Music Playlist at MixPod.com

aiyoh..
i'm sick? my throat is like bursting.. so pain. so swollen. no voice.
is like trying to swollen my saliva every now and then and trying my best to ignore the pain.
haha.. tml i will get my beloved tamagotchi.
for now. i need to rest. and i miss him very very much...sigh

i'm getting fatter n fatter.. depressing.
i know i know.. not like i ever slim down much these years? the pounds just keep pilling on and the troubles will just come rolling.
is depressing to know that every top every dress u put on makes you feel fat look fat nothing but fat.
unhappy shopping for clothes!
anyway spent alot again. on hmm.. Fancl Facial washing powder, Moisture plus bla bla contactlense solution, new necklace he bought for me, earrings, rainbow skirt....
okay too tired to mention. i'm like abit stress? dont know why i feel this way.. maybe just too tired.
em' jus so easily stressed up!

can some body find me this? haizzz...
friday. stock should have come in plenty. but how come so many ugly designs.. tsk tsk
boo.
tired..

Blogger was sick yest. so was i.
but it make me even sick that i couldnt even upload any single pics.
bUmmEr.

(edited post) .. just wanna talk about this randomly. i know this will cheer me up

this is taro still in it's wrapper.




this is taro without the wrapper. plus the
strawberry purse yang bought for me. sweet hor?



this is me huggging taro!


this is the dress he bought for me, he say nice on me haha..okay!


wee.. he spend like 200 bucks on all the stuff on me. and i spent 100 too.. hmm.. so happy shopping! shall do it again this week!

this is for Tuesday;

bad bad bad bad day.
sick sick sick sick me.
enough of complains?

it might seems like the world collapse on me. it may seems that everything goes wrong.
but some people some thing will never change.
because i believe. =)




should i get this top? is 38 bucks.
anyway i think i want to get the Fancl set cost like 75$ plus the mild cleansing oil cost 30 ?
and i also want the Rose pigments from MAc 35? diao...
so many so many so many stuff i wanna buy

DEAR DEAR AND ME!!!



hmm..
i'm sick! sore throat feverish headaches that comes and go and vomitting within these 3 days.. haiz! what happened?
so swaaayyy... esp.. on the days where he boook out.
but dear fall even sicker than me.. was very worried last night. we were both feeling very unwell and at 4 am he was burning hot.. so sick.. and nothing i can do but just put cloth in icy cold water and place over his fore head and rub it over his body to cool his temperature.

but we really had alot fun.. dating. like last time.. just buy and shop and play and take neoprints.
thursday night he 1st book out, i was very nervous as i waited there. really excited to see him.. and keep on smiling when we go dine at "Lerk Thai" one of our dating place. bring back alot of fond memories. then i just keep staring at his botak head bah. quite funny.. then i gave him presents to cheer him up =)zzz was very tired after work so fall asleep on the bus.

that day friday took off to go shopping tog, was okay all the way until we quarell abt some things then it became quite serious becos' both of us fall sick and become pek cek at each other. both of us vomit until very badly.. maybe becos of wrong food end up stomach very wierd. quarell and cry until 2 a.m then settled.



very very very long never take neos le and cost so damm ex but luckily it came out pretty good. haha.. and i was very happy abt it =)
dear bought me the body shop hair blueberry hair spray ^_^

anyway on sat despite being sick we slept until 12 noon. the both of us still gei kiang wanna go out shop. and really i shop like hell and neoprints again! but damm lor the machine sot sot take until quite jialat.
anyway dear bought me this strawberry pouch and a dress and this big big hamtaro! aiyah make me so happy happy happy girl!!!!



on sat


today brought him to see a doc took medicine. my throat now also like infection.i hope we dont spread illness to each other. i dread work. dont feel like working very tired no commission no motivation ! but i need the $$$ for everything! just send him off to pasir ris. haiz. me gonna be so lonely again. =(

ps: i know that you are the only man i love love love so much! =) because u know me so well.

so so so.. fed up with myself.
ai.. many plans cancelled. all my fault.
today sales was abit better butttttt... i did a mistake aiyah.. i just cant seems to get out of trouble. booooo!

bought lots of stuff for yang yang le. choose very long then spend quite some money lo. but nvm lah. just hope he'll like everything =) finally tomorrow can see him!!! yay!

finally have time to blog properly abit. actually so many pics to upload de. but nvm.

here i intro my sweet pretty cheerful partner(sorry she's attached! lol);


kuen kuen and me


aiya really dont know why she like side way pics. esp she so slim le.
try to make my head bigger!


