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it still hurts

i mean..
my toe.

i'm such a klux.
clumsy beyond cure.
i could have permanently damage this toe forever.

today is such a special day. it felt like father's day.
i decided to wake up early for once.
i finally finally finally did my part. i brought papa to compass point
to eat YAKUN loti...
i felt like crying. it brought back fond memories. and i wish that moment would last a little longer.
when i was a kid, my papa would bring us to the Lao Pat Sha (old market) to eat yakun loti, and now i've grown up. i'm bringing him to taste it again.
this is the first time ever i took a bus with papa. years since he ever took a bus. this is the first time ever i went out alone with him. and i miss this feeling ever since i could remember.

this sounds funny.. that anyone who wants to eat anything could simply purchase it. but my 55yrs old papa is such a workaholic. i guess this couple of many years he spend everyday doing the same thing never change.
He told me he wanted to eat the toast for quite some time. he said he would pass by the shopping mall but never once did he step in.
i kept quiet. (i should have spend more time with him)
his back hurts, a little difficulty to stand up at times, he gets tired, he has so many wrinkles on his face. he is almost entirely bald.
my papa is old.
i feel like taking good care of him.
i brought him to the library, hurriedly look for books that he might like. i feel like pampering him so much. i want to do so much things with him like when i was younger , he would accompany me for everything.

i love him.

erm..
back from bangkok..erm.. yah back from bk since last week..hmm
my mind kind of lagging now.
went to jb that day, caught the "X men " had a good meal at Seasons. bought my fav drama serials. and start watching until midnightssss.
watch way tooo much tv. ate waaayy too much junks.
went to town like 3 days in a row.
1st day was with kel and we had fun even though not much shopping was done as the crowd was overwhelming! we hate to squeeze in for the sale. end up shopping at NTUC bought lotss of junks back for our bfs.
still i love her company (: and the gift from hongkong ^_^

2nd day was with my sis, walked from dobygoht to far east and from far east back to where we started. bought so much stuff. . . bought this very very very nice shirt for yang, usual price was 59.90 that time when i wanted to buy for him but decide not to. the price dropped to $15 !
sis bought me a pair of slip ons, the exact same pair that my dog chew it into pieces but i chose a different colour this time.
she also treat me to waffles and ice cream and Gelare and dinner at CrystalJ express and desserts at some food court. we just kept shopping, eating and shopping. thanks to her willing to lend me her card (: and patiently waiting for me to try on every piece of clothing.
bought 3 tops and a skirt, went back to Forever21 to get the cherry tee shirt. she got her self a pair of heels, a white top and a dress.
came home so shaggeeddd!

yest went suntec to watch "Poseidon" with yang.
not bad but feel that the show was kinda short. went back to sky garden, one of our memoriable place...
didnt get to take a walk at explandne as we were tooooo tired. went home very early.. he was too tired and i am still so sick now. baddd sore throat
i feel weak and tired. sleep never seems enough for me.. haiz..
need to get back to sch later to take my cert.. tata

need to catch some sleep now

to be or not to be ?
that is the question..
am i cut out to be a teacher?
that sounds scary...
and fun..and stress..
and nice..

boooooo

too much to say
but too little time to say it.. lol

some little pics of the bday



this should have been a key shaped cake but nevermind long story.
the cake was YUMMY! chocho creamy fruit cake


random shots


replays



happy to cut the cake (:

tata going to bangkok tml. hope i'll have a smooth trip lol

so fcuking tired. still want to blog. and the com is so bloody fcuked up
every min i type the com goes blink blink... sighhh
had a great time today. so happy. havent been so happy with him for a long long time
first time every thing went well, we didnt quarell.
bought him the Adidas watch cost me a bomb.
but seeing how happy and how much he loves it.. haiyah.. money is nothing..haha

anyway been so sick lately.
constipated for days. finally stomach break down again.
blooooodddy hell..what's wrong with me?

tommorrrow's the bbq. happy birthday sweetie.
21 le.. big boy already (:

no good news from the uni lately.
not worried nor sad. just..... lost ?
hai. whatever

tiRed..
give me a break.
no work anymore please.
tata

kana bully by the sheng siong auntie.
fcuked up. i was nice to her. cant believe she's such an ass
old hag.ARG
hate being accused of not doing my work.
esp when i am doing so much already. fcuked up.

feel like vomitting.
very sick. very sick. very sick of the pill
dizzy dizzy dizzy sick sick sick
still have to work.
show me some concerns?

good sales today. cheers
bought a black bra. finally. cheers

bad hair. boo. bad hair. really bad hair.
i feel so down, so upset, so horrible.
bad hair plus fat ass. what else next?
leave me some hope please.

