About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Tuesday, August 28, 2007 / Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥ i dont feel like talking already... Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, August 24, 2007 / Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥ escape.escape.escape.escape. i dont know how to share my woes. i will be strong. i will be okay. i will... i will... i will... why do i laugh when i am crying........ Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, August 14, 2007 / Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ♥ Appreciate Life today!~~~~~ & Relationships. Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, August 13, 2007 / Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥ oh gwak!~~ 7.05 am... and i still cant sleep... dont wanna lie down. is getting worst!! =((( grumpy* Back to top, Babeh ! / Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥ i shall face my fears! live my life. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, August 12, 2007 / Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥ we couldnt get past one day without tears. loveeee is torturous~~ will you stop loving me some day? tsk tsk is my relationship in a mess?? is 11am.. gt back from his place not long ago. we had fun drinking wine and munching on goodies like some good old' fat couple. but the tears from the morning lingers... before i go back to my bed... my fav song; Should I Stay By Dreamz FM Had a drive Driven by your love But when you messed around I lost the drive I found Thought you needed Needed someone true But you changed your mind Or had I failed you? Wish you’d been Careful with my heart But you tore it apart And broke an angel’s heart The kiss was true Has to end somehow But I am livin’ proof of what love is about It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go? You played me on Played me like a clown But I feel for you Eventhough I’m down My heart is heavy Heavy like a rock But I am so amused You’re still in my thoughts It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go? Oooohh…should I stay? Should I go? It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I wanna know Should I stay or should I…? This time its done It’ll never feel the same But we had some good times Guess it’s sad just the same I guess the truth Doesn’t matter somehow But you were livin’ proof of what love is about… *ps: I thought there might be a good long break for us after e exam. but wth.. school is starting in SeP....!!! =(((* Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, August 09, 2007 / Thursday, August 09, 2007 ♥ ~~" I want my Teh-Bing"~ HappY national day! and Happy birthday clare! ( even though u wont be reading this lol ) and of cos Happy Birthday MANDY! =)))x shoo.. bored. i am so bored that all i can do is sleep and bathe. i have all the time in the world yet i am not doing my research essay. simply no mood you see. been getting home so lateeeeee. insonmnia.. fell asleep ard 4+, 5 am daily. my system is totally wrecked! yuppies. yest went out with the girls after dance. to collect my pay from far east.. hehehe.. happy!* we had indonesian food! yummy! haha.. next time i wanna have the chendol!! we didnt get to buy anything but the unexpected chenda did, ended up buying a top and eye cream! haha... I wanna shop properly but the shops are closing. after much persuasion, i still went to the movies with ah bao they all. since he will be going outfield soon and wont be bookin out on Sat. well...for my buddy. must go right. faintss took the train with Jess all the way to amk. and we talk and talk all the way abt different love stories of our lives.. so funny. endless talking sia. but again... time is not enough. the cinderella got to go. haha! still cant seems to relax lately cos the exam and date due of assignment is next sat!!! ok la. must go and bathe now. since i am so bored. maybe i'll do a face mask. a body scrub. shampoo, condition and treatment for my hair. then some body moisturizer. face etc.. then fetch my bf and we will go have my teh-bing!!! oh ya. and L.o.v.e is amazing. amazing. amazing. it makes us go weak in the knees , our voice trembles. (just like Jess.. but she trembles becos she is too hungry haha =X ), and we blush. so love your boyfriend. ur hubby. ur crush. your friends. ur family. ur sistas. ur buddies. ur classmates. ur workmates. ur pets. ur dogs. ur cats. hehehe. and loving the colours and music of the world. ps: actually i am quite sad. but happy now. l.o.v.e Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, August 08, 2007 / Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ♥ I AM VERY TIRED. VERY STRESS. RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH. okay so much better? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, August 07, 2007 / Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ♥ before i faintsss... still wanna post these overdue pics hehehe: Days of my Life: Last night... stjames: so red. 2nd time dancing with him in a club. (thanks to Jer) dear soo high? :) Saturday: met up with the brothers to get tix for 'alone' hehe. both trying to show off biceps to me. -_- ah bao.. botak head lol FATE. =))))) saw my darling and we go crazy again.. i have on star. you have three. big deal! lol. crazy hong. super hyper that day.. wait until 10++ pm to see my sweeeet hEarT! The Simpsons daY: fell in love with tiramisu. i love bakers' inn. watched simpsons with jer hong and dear. 1st time at amk hub (opps no pics with jer) ENJoyed the movie v much! Day out : PS: too tired...have to work tmr. hoped everyday is beautiful. love you all my dearssss =) Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, August 01, 2007 / Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ♥ SO. I finally spend some time chilling out with my fav 2 ppl. the '2 ongs'. what else. I love the wind at Explandne.. very romantic. . . saw this sweet lil' JC couple whereby the guy was trying to sneak up from behind the girl and surprise her with a gift. hmmmmm... and we were jus sTAring..at thEm. took 101 sexXxy pics there with our hair blowing in the wind. tHen we---->>> headed to Haji Lane. where we enjoy ourselves in a PiTch BlaCk SpAce. Had so much chocolate with them. so loved. sigh. I wished I have more time in the world to do everything I want. I wished everyday is a holiday. I miss alot of people and I wanna be with them everyday. good night. