About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Tuesday, November 27, 2007 / Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ♥ from this minute. from 10++ pm till now. i am disliking u even more. bcos u said un-true things abt me. i dont care a fcuk if u think i'm a sensitive freak. but u are. ultimate. ----- stay away from me. this is strange. i'm fretting over money alot. i am v stress.... is a good day today. BUT suddenly i feel so down and troubled. desires are a bad thing. tell myself i dont need it. counting down to 45 mins more our 3yrs1mth relationship. i love u dear. thanks for being the star. the sun. the moon. u have been every bright light in my life. shining me through every path. <3 iLu Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, November 25, 2007 / Sunday, November 25, 2007 ♥ :) i miss them alr. bbq gathering aka loretta's 20th bday cum jackson surprised belated bday celebration group pic. the sweet girl 20th here's one for the boy. woot* MAN HAHA i caught one girls Back to top, Babeh ! Saturday, November 24, 2007 / Saturday, November 24, 2007 ♥ latest addiction. tanwenqi. the ghost girl dressed in pretty frocks and in the extremely cute shoes. brought me a huge box of potato-bacon-ham-prawns-cucumber-eggs salad home-made by her. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, November 23, 2007 / Friday, November 23, 2007 ♥ i jus wanna say " thanks. i love you... " it has been difficult for me facing life ... it has been stressful finding who i am... ups and downs. done alot of soul searching.. here i am... re-born with new perspectives and hopefully i can / am again happily living in my own lala land. i have been wailing like a baby for the past few days / weeks. thanks to these great people~ who always make my working days better. to Sherlyn who willingly listens and consoles me when i burst out in tears during her anniversary with her bf. lolx. then Left me chocolates with sweet notes in the shelf to cheer me up. to Aaron aka gummy boy aka boy-next-door who listens to all my whinnings as i popped in with the .. "eh.. i am sad" which i do that almost everyday. and then cry-out-loud like nobody business in the shop. to Shan and Kerren who pops by after dance prac. tired until like this still can come and find me =))))))) and then i cried for the 3rd time as i pour out my woes AGAIN. to Jooo who constantly show me concern over msn, sms, facebook, blogs, friendster. i know girl. and i appreciate it. =)) XIE XIE NI and thanks to millions who said they love me. thanks besties ! i really need that. thanks to wenqi. ai.. jus thankful ppl. seriously i feel like such a cry baby? after crying for like zillllioooon times that day. i also realized many people love me =) thanks for being patient with me. i am a troubled kid. the relationship hasnt been smooth sailing. but the bf pops by the workplace with a HUGE sunflower that make me smile all the way =) thanks. for ur patience and love. this is <3 Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, November 14, 2007 / Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ♥ i tell myself not to be weak today. JeRks. some ppl (men) have shown to be a disappointment. not my BF. this is today. frustrations will be vent on this. new eyeliner + lipstick* this is the love. pink. an escape from my problems. I feeeeeel so good talking so much today with youuuu. we didnt shop like hell lots this time. we talk and talk and talk and talk.. haha.. and it feels good knowing jus so much abt each other =) ps: love you lots.plz tk good care. we 2 weak souls haha. getting so easily tired. AI! REST well. muackssssssssss ! Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, November 12, 2007 / Monday, November 12, 2007 ♥ HELLO SHAn-ShinE OFFIciAllY 20 AlReady!!!! i wanna wish all the good things and blessings befall my this AnGel. HAHA see i can pray too! yippie! i wish many nice things will come your way. goodies. ice cream. sweets. chocolates. LOVE n plenty of love from me. from god. from loved ones. from luck. from fate. from destiny. from life. the route to adult-hood is a difficult one. but U will have mE to back u up OKAY sILLY. this is the pretty babe! SO DONT U GROW UP TOO FAST. I STILL NEED MY PLAY MATE NAH proudly presents the little drummer. PS: this post is officially delicated to my beloved Ms OnGLIsHAN~~ i'm sorry i didnt get u a big cake with lots of candle. this has been a troubled thought for me cos i failed to do so.. but of cos. i did something SECRET for u.. is probably the 1st time i ever did for anyone. so i gave u my very 1st lor. no ar. attempted 7 times. very ma lu. for my whole family to know haha =P mus end this with a photo of me n u =)))))) Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, November 08, 2007 / Thursday, November 08, 2007 ♥ THIS IS THE HOLIDAY BAH BAH BAH~ WOOT WOOT* but i am working almost everydAY! SiGhhxx.. but i am gonna make the best out of everyday!!!! the cotton candy melts on my hand... i like today. with you we survived JB a very happy. rewardful trip i say. the bf is the boss. paying for every single thing ... waiting patiently for me to try every piece of fashion HAHA. encourgaing me to eat cakes and icecream or anything i want HAHA. he brought the thick thick jacket for me during the movie. HAHA bought me a new white dress. HAHA sigh... (happily) he is my guardian angel...! aiyer. life is stressful tiring and really sucks most of the time. i cant stand working at times. tires me out and my gastric is