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eek. i want to blog. give me more time plz.
sigh i need to rush for work.

on 27th night i had a surprise from dear, he hid this present in my cupboard two days ago.
due to his hectic ns life and my super ultra tiring work life, every time we meet up, we are like so shagged and off to bed we go. so was really happy =) to see what he have done for me!
he got me the precious moment pencil case, the couple precious moments key rings and precious moment candies. haha... ya i'm abit too old for such things but who cares. i love these stuff =)
in return i did something for him too.. which he havent get to see it cos.. we didnt get to meet!
last night i went out.. to meet Johnson for this appointment that i've promised.
by the time i want to meet the boyfriend, he was too shagged and we have to quarell over silly small minor things. s i g h.
so the "Happy" anni 1 yr 11 mths.. is not celebrated at all.

=( so sorry. for being the insensitive , silly, unpredictable, temperamental, bad temper me.




sweet happy 1 yr 11 mths together!
thanks for accepting me and protecting me all this while.. you are the best really. and the only guy i will and ever love so much. muacks. i.o.u

ping tang hu lu...



want some?

Rainy Days..

when each heated arguements seems to get even worse than the prev ones.
when we no longer have comforts for each other.
when all we do is hurt and blame each other...
with our attitudes as sacarsm starts to pour in..
tell me when it will get better. tell me when should i starts to feel better.
because i dont... all i feel is a hard cold wall
that rejected my feelings.
all this.. is too overwhelming...for me..
it left a bitter taste, it pierce my heart and broke it into pieces.

we both know that if this carries on.. we're bound to break up.
I choose to have faith in you, in our relationship.
Please.. dont let me cry again.. i need you .. i seriously need you
i'm too tired... really

ps: i'm sorry and i love you too...

title: how many friends do u need to feel complete?

today is my off day, at yang's place, nothing much to do,maybe going out later? had supper until 4 a.m last night after my work. had a very very very big quarell during work. it hasn't been going on well these days but i hope the future days will be happier =)z
thanks to papa who comforted me, treating me like a kid, trying to cheer me up by giving me ntuc vouchers. so thankful to have my papa. must have shocked him cos i cried really badly, he's starting to have a bad impression of the boyfriend.

ai.. without him, maybe i dont have any friends haha. no la not that lonely. i still have kelly, nessa, beng, yun, qi...etc but time seems to be a problem in fixing meetings and stuff. i wish i can have all of them at the same time.

ai.. tata going to celebrate at seoul garden now. celebrate that yang got into driver and task will be much easier but please hope he dont come out looking like a pig. =)z

is 5 + a.m in the morning.

god knows why i'm not in bed! arg. couldnt sleep well for the past few days, tossing around in bed. thinking of shopping. haha.. wierd* there's really nothing for me to buy already. got most of the stuff that i wanted.. so was thinking of making a list of stuff to purchase before school starts.

last week retail theraphy:

Gucci Envy Me Perfume

been wanting to get this ages ago!
got myself the 100 ml one. couldnt resist to pamper myself. been debating so long between "Estee - Beyond paradise" and "Anna Sui- Secret Wish". Ha.. in the end, Gucci still the one i like.


got myself a Shiseido pink lipstick S7, ai.. could have gotten 20% discount at Paragon but the service at Taka was good so didnt really mind paying for the service.

a korean style bag.

precious moments note book plus japanese notepad from Kino

and the latest purchase is the Biotherm Aquasource Pnm set

sighhh.. i need a hair cut badly =(

"urgent" wishing list:
-hair cut, treatment, rebond/perm, colour/highlights, styling
-clothes clothes and more clothes
-Yoga n dance classes or just either one will do
-slim down 5 kgs will do
-a nude lipstick (maybe from M.A.C - Blankety)
-new specs
-ktv ktv

bored. tata

..my memories......

i couldnt help but remember.. how you have always been there for me...
all these years... from the starting when we met, became best friends, lovers , broke up, drift apart, and finally together again. this accumulated memories for 5 years have been so deep rooted in my mind.

i remember few years back when i broke up with you, you ask me why i always like to casually mention that i will love you "forever" 1314 when i dont really mean it. that time i was childish and didnt really care about the significance of it.
but now... if u ask me whether i love you,
i might not know how to answer.
but i' really know i really really want to be with you, need to be with you and have to be with you now, the future and forever.

i saw this part you wrote in the letter for me after i broke up with you, on friday september 12 2003
"if really can choose i wan to be with u 4ever love u really deep in side my heart. "

i didnt know how i came back to you.. but i'm glad i did. now i never want to go anywhere else but to stay in your arms.