doing stupid pose. like her trade mark *twist*

but anyway thank god i have her to make my unhappy work days pass by faster =)

ps: still miss my Jane

i'm so tired, i might faint!!! miss the bf so much, please give me more support and courage. so tired of getting phone calls every morning telling me so much abt my job performance. all the heck with it!

this entire week routine;
i've been waking up at 7 am every morning.. feeling hungry. then i'll go for a jog, come back and shower and off to work. work like 11 to 7. and rush to meet friends at 7.30, always end up reaching home at 12.30.. and i cant sleep no matter how tired i am!
this happens for the entire whole week!

think my body is breaking down? and the stupid alarm just wont stop ringing....
anyway will be going out today again and tml 's gathering. and next tue's gathering. think i should stop making so much plans uh huh.

tired like hell! getting stinky feets. i need a break! went to see the doc again.. bla bla bla. waited for an hour. dont think the med works? dont feel like going back again.
feel like sleeping now... i dread working!

sometimes
Life is just _____________
a pain in the Ars

It's like only my 4th day working, but more and more problems seems to be arising and not much is done to solve it either. Somehow or rather I don't think the fault lies on me. well anyway I think I've tried my best and done my part. Hope tomorrow will be a beautiful day and maybe it might rain?


ps: Anyone needs POSB Go! card? do ask me about it.
well it's a 2 in 1 card, exactly same as ur atm card but with mastercard features, is a debit card, no annual fee or charges and no interest charges etc, just encouraging ppl to convert the card to this. the card is free for a lifetime. yup.

that's all for the day, still need to wash the clothes and hang it, yawn yawn!

even though work sucks today..
got complained again by so-and-so that we cannot wear slippers to work.
diao -_-

but anyway still a very H a p p y Girl today!
becos my bestie really make my day real bright and sunny ^_*
thanks for all...you dont know how u make me laugh and crap. just so happy talking to u =)

depression
unable to control my emotions anymore
unable to stop the tears
whats wrong with me?
i think is ridiculous.

was feeling pretty pathetic yest..
before work..
lost my medicine. then i got so worried and panic..
and feeling so emotional as they scold me blame me for everything
without sparing a thought abt how i feel.
i guess i didnt want to cry in front of them so i took my bag and cried at the void deck.
i just wish that he is beside me at that time or could at least answer my calls. but no choice right.
so the 2nd person on my mind was kel and i just vent all my unhappiness and cry out to her.
friends are really impt in life bah =) dont know what i do without her lol..
and also thanks to many who reach out their concerns to me. feeling much better now.
dont wish to take things too hard.

thanks yy for everything. for acc me. and really had such a great time catching up with ya.

ahhh.. anyway i've been exercising lorh. woke up so early to jog!
hope i'll slim down by the time he book out lol

ps: sorry Gabby kor.

www.summer-fly.com

i really really love this. waaaay too ex..
but i love it still. i love it okay. i love it.
okay i love it =)

sigh

i'm kinda depressed.
by many many things.

not him.

i wish something someone will just cheer me up

meanwhile..something caught my eye;
s e x y little black dress

..................

got to sleep; hope for a better tomorrow.

just yest at Rendezvous.

Bye Bye Boyfriend.. sob sob

send him off to Tekong today. my sweetest bf. . . now really no one to look after me.

but no matter what, i'll pray for ur well being, hope everything is safe. my bf is superman okay he sure can make it haha. ^_^

here's a kiss for courage, love, concern and everything Rojak. just wanna say i love you and i always do =)

this couple of days are one of the best days we have spent together. i treasure every moment and kept it so carefully hidden in my heart. thanks for everything. you are the best. you are!

Really cant bear to let go at the ferry habour today.

ps: ai.. went to see doc today. wah.. didnt know i was so sick.. doc say i'm very weak got low blood pressure, one of my nose block thats why lack of oxygen always feel giddy. insomnia due to heatiness and constipation. AIYOH. dont wanna fall so sick. let me get well please!