opps. should be sleeping. but i'm deeply troubled by the massive
amt of curls that comes sprouting out of my head. it's totally out of control.
tell me how to tame my mane? sighh.

i desire:

1)black bra, i have none at all!
2)a mini skirt
3)a dress! i never seems to find one that flatters my figure.
4)a good hair style.

well there's more but cant rem. perhaps i'm toooo tired. but i still dont feel like sleeping.
delete some files from my com. look at some pics. edit some pics.

tata!
some time ago, went to romantic at the suntec fountain.
talk our hearts out. okay not much talking, just tired. need a break. (:



the happy moments i cherish.
you make me laugh so much so much

(:

so what if have big jugs?
do i wear low cut tees or body tight outfit to work? no.
so do i deserve to be oggle at? no
well then please be a gentlemen and show a girl some decent respect.
or grow up. disgusting.
so what if it's a joke? it's lewd enough for me to slap you in the face.

well nevermind wont take it to heart.
but at least plz understand that joking has a limit. even if it's indirectly.
i wont mind being tease as fat or short.
but a women's body is a sensitive issue to be touch on.
well. fcuked off is the word for you.

haiyah. every where i work at, i encounter the same problem.
kinda used to such situations but still awkward and disturbing.
felt so suffocated. but still work was fine, cut my finger today, bleed a little.
tired bored, what else?
wanna dress up and hit town with my bestie.
if only i was a rich tai tai,
it would be spa on mon, facial on tue, yoga on wed, dance/club on thurs, shopping on fridays,
gatherings on sat and movie on sunday. sigghh.. yah if only.
and i could buy all those little gifts for my dear dear dear loves.
everytime i'm out there, i see stuff that immediately reminds me of someone.
and i so much wanna buy those stuff for ppl i love. too bad, money's always a problem.
but luckily work is fun with my new found sis Ying and mummy Nancy.
without them, i wont even wanna go to work.

still
i miss a life of slacking.

yay! i have to announce loudly that i've gotten my pay
my very very first pay!
sooooo happy ! on clouds 9!
been worrying non stop been worrying sooo much abt the stupid pay
pass ma some money. dont bear to. but have to.
after all have to be a good daughter!
haha i'm selfish i need the cash baby $$ so dont blame me.

had lots of small talks between me ying n nancy.
and all the stuff starts to surface, all the feelings and emotions.
you could sense each other's tears.
alot of thingss hard to explain. everyone's been on a rocky road.
being a woman is a tough thing.
we always lose out to them. so we can never afford to lose our beauty
our charms. if not we'll be nothing and they'll just kick us happily away.
that explains all the mistresses they been humping on.
husbands. if only they would be faithful.

i'm sure good man exist even if it's one out of a million.
how abt a good husband? a good boyfriend?
do they feel the itch to cheat on us? we'll never know.
but is all about trust isnt it? when will they be tired of us?
so many questions that plays on our heads.
we always worry and worry. we give all our hearts.
pray we dont get hurt in love

beauty is our power. so no matter what we should always try to look
beautiful. be it married, pregnant, after birth, in our 40s. dont lose
our faith in our looks. it can help us in the long way.
after all women are intelligent creatures. dont lose our temper.
fight back with dignity.

oh well.
crapping.

sexy tops
with my bestie!



she so sweeeeet (: how could i not love her.

cheese fries
shaker fries
creamy cakes
milky choco ice cream
crispy nuggets
sweet taro pie
jap food
wasabi
coka cola
orange blast

the list will go on forever and ever..

guess what?
i need to lose weight.
i know you been hearing this from me like always eva
but is true! i'm gonna shed some pounds. havent slept well lately
and i woke up abit early. starting to hate my job and the ppl
in it.

constipated.

oh well. i need a black bra!

hmm..
how should i start? plenty of things to note down.
probably not.

my life is such a routine now. work work work.
people are asking me out but i'm not making any effort in
meeting up. tired. too tired to make any conversation.
too tired to entertain. too tired.

but of course i still went out. shopping and all.
just some time ago Andy treat me to a "Ultraviolet" movie.
and i'm still waiting to watch "Daisy" with him! cant wait to catch
that show. the koreaN actress is my fav sassy girl! just love her beauty.
watch "Eight Below" after work. cried... quite a bit.

shopping yesterday.
really had a fair share of fun after so much hard work. i deserve something
better. if i could pick someone to have fun shopping with me besides my bf.
it would be lim li cheng. haha.. feel the most at ease with her. shared all
my secrets, un happiness, jokes laughters and everything with her.
she's the sweetest! had the same taste for clothes, shopping was so fun!
(:

is not just shopping. is just the chemistry, we just click. sighh.

anyway pack some stuff alr. cant wait for the bangkok trip. so happy happy!
and jo will be joining us on 20th may. yay!
it's gonna be loads of fun!