seriously v bad now consider i puke almost after every meal. and giddy spells Rrrh.. i have absolute no patience. i feel like snapping at ppl. i'm sorry if i ever do. perhaps i need a hug u see. tough days. and most of the time my anger is vent on the relationship. tsk tsk. e'm doing my best to curb this illness now... before it eats into me. wish for peace n love everyday...! yup! more photos yay! didnt bring my digi cam to jb. but heng lar. his house gt blue tooth. so my lousy phone can snap some memories. HAHA. the pretty place we ate at Season aka Swensen of msia indecisive. men. always must have. mushroom soup. disappointing! taste more like campbell. blackpepper seafood pasta! fish baked rice. an addictive obsession kana from my dear kel. HAHA iced cappachino. + darkchocolate mooooozzzeee cake how can we not have a photo of me. HAHA okie other photos: some time ago.. of a happy date: somewhere at TAKA salmon pasta this is really GOOD! look at the fish rOe! err. cant rem what is this. tomato. chicken. rice? lolx thats all. the bf is falling alssseeep. got to climb in bed. HAHA =)z much is love. good night world Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, November 05, 2007 / Monday, November 05, 2007 ♥ *hello hello - good bye* goodbye to exams. whoopie! it isnt the best weekend bcos i was bf-less for the entire sat. i didnt really see much of him until today ard 5pm.. is strange. even though i complain that i am sick of him everyday. but the minute i'm left alone w/o him it still drives me nuTs. (hopeless-ly devoted to you..) i roamed the entire orchard for hours , i resist all the temptations of shopping. hAhA. but i bought a white dress tunic la. ( will continue to save more $ . don wanna be wasteful. serious ) my leg cramped until rather badly last night. fall dead asleep at 5am. it is still a great weekend bcos the bunch of monky class-ys made my day.. also.. also.. not to forget the little cheryl bday :))) happy birthday young-ster! can u believe her age? duhzzzzz.. :) 2 great man. HAHA. i look sicko la. but they r brillant. ps: anyway em' truly disappointed at someone again. but not important already becos i think i have another way of lookin at this. i want to declare how much i dislike n will not believe in you again!!!!! never should i ever give a chance anymore. not joking. whats the point of treating a good friend as a joke. for granted. RoAR* sigh. i also have other unsettled things on my mind. shall take this Nov and do some self reflections. there. all is good. EXCEPT i have to work tmr.. DUHZ. i don wanna work. sigh. good night Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, November 01, 2007 / Thursday, November 01, 2007 ♥ i awaits this sweet november Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Tuesday, November 27, 2007 / Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ♥ from this minute. from 10++ pm till now. i am disliking u even more. bcos u said un-true things abt me. i dont care a fcuk if u think i'm a sensitive freak. but u are. ultimate. ----- stay away from me. this is strange. i'm fretting over money alot. i am v stress.... is a good day today. BUT suddenly i feel so down and troubled. desires are a bad thing. tell myself i dont need it. counting down to 45 mins more our 3yrs1mth relationship. i love u dear. thanks for being the star. the sun. the moon. u have been every bright light in my life. shining me through every path. <3 iLu Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, November 25, 2007 / Sunday, November 25, 2007 ♥ :) i miss them alr. bbq gathering aka loretta's 20th bday cum jackson surprised belated bday celebration group pic. the sweet girl 20th here's one for the boy. woot* MAN HAHA i caught one girls Back to top, Babeh ! Saturday, November 24, 2007 / Saturday, November 24, 2007 ♥ latest addiction. tanwenqi. the ghost girl dressed in pretty frocks and in the extremely cute shoes. brought me a huge box of potato-bacon-ham-prawns-cucumber-eggs salad home-made by her. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, November 23, 2007 / Friday, November 23, 2007 ♥ i jus wanna say " thanks. i love you... " it has been difficult for me facing life ... it has been stressful finding who i am... ups and downs. done alot of soul searching.. here i am... re-born with new perspectives and hopefully i can / am again happily living in my own lala land. i have been wailing like a baby for the past few days / weeks. thanks to these great people~ who always make my working days better. to Sherlyn who willingly listens and consoles me when i burst out in tears during her anniversary with her bf. lolx. then Left me chocolates with sweet notes in the shelf to cheer me up. to Aaron aka gummy boy aka boy-next-door who listens to all my whinnings as i popped in with the .. "eh.. i am sad" which i do that almost everyday. and then cry-out-loud like nobody business in the shop. to Shan and Kerren who pops by after dance prac. tired until like this still can come and find me =))))))) and then i cried for the 3rd time as i pour out my woes AGAIN. to Jooo who constantly show me concern over msn, sms, facebook, blogs, friendster. i know girl. and i appreciate it. =)) XIE XIE NI and thanks to millions who said they love me. thanks besties ! i really need that. thanks to wenqi. ai.. jus thankful ppl. seriously i feel like such a cry baby? after crying for like zillllioooon times that day. i also realized many people love me =) thanks for being patient with me. i am a troubled