I think Today is TuesDay BLues...

got so many calls in the morning. so disturbed....like 8 miss calls in my phone and 3 or 4 times my house phone just wouldnt stop ringing.. then when i pick up the call.
it was worse! the agency called. ask me to go down at 3pm for briefing then 5pm for training till 6.30 totally spoil my plans for today. sigggghhhh..

then they request i have to start work tml. wtf. already told them to tell me everything in advance but nvm. i'll be starting work on Friday.
dull.. and now my blog skin doesnt work..! boooooooo

hope everything will be good =)

aiyoh..
i'm sick? my throat is like bursting.. so pain. so swollen. no voice.
is like trying to swollen my saliva every now and then and trying my best to ignore the pain.
haha.. tml i will get my beloved tamagotchi.
for now. i need to rest. and i miss him very very much...sigh

i'm getting fatter n fatter.. depressing.
i know i know.. not like i ever slim down much these years? the pounds just keep pilling on and the troubles will just come rolling.
is depressing to know that every top every dress u put on makes you feel fat look fat nothing but fat.
unhappy shopping for clothes!
anyway spent alot again. on hmm.. Fancl Facial washing powder, Moisture plus bla bla contactlense solution, new necklace he bought for me, earrings, rainbow skirt....
okay too tired to mention. i'm like abit stress? dont know why i feel this way.. maybe just too tired.
em' jus so easily stressed up!

can some body find me this? haizzz...
friday. stock should have come in plenty. but how come so many ugly designs.. tsk tsk
boo.
tired..

Blogger was sick yest. so was i.
but it make me even sick that i couldnt even upload any single pics.
bUmmEr.

(edited post) .. just wanna talk about this randomly. i know this will cheer me up

this is taro still in it's wrapper.




this is taro without the wrapper. plus the
strawberry purse yang bought for me. sweet hor?



this is me huggging taro!


this is the dress he bought for me, he say nice on me haha..okay!


wee.. he spend like 200 bucks on all the stuff on me. and i spent 100 too.. hmm.. so happy shopping! shall do it again this week!

this is for Tuesday;

bad bad bad bad day.
sick sick sick sick me.
enough of complains?

it might seems like the world collapse on me. it may seems that everything goes wrong.
but some people some thing will never change.
because i believe. =)




should i get this top? is 38 bucks.
anyway i think i want to get the Fancl set cost like 75$ plus the mild cleansing oil cost 30 ?
and i also want the Rose pigments from MAc 35? diao...
so many so many so many stuff i wanna buy

DEAR DEAR AND ME!!!



hmm..
i'm sick! sore throat feverish headaches that comes and go and vomitting within these 3 days.. haiz! what happened?
so swaaayyy... esp.. on the days where he boook out.
but dear fall even sicker than me.. was very worried last night. we were both feeling very unwell and at 4 am he was burning hot.. so sick.. and nothing i can do but just put cloth in icy cold water and place over his fore head and rub it over his body to cool his temperature.

but we really had alot fun.. dating. like last time.. just buy and shop and play and take neoprints.
thursday night he 1st book out, i was very nervous as i waited there. really excited to see him.. and keep on smiling when we go dine at "Lerk Thai" one of our dating place. bring back alot of fond memories. then i just keep staring at his botak head bah. quite funny.. then i gave him presents to cheer him up =)zzz was very tired after work so fall asleep on the bus.

that day friday took off to go shopping tog, was okay all the way until we quarell abt some things then it became quite serious becos' both of us fall sick and become pek cek at each other. both of us vomit until very badly.. maybe becos of wrong food end up stomach very wierd. quarell and cry until 2 a.m then settled.



very very very long never take neos le and cost so damm ex but luckily it came out pretty good. haha.. and i was very happy abt it =)
dear bought me the body shop hair blueberry hair spray ^_^

anyway on sat despite being sick we slept until 12 noon. the both of us still gei kiang wanna go out shop. and really i shop like hell and neoprints again! but damm lor the machine sot sot take until quite jialat.
anyway dear bought me this strawberry pouch and a dress and this big big hamtaro! aiyah make me so happy happy happy girl!!!!



on sat


today brought him to see a doc took medicine. my throat now also like infection.i hope we dont spread illness to each other. i dread work. dont feel like working very tired no commission no motivation ! but i need the $$$ for everything! just send him off to pasir ris. haiz. me gonna be so lonely again. =(

ps: i know that you are the only man i love love love so much! =) because u know me so well.

so so so.. fed up with myself.
ai.. many plans cancelled. all my fault.
today sales was abit better butttttt... i did a mistake aiyah.. i just cant seems to get out of trouble. booooo!

bought lots of stuff for yang yang le. choose very long then spend quite some money lo. but nvm lah. just hope he'll like everything =) finally tomorrow can see him!!! yay!

finally have time to blog properly abit. actually so many pics to upload de. but nvm.

here i intro my sweet pretty cheerful partner(sorry she's attached! lol);


kuen kuen and me


aiya really dont know why she like side way pics. esp she so slim le.
try to make my head bigger!


