I called him to open the doors for me. I remember i shld appear calm and non-drunk looking but when I saw him, I threw my arms over him and sobbed. I mumbled that I'm not very happy tonight, I made her cry. He gently told me: I have a surprise for you, you wont be sad after you see it. I looked at the table was somewhat like a shoe box wrapped in some ugly rough paper and I knew it cant be the cookie monster. It should be some stupid surprise again LOL. But no... he has placed the cookie monster in his shoe box. I just kept crying when I opened the box and see the cookie monster smiling at me. *I have been obsessed with the cookie monster for months...and it's nt selling in shops. It can only be found from certain UFO CATCHER and based on my experience, he could nvr have caught it... so I have no idea how he is able to get it for me. and the worst thing is... he has been sleeping on the couch while waiting for me to come home... while i'm out there mambo-ing. I REALLY FEEL I AM UTTTERLY BEING SPOILT BY PEN SIEW YOUNG. I DONT KNOW HOW SOMEONE CAN LOVE ME SO MUCH SO MUCH ESP. the GF is so OUT OF CONTROL OR CRAZY ?... I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE OUR HOUSE AND KIDS... I made an apology this morn to my sis. Spent the whole morning with mum at the clinic, then noon with dad at the hospital then with grandma at the hospital. sometimes life seems so bitter and sweet at the same time, like chocolates. 
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