it still hurts

i mean..
my toe.

i'm such a klux.
clumsy beyond cure.
i could have permanently damage this toe forever.

today is such a special day. it felt like father's day.
i decided to wake up early for once.
i finally finally finally did my part. i brought papa to compass point
to eat YAKUN loti...
i felt like crying. it brought back fond memories. and i wish that moment would last a little longer.
when i was a kid, my papa would bring us to the Lao Pat Sha (old market) to eat yakun loti, and now i've grown up. i'm bringing him to taste it again.
this is the first time ever i took a bus with papa. years since he ever took a bus. this is the first time ever i went out alone with him. and i miss this feeling ever since i could remember.

this sounds funny.. that anyone who wants to eat anything could simply purchase it. but my 55yrs old papa is such a workaholic. i guess this couple of many years he spend everyday doing the same thing never change.
He told me he wanted to eat the toast for quite some time. he said he would pass by the shopping mall but never once did he step in.
i kept quiet. (i should have spend more time with him)
his back hurts, a little difficulty to stand up at times, he gets tired, he has so many wrinkles on his face. he is almost entirely bald.
my papa is old.
i feel like taking good care of him.
i brought him to the library, hurriedly look for books that he might like. i feel like pampering him so much. i want to do so much things with him like when i was younger , he would accompany me for everything.

i love him.

erm..
back from bangkok..erm.. yah back from bk since last week..hmm
my mind kind of lagging now.
went to jb that day, caught the "X men " had a good meal at Seasons. bought my fav drama serials. and start watching until midnightssss.
watch way tooo much tv. ate waaayy too much junks.
went to town like 3 days in a row.
1st day was with kel and we had fun even though not much shopping was done as the crowd was overwhelming! we hate to squeeze in for the sale. end up shopping at NTUC bought lotss of junks back for our bfs.
still i love her company (: and the gift from hongkong ^_^

2nd day was with my sis, walked from dobygoht to far east and from far east back to where we started. bought so much stuff. . . bought this very very very nice shirt for yang, usual price was 59.90 that time when i wanted to buy for him but decide not to. the price dropped to $15 !
sis bought me a pair of slip ons, the exact same pair that my dog chew it into pieces but i chose a different colour this time.
she also treat me to waffles and ice cream and Gelare and dinner at CrystalJ express and desserts at some food court. we just kept shopping, eating and shopping. thanks to her willing to lend me her card (: and patiently waiting for me to try on every piece of clothing.
bought 3 tops and a skirt, went back to Forever21 to get the cherry tee shirt. she got her self a pair of heels, a white top and a dress.
came home so shaggeeddd!

yest went suntec to watch "Poseidon" with yang.
not bad but feel that the show was kinda short. went back to sky garden, one of our memoriable place...
didnt get to take a walk at explandne as we were tooooo tired. went home very early.. he was too tired and i am still so sick now. baddd sore throat
i feel weak and tired. sleep never seems enough for me.. haiz..
need to get back to sch later to take my cert.. tata

need to catch some sleep now

to be or not to be ?
that is the question..
am i cut out to be a teacher?
that sounds scary...
and fun..and stress..
and nice..

boooooo

too much to say
but too little time to say it.. lol

some little pics of the bday



this should have been a key shaped cake but nevermind long story.
the cake was YUMMY! chocho creamy fruit cake


random shots


replays



happy to cut the cake (:

tata going to bangkok tml. hope i'll have a smooth trip lol

so fcuking tired. still want to blog. and the com is so bloody fcuked up
every min i type the com goes blink blink... sighhh
had a great time today. so happy. havent been so happy with him for a long long time
first time every thing went well, we didnt quarell.
bought him the Adidas watch cost me a bomb.
but seeing how happy and how much he loves it.. haiyah.. money is nothing..haha

anyway been so sick lately.
constipated for days. finally stomach break down again.
blooooodddy hell..what's wrong with me?

tommorrrow's the bbq. happy birthday sweetie.
21 le.. big boy already (:

no good news from the uni lately.
not worried nor sad. just..... lost ?
hai. whatever

tiRed..
give me a break.
no work anymore please.
tata

kana bully by the sheng siong auntie.
fcuked up. i was nice to her. cant believe she's such an ass
old hag.ARG
hate being accused of not doing my work.
esp when i am doing so much already. fcuked up.

feel like vomitting.
very sick. very sick. very sick of the pill
dizzy dizzy dizzy sick sick sick
still have to work.
show me some concerns?

good sales today. cheers
bought a black bra. finally. cheers

bad hair. boo. bad hair. really bad hair.
i feel so down, so upset, so horrible.
bad hair plus fat ass. what else next?
leave me some hope please.