doing stupid pose. like her trade mark *twist*

but anyway thank god i have her to make my unhappy work days pass by faster =)

ps: still miss my Jane

i'm so tired, i might faint!!! miss the bf so much, please give me more support and courage. so tired of getting phone calls every morning telling me so much abt my job performance. all the heck with it!

this entire week routine;
i've been waking up at 7 am every morning.. feeling hungry. then i'll go for a jog, come back and shower and off to work. work like 11 to 7. and rush to meet friends at 7.30, always end up reaching home at 12.30.. and i cant sleep no matter how tired i am!
this happens for the entire whole week!

think my body is breaking down? and the stupid alarm just wont stop ringing....
anyway will be going out today again and tml 's gathering. and next tue's gathering. think i should stop making so much plans uh huh.

tired like hell! getting stinky feets. i need a break! went to see the doc again.. bla bla bla. waited for an hour. dont think the med works? dont feel like going back again.
feel like sleeping now... i dread working!

sometimes
Life is just _____________
a pain in the Ars

It's like only my 4th day working, but more and more problems seems to be arising and not much is done to solve it either. Somehow or rather I don't think the fault lies on me. well anyway I think I've tried my best and done my part. Hope tomorrow will be a beautiful day and maybe it might rain?


ps: Anyone needs POSB Go! card? do ask me about it.
well it's a 2 in 1 card, exactly same as ur atm card but with mastercard features, is a debit card, no annual fee or charges and no interest charges etc, just encouraging ppl to convert the card to this. the card is free for a lifetime. yup.

that's all for the day, still need to wash the clothes and hang it, yawn yawn!

even though work sucks today..
got complained again by so-and-so that we cannot wear slippers to work.
diao -_-

but anyway still a very H a p p y Girl today!
becos my bestie really make my day real bright and sunny ^_*
thanks for all...you dont know how u make me laugh and crap. just so happy talking to u =)

depression
unable to control my emotions anymore
unable to stop the tears
whats wrong with me?
i think is ridiculous.

was feeling pretty pathetic yest..
before work..
lost my medicine. then i got so worried and panic..
and feeling so emotional as they scold me blame me for everything
without sparing a thought abt how i feel.
i guess i didnt want to cry in front of them so i took my bag and cried at the void deck.
i just wish that he is beside me at that time or could at least answer my calls. but no choice right.
so the 2nd person on my mind was kel and i just vent all my unhappiness and cry out to her.
friends are really impt in life bah =) dont know what i do without her lol..
and also thanks to many who reach out their concerns to me. feeling much better now.
dont wish to take things too hard.

thanks yy for everything. for acc me. and really had such a great time catching up with ya.

ahhh.. anyway i've been exercising lorh. woke up so early to jog!
hope i'll slim down by the time he book out lol

ps: sorry Gabby kor.

www.summer-fly.com

i really really love this. waaaay too ex..
but i love it still. i love it okay. i love it.
okay i love it =)

sigh

i'm kinda depressed.
by many many things.

not him.

i wish something someone will just cheer me up

meanwhile..something caught my eye;
s e x y little black dress

..................

got to sleep; hope for a better tomorrow.

just yest at Rendezvous.

Bye Bye Boyfriend.. sob sob

send him off to Tekong today. my sweetest bf. . . now really no one to look after me.

but no matter what, i'll pray for ur well being, hope everything is safe. my bf is superman okay he sure can make it haha. ^_^

here's a kiss for courage, love, concern and everything Rojak. just wanna say i love you and i always do =)

this couple of days are one of the best days we have spent together. i treasure every moment and kept it so carefully hidden in my heart. thanks for everything. you are the best. you are!

Really cant bear to let go at the ferry habour today.

ps: ai.. went to see doc today. wah.. didnt know i was so sick.. doc say i'm very weak got low blood pressure, one of my nose block thats why lack of oxygen always feel giddy. insomnia due to heatiness and constipation. AIYOH. dont wanna fall so sick. let me get well please!

I think Today is TuesDay BLues...

got so many calls in the morning. so disturbed....like 8 miss calls in my phone and 3 or 4 times my house phone just wouldnt stop ringing.. then when i pick up the call.
it was worse! the agency called. ask me to go down at 3pm for briefing then 5pm for training till 6.30 totally spoil my plans for today. sigggghhhh..

then they request i have to start work tml. wtf. already told them to tell me everything in advance but nvm. i'll be starting work on Friday.
dull.. and now my blog skin doesnt work..! boooooooo

hope everything will be good =)