thanks so much boyfriend. =)

eek. i want to blog. give me more time plz.
sigh i need to rush for work.

on 27th night i had a surprise from dear, he hid this present in my cupboard two days ago.
due to his hectic ns life and my super ultra tiring work life, every time we meet up, we are like so shagged and off to bed we go. so was really happy =) to see what he have done for me!
he got me the precious moment pencil case, the couple precious moments key rings and precious moment candies. haha... ya i'm abit too old for such things but who cares. i love these stuff =)
in return i did something for him too.. which he havent get to see it cos.. we didnt get to meet!
last night i went out.. to meet Johnson for this appointment that i've promised.
by the time i want to meet the boyfriend, he was too shagged and we have to quarell over silly small minor things. s i g h.
so the "Happy" anni 1 yr 11 mths.. is not celebrated at all.

=( so sorry. for being the insensitive , silly, unpredictable, temperamental, bad temper me.




sweet happy 1 yr 11 mths together!
thanks for accepting me and protecting me all this while.. you are the best really. and the only guy i will and ever love so much. muacks. i.o.u

ping tang hu lu...



want some?

Rainy Days..

when each heated arguements seems to get even worse than the prev ones.
when we no longer have comforts for each other.
when all we do is hurt and blame each other...
with our attitudes as sacarsm starts to pour in..
tell me when it will get better. tell me when should i starts to feel better.
because i dont... all i feel is a hard cold wall
that rejected my feelings.
all this.. is too overwhelming...for me..
it left a bitter taste, it pierce my heart and broke it into pieces.

we both know that if this carries on.. we're bound to break up.
I choose to have faith in you, in our relationship.
Please.. dont let me cry again.. i need you .. i seriously need you
i'm too tired... really

ps: i'm sorry and i love you too...

title: how many friends do u need to feel complete?

today is my off day, at yang's place, nothing much to do,maybe going out later? had supper until 4 a.m last night after my work. had a very very very big quarell during work. it hasn't been going on well these days but i hope the future days will be happier =)z
thanks to papa who comforted me, treating me like a kid, trying to cheer me up by giving me ntuc vouchers. so thankful to have my papa. must have shocked him cos i cried really badly, he's starting to have a bad impression of the boyfriend.

ai.. without him, maybe i dont have any friends haha. no la not that lonely. i still have kelly, nessa, beng, yun, qi...etc but time seems to be a problem in fixing meetings and stuff. i wish i can have all of them at the same time.

ai.. tata going to celebrate at seoul garden now. celebrate that yang got into driver and task will be much easier but please hope he dont come out looking like a pig. =)z

is 5 + a.m in the morning.

god knows why i'm not in bed! arg. couldnt sleep well for the past few days, tossing around in bed. thinking of shopping. haha.. wierd* there's really nothing for me to buy already. got most of the stuff that i wanted.. so was thinking of making a list of stuff to purchase before school starts.

last week retail theraphy:

Gucci Envy Me Perfume

been wanting to get this ages ago!
got myself the 100 ml one. couldnt resist to pamper myself. been debating so long between "Estee - Beyond paradise" and "Anna Sui- Secret Wish". Ha.. in the end, Gucci still the one i like.


got myself a Shiseido pink lipstick S7, ai.. could have gotten 20% discount at Paragon but the service at Taka was good so didnt really mind paying for the service.

a korean style bag.

precious moments note book plus japanese notepad from Kino

and the latest purchase is the Biotherm Aquasource Pnm set

sighhh.. i need a hair cut badly =(

"urgent" wishing list:
-hair cut, treatment, rebond/perm, colour/highlights, styling
-clothes clothes and more clothes
-Yoga n dance classes or just either one will do
-slim down 5 kgs will do
-a nude lipstick (maybe from M.A.C - Blankety)
-new specs
-ktv ktv

bored. tata

..my memories......

i couldnt help but remember.. how you have always been there for me...
all these years... from the starting when we met, became best friends, lovers , broke up, drift apart, and finally together again. this accumulated memories for 5 years have been so deep rooted in my mind.

i remember few years back when i broke up with you, you ask me why i always like to casually mention that i will love you "forever" 1314 when i dont really mean it. that time i was childish and didnt really care about the significance of it.
but now... if u ask me whether i love you,
i might not know how to answer.
but i' really know i really really want to be with you, need to be with you and have to be with you now, the future and forever.

i saw this part you wrote in the letter for me after i broke up with you, on friday september 12 2003
"if really can choose i wan to be with u 4ever love u really deep in side my heart. "

i didnt know how i came back to you.. but i'm glad i did. now i never want to go anywhere else but to stay in your arms.

thanks so much boyfriend. =)