kid. the relationship hasnt been smooth sailing. but the bf pops by the workplace with a HUGE sunflower that make me smile all the way =) thanks. for ur patience and love. this is <3 Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, November 14, 2007 / Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ♥ i tell myself not to be weak today. JeRks. some ppl (men) have shown to be a disappointment. not my BF. this is today. frustrations will be vent on this. new eyeliner + lipstick* this is the love. pink. an escape from my problems. I feeeeeel so good talking so much today with youuuu. we didnt shop like hell lots this time. we talk and talk and talk and talk.. haha.. and it feels good knowing jus so much abt each other =) ps: love you lots.plz tk good care. we 2 weak souls haha. getting so easily tired. AI! REST well. muackssssssssss ! Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, November 12, 2007 / Monday, November 12, 2007 ♥ HELLO SHAn-ShinE OFFIciAllY 20 AlReady!!!! i wanna wish all the good things and blessings befall my this AnGel. HAHA see i can pray too! yippie! i wish many nice things will come your way. goodies. ice cream. sweets. chocolates. LOVE n plenty of love from me. from god. from loved ones. from luck. from fate. from destiny. from life. the route to adult-hood is a difficult one. but U will have mE to back u up OKAY sILLY. this is the pretty babe! SO DONT U GROW UP TOO FAST. I STILL NEED MY PLAY MATE NAH proudly presents the little drummer. PS: this post is officially delicated to my beloved Ms OnGLIsHAN~~ i'm sorry i didnt get u a big cake with lots of candle. this has been a troubled thought for me cos i failed to do so.. but of cos. i did something SECRET for u.. is probably the 1st time i ever did for anyone. so i gave u my very 1st lor. no ar. attempted 7 times. very ma lu. for my whole family to know haha =P mus end this with a photo of me n u =)))))) Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, November 08, 2007 / Thursday, November 08, 2007 ♥ THIS IS THE HOLIDAY BAH BAH BAH~ WOOT WOOT* but i am working almost everydAY! SiGhhxx.. but i am gonna make the best out of everyday!!!! the cotton candy melts on my hand... i like today. with you we survived JB a very happy. rewardful trip i say. the bf is the boss. paying for every single thing ... waiting patiently for me to try every piece of fashion HAHA. encourgaing me to eat cakes and icecream or anything i want HAHA. he brought the thick thick jacket for me during the movie. HAHA bought me a new white dress. HAHA sigh... (happily) he is my guardian angel...! aiyer. life is stressful tiring and really sucks most of the time. i cant stand working at times. tires me out and my gastric is seriously v bad now consider i puke almost after every meal. and giddy spells Rrrh.. i have absolute no patience. i feel like snapping at ppl. i'm sorry if i ever do. perhaps i need a hug u see. tough days. and most of the time my anger is vent on the relationship. tsk tsk. e'm doing my best to curb this illness now... before it eats into me. wish for peace n love everyday...! yup! more photos yay! didnt bring my digi cam to jb. but heng lar. his house gt blue tooth. so my lousy phone can snap some memories. HAHA. the pretty place we ate at Season aka Swensen of msia indecisive. men. always must have. mushroom soup. disappointing! taste more like campbell. blackpepper seafood pasta! fish baked rice. an addictive obsession kana from my dear kel. HAHA iced cappachino. + darkchocolate mooooozzzeee cake how can we not have a photo of me. HAHA okie other photos: some time ago.. of a happy date: somewhere at TAKA salmon pasta this is really GOOD! look at the fish rOe! err. cant rem what is this. tomato. chicken. rice? lolx thats all. the bf is falling alssseeep. got to climb in bed. HAHA =)z much is love. good night world Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, November 05, 2007 / Monday, November 05, 2007 ♥ *hello hello - good bye* goodbye to exams. whoopie! it isnt the best weekend bcos i was bf-less for the entire sat. i didnt really see much of him until today ard 5pm.. is strange. even though i complain that i am sick of him everyday. but the minute i'm left alone w/o him it still drives me nuTs. (hopeless-ly devoted to you..) i roamed the entire orchard for hours , i resist all the temptations of shopping. hAhA. but i bought a white dress tunic la. ( will continue to save more $ . don wanna be wasteful. serious ) my leg cramped until rather badly last night. fall dead asleep at 5am. it is still a great weekend bcos the bunch of monky class-ys made my day.. also.. also.. not to forget the little cheryl bday :))) happy birthday young-ster! can u believe her age? duhzzzzz.. :) 2 great man. HAHA. i look sicko la. but they r brillant. ps: anyway em' truly disappointed at someone again. but not important already becos i think i have another way of lookin at this. i want to declare how much i dislike n will not believe in you again!!!!! never should i ever give a chance anymore. not joking. whats the point of treating a good friend as a joke. for granted. RoAR* sigh. i also have other unsettled things on my mind. shall take this Nov and do some self reflections. there. all is good. EXCEPT i have to work tmr.. DUHZ. i don wanna work. sigh. good night Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, November 01, 2007 / Thursday, November 01, 2007 ♥ i awaits this sweet november Back to top, Babeh !	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