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Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?

life shrugs big time
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 / Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Lots of dots...
Hello I might be finally employed but I aint that happy at all...
Thank you people for sticking and standing by me. I would REALLY BE DEAD for me by now if you guys
hadn't been there through phone calls or smses or msns to give me some care and loving advices. I was especially elated to make it through the 2nd interview and was offered the job position and probably because I was so excited and happy about it... I have to feel so depressed when my family refused to let me sign the papers. I know I'm 23 and right now I should be mature enough to make my own decisions but HELL NO. My family went full force and extremes, the hard ways and the emotional ways to stop me and forcing me to give up this hard-earned opportunity, I was really depressed and was crying till my eyes sore and my head went floating and I started getting nauseous and vomiting. If I accept, I will 气死他 , so I have to give up for the sake of my family and not for myself. I know that they care for me but every decision or wrong that I take, I will be solely responsible for own mistakes or regrets. Went through the entire conflicting night and all else is resolve this morning as I made some negotiations with the HR but daddy doesn't know abt it yet...
If all goes well, I should be signing the papers tmr...
What will my future be?
I miss you human beans.
You are closer to my heart than you think you are.



Thou shall not love in vain