About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Last project Wednesday, February 03, 2010 / Wednesday, February 03, 2010 ♥ Last Project? When he starts to say such things... he seems to know. It gets really stressful. Been getting dizzy spells and falling ill at work. I spent everyday at home after work, dinner, and discussing on and on about medication, bills, his emotions, insurance, A n E bills... Mum starts to request that the money for food is not enough and hope we can give a bit more.Sometimes is just not fair, I've been giving my part, why cant XX do the same. Even when I was just working part time as a sales girl, I still give 50 or 100 to home. Although now things are slightly better, I'still feel like such a loser at times. I earn that measly salary, after CPF deduction, own food and transport fee, I can only give a few hundreds to home. I dont know how can I get married now? I cant fully support my own parents... how to support my own kids next time. sigh. I still have my happy days... and i hope i see him smile and breathe everyday... :] Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Last project Wednesday, February 03, 2010 / Wednesday, February 03, 2010 ♥ Last Project? When he starts to say such things... he seems to know. It gets really stressful. Been getting dizzy spells and falling ill at work. I spent everyday at home after work, dinner, and discussing on and on about medication, bills, his emotions, insurance, A n E bills... Mum starts to request that the money for food is not enough and hope we can give a bit more.Sometimes is just not fair, I've been giving my part, why cant XX do the same. Even when I was just working part time as a sales girl, I still give 50 or 100 to home. Although now things are slightly better, I'still feel like such a loser at times. I earn that measly salary, after CPF deduction, own food and transport fee, I can only give a few hundreds to home. I dont know how can I get married now? I cant fully support my own parents... how to support my own kids next time. sigh. I still have my happy days... and i hope i see him smile and breathe everyday... :] Back to top, Babeh !	Friends Aaron Catherine Calista Cheryl Chiu Daren Edwin Esther Fate Fidel JieYi Jessica sweetie-pie Jerald Joyce Josephine Kelly Kimberly Leon Min Michelle MinYee MingWei Nirwan SiowTing ShanShine SupaJo Sylvia superjoygasmic Tendzil Freak Trish Valerie Curious Cupcakes Bentos Archives	BenCool Services BenCool Services Credits Layout done by runningtoyou. with the help of my portfolio's icons over here.
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