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Tuesday, August 28, 2007 / Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥ i dont feel like talking already... Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, August 24, 2007 / Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥ escape.escape.escape.escape. i dont know how to share my woes. i will be strong. i will be okay. i will... i will... i will... why do i laugh when i am crying........ Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, August 14, 2007 / Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ♥ Appreciate Life today!~~~~~ & Relationships. Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, August 13, 2007 / Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥ oh gwak!~~ 7.05 am... and i still cant sleep... dont wanna lie down. is getting worst!! =((( grumpy* Back to top, Babeh ! / Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥ i shall face my fears! live my life. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, August 12, 2007 / Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥ we couldnt get past one day without tears. loveeee is torturous~~ will you stop loving me some day? tsk tsk is my relationship in a mess?? is 11am.. gt back from his place not long ago. we had fun drinking wine and munching on goodies like some good old' fat couple. but the tears from the morning lingers... before i go back to my bed... my fav song; Should I Stay By Dreamz FM Had a drive Driven by your love But when you messed around I lost the drive I found Thought you needed Needed someone true But you changed your mind Or had I failed you? Wish you’d been Careful with my heart But you tore it apart And broke an angel’s heart The kiss was true Has to end somehow But I am livin’ proof of what love is about It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go? You played me on Played me like a clown But I feel for you Eventhough I’m down My heart is heavy Heavy like a rock But I am so amused You’re still in my thoughts It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go? Oooohh…should I stay? Should I go? It’s hard holding you Loving you, losing you It’s sad to be true And be fooled by you I don’t know (I don’t know) I wanna know Should I stay or should I…? This time its done It’ll never feel the same But we had some good times Guess it’s sad just the same I guess the truth Doesn’t matter somehow But you were livin’ proof of what love is about… *ps: I thought there might be a good long break for us after e exam. but wth.. school is starting in SeP....!!! =(((* Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, August 09, 2007 / Thursday, August 09, 2007 ♥ ~~" I want my Teh-Bing"~ HappY national day! and Happy birthday clare! ( even though u wont be reading this lol ) and of cos Happy Birthday MANDY! =)))x shoo.. bored. i am so bored that all i can do is sleep and bathe. i have all the time in the world yet i am not doing my research essay. simply no mood you see. been getting home so lateeeeee. insonmnia.. fell asleep ard 4+, 5 am daily. my system is totally wrecked! yuppies. yest went out with the girls after dance. to collect my pay from far east.. hehehe.. happy!* we had indonesian food! yummy! haha.. next time i wanna have the chendol!! we didnt get to buy anything but the unexpected chenda did, ended up buying a top and eye cream! haha... I wanna shop properly but the shops are closing. after much persuasion, i still went to the movies with ah bao they all. since he will be going outfield soon and wont be bookin out on Sat. well...for my buddy. must go right. faintss took the train with Jess all the way to amk. and we talk and talk all the way abt different love stories of our lives.. so funny. endless talking sia. but again... time is not enough. the cinderella got to go. haha! still cant seems to relax lately cos the exam and date due of assignment is next sat!!! ok la. must go and bathe now. since i am so bored. maybe i'll do a face mask. a body scrub. shampoo, condition and treatment for my hair. then some body moisturizer. face etc.. then fetch my bf and we will go have my teh-bing!!! oh ya. and L.o.v.e is amazing. amazing. amazing. it makes us go weak in the knees , our voice trembles. (just like Jess.. but she trembles becos she is too hungry haha =X ), and we blush. so love your boyfriend. ur hubby. ur crush. your friends. ur family. ur sistas. ur buddies. ur classmates. ur workmates. ur pets. ur dogs. ur cats. hehehe. and loving the colours and music of the world. ps: actually i am quite sad. but happy now. l.o.v.e Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, August 08, 2007 / Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ♥ I AM VERY TIRED. VERY STRESS. RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH. okay so much better? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, August 07, 2007 / Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ♥ before i faintsss... still wanna post these overdue pics hehehe: Days of my Life: Last night... stjames: so red. 2nd time dancing with him in a club. (thanks to Jer) dear soo high? :) Saturday: met up with the brothers to get tix for 'alone' hehe. both trying to show off biceps to me. -_- ah bao.. botak head lol FATE. =))))) saw my darling and we go crazy again.. i have on star. you have three. big deal! lol. crazy hong. super hyper that day.. wait until 10++ pm to see my sweeeet hEarT! The Simpsons daY: fell in love with tiramisu. i love bakers' inn. watched simpsons with jer hong and dear. 1st time at amk hub (opps no pics with jer) ENJoyed the movie v much! Day out : PS: too tired...have to work tmr. hoped everyday is beautiful. love you all my dearssss =) Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, August 01, 2007 / Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ♥ SO. I finally spend some time chilling out with my fav 2 ppl. the '2 ongs'. what else. I love the wind at Explandne.. very romantic. . . saw this sweet lil' JC couple whereby the guy was trying to sneak up from behind the girl and surprise her with a gift. hmmmmm... and we were jus sTAring..at thEm. took 101 sexXxy pics there with our hair blowing in the wind. tHen we---->>> headed to Haji Lane. where we enjoy ourselves in a PiTch BlaCk SpAce. Had so much chocolate with them. so loved. sigh. I wished I have more time in the world to do everything I want. I wished everyday is a holiday. I miss alot of people and I wanna be with them everyday. good night. Back to top, Babeh !	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