opps. should be sleeping. but i'm deeply troubled by the massive
amt of curls that comes sprouting out of my head. it's totally out of control.
tell me how to tame my mane? sighh.

i desire:

1)black bra, i have none at all!
2)a mini skirt
3)a dress! i never seems to find one that flatters my figure.
4)a good hair style.

well there's more but cant rem. perhaps i'm toooo tired. but i still dont feel like sleeping.
delete some files from my com. look at some pics. edit some pics.

tata!
some time ago, went to romantic at the suntec fountain.
talk our hearts out. okay not much talking, just tired. need a break. (:



the happy moments i cherish.
you make me laugh so much so much

(:

so what if have big jugs?
do i wear low cut tees or body tight outfit to work? no.
so do i deserve to be oggle at? no
well then please be a gentlemen and show a girl some decent respect.
or grow up. disgusting.
so what if it's a joke? it's lewd enough for me to slap you in the face.

well nevermind wont take it to heart.
but at least plz understand that joking has a limit. even if it's indirectly.
i wont mind being tease as fat or short.
but a women's body is a sensitive issue to be touch on.
well. fcuked off is the word for you.

haiyah. every where i work at, i encounter the same problem.
kinda used to such situations but still awkward and disturbing.
felt so suffocated. but still work was fine, cut my finger today, bleed a little.
tired bored, what else?
wanna dress up and hit town with my bestie.
if only i was a rich tai tai,
it would be spa on mon, facial on tue, yoga on wed, dance/club on thurs, shopping on fridays,
gatherings on sat and movie on sunday. sigghh.. yah if only.
and i could buy all those little gifts for my dear dear dear loves.
everytime i'm out there, i see stuff that immediately reminds me of someone.
and i so much wanna buy those stuff for ppl i love. too bad, money's always a problem.
but luckily work is fun with my new found sis Ying and mummy Nancy.
without them, i wont even wanna go to work.

still
i miss a life of slacking.

yay! i have to announce loudly that i've gotten my pay
my very very first pay!
sooooo happy ! on clouds 9!
been worrying non stop been worrying sooo much abt the stupid pay
pass ma some money. dont bear to. but have to.
after all have to be a good daughter!
haha i'm selfish i need the cash baby $$ so dont blame me.

had lots of small talks between me ying n nancy.
and all the stuff starts to surface, all the feelings and emotions.
you could sense each other's tears.
alot of thingss hard to explain. everyone's been on a rocky road.
being a woman is a tough thing.
we always lose out to them. so we can never afford to lose our beauty
our charms. if not we'll be nothing and they'll just kick us happily away.
that explains all the mistresses they been humping on.
husbands. if only they would be faithful.

i'm sure good man exist even if it's one out of a million.
how abt a good husband? a good boyfriend?
do they feel the itch to cheat on us? we'll never know.
but is all about trust isnt it? when will they be tired of us?
so many questions that plays on our heads.
we always worry and worry. we give all our hearts.
pray we dont get hurt in love

beauty is our power. so no matter what we should always try to look
beautiful. be it married, pregnant, after birth, in our 40s. dont lose
our faith in our looks. it can help us in the long way.
after all women are intelligent creatures. dont lose our temper.
fight back with dignity.

oh well.
crapping.

sexy tops
with my bestie!



she so sweeeeet (: how could i not love her.

cheese fries
shaker fries
creamy cakes
milky choco ice cream
crispy nuggets
sweet taro pie
jap food
wasabi
coka cola
orange blast

the list will go on forever and ever..

guess what?
i need to lose weight.
i know you been hearing this from me like always eva
but is true! i'm gonna shed some pounds. havent slept well lately
and i woke up abit early. starting to hate my job and the ppl
in it.

constipated.

oh well. i need a black bra!

hmm..
how should i start? plenty of things to note down.
probably not.

my life is such a routine now. work work work.
people are asking me out but i'm not making any effort in
meeting up. tired. too tired to make any conversation.
too tired to entertain. too tired.

but of course i still went out. shopping and all.
just some time ago Andy treat me to a "Ultraviolet" movie.
and i'm still waiting to watch "Daisy" with him! cant wait to catch
that show. the koreaN actress is my fav sassy girl! just love her beauty.
watch "Eight Below" after work. cried... quite a bit.

shopping yesterday.
really had a fair share of fun after so much hard work. i deserve something
better. if i could pick someone to have fun shopping with me besides my bf.
it would be lim li cheng. haha.. feel the most at ease with her. shared all
my secrets, un happiness, jokes laughters and everything with her.
she's the sweetest! had the same taste for clothes, shopping was so fun!
(:

is not just shopping. is just the chemistry, we just click. sighh.

anyway pack some stuff alr. cant wait for the bangkok trip. so happy happy!
and jo will be joining us on 20th may. yay!
it's gonna be loads of fun!