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wee. chocolate cake! kor bought choco cake one for me!
the boyfriend still in movies. watching my fav superman.
so sad can.
so sad.. really.
nevermind.

need dinner.

i cant stand her.
say that again.
i cant stand her.

crappy..
feeling crappy.
feeling fat
fat fat fat fat

so happy of my new lipstick.
MAC. - pretty please

found jobs. gotto work hard please

movies addiction
here's the list of shows i've watched that i could still rem.

-Just My Luck
-Garfield 2
-Silent Hill
-Scary movie 4
-Slither
-Davinci Code
-x men3
-mi3

and Recently caught this show "TooFastTooFurious- Tokyo Drift"
it was superb !!! i love it. i love the drift. caugght the show in jb.

and i wanna watch
-superman
-pirates of the carribean2!

still waiting for dad to be home. he's like OT so late..
2 a.m le.. where is he? i'm so worried... =(

it seems like a race with time!
okay everything's done. settled my application for MDIS. I felt a twinge of pain and guilt as my father signed the cheque.
"Papa I promise I'll Do Well!"

anyway. took a look at the UniCampus. I' prognosticate that schling will be fun no doubt, BUT
I dont Really Anticipate having any friends there? not sure whether i will fit in too. aiyaa.. should always look on the brighter side dont we?

anyway here's some random memories ;


wee.. here's a Superdrink to Boost MY CONfidenCE


whats even better? a gf to share with =P
half the caLoRies TwiCE the Fun


cute/funny/cute/funny/cute cute pic


here's what in our shopping bag;
blusher and a retractor brush(Nessa says: it feels so soft, it's just so different frm any other odinary brushes!! tested and proven =) )

ps: the sum of my aversion; BAnAna Frapacinno? how to spell whatever. okay and i dont like Banana HL milk either haha. taste awful to me la. but i LOVE Banana BOM bom bom, some fried malay kueh that i;ve searching and craving for!

PRESENT tIME!


my boyfriend so sweet, he got me a gift! for no reason. for love.


this is what i' wish for. gift wrapped in gold foil and n gold ribbons.
is not gold foil. but gold wrapping papers will do.. hmm =)
sweet thoughts that count eh..


it's..... precious moments album..lol . so coincidence, i actually brought my cup out to his car and when i open the gift, i saw the exact design as my cup! ^_* fate right.


here's a sweet kiss for u... muaaaack!

Last Friday;


Cathy and me ^_^

haha.. firstt time meeting her. so fast take photo. hope i dont scare u off. anyway dont be sad abt so many things. there's alot of other things in life to be happy about. and thanks for the SWeets.. Really thoughtful (wink*)
i had a good time, thanks to all the good people i've met that day, thanks =)

went home to pack my luggage for msia;
unexpectedly..

i got another SuRPriSE!


this time was a silve box with gold ribbon!
woah.. i love surprises. i love it when it is so surprising..haha..


inside


tata. it's a mAybelline 3D glitter lipstick.
even though it wasnt exactly the one i want. but he chose it with all his heartt.
not bad though =)


haha testing.. can u see the glitter?

another sleepless night?
am i too hyper active? i dont sleep at night, i wake up early, still feeling i didnt sleep at all.
coughing very badly... been a week or two?
maybe.. i just cant help thinking too much.. just a little too much.
i ate too much, felt like puking, know i shouldnt have touch the chocolates.
puke puke puke puke.

looking at the photos, i love the way i smile back then. i love the innocence and childlike ways. he has less worries, and me..i prefer to live a dream.

i am having $$$ problems soon..siggghhh..!
for the upteenth time she's been bugging me about my studies.
i wish she would just quit it.

anyway i've make a BIG decision. I'll just have to do my best;
1stly, i will Brush up on my English!
finally dig out my "1100 words" A level Text for g.p, gotta start using whatever i have. I'm sure every bit will aid me to improve!
okay i have to learn like 5 words a day. so here goes the list for today:

1)voracious
2)replete
3)indiscriminate
4)steeped
5)eminent

2ndly, i have to save $. i have to work.
and lastly,
to get healthy, to work out, to lose weights, and to exercise.

like 3 simple plans for me,
is not too late to start, is better to start now =) Ganbatte!

I really have alot to blog, and so many overdue pics to post ^_^ but there's always a problem that i'm only free at night and the pics are always in the other com where i cant easily access to. dull.

ps: the bf always sleeps earlier than me. =(
but nvm. i'm glad this everyday he gonna sleep at my place. siggghh..but he's going NS on Thurs. i'm gonna miss him ..alot alot alot

boo..the boyfriend has invaded my bed!
haha.. we are so uber adorable! just did facial together.
he fallen dead asleep. hmm.. but i'm just gonna be gracious and let him have enough sleep for once! did alot of exercise today!
=) gonna be watching lots of movies tml weeee....

(just a sum-it-up)
shall tell u this a happy week. and i wish to post up the pics soon! real soon.
there are so many things that i have cried about.
but there also so many many things that i wanna cheer and be happy about.
this week;

-dear.. got me a present wrapped up in gold foils and ribbons that day..
-then the next day he also gave me gift in a silver box and gold ribbons wahaha.. okay seriously very touched. .cause he actually finally have time to read my blog! and he also waited patiently for this whole weeek where i go and havoc with my friends ^_^ thanks bf..who else but you that lights up my life so brightly!

-finally he have enough time to spend with me (dont have to work le lor!!) so happy! less $$ but more time with me!

-i had a great time with Alina and Yun =) even though i was pretty sick. i had so much fun just crapping is enough. but i really cant wait for beach and bladding!

-i enjoyed my simple Evening with Nessa, a movie(Just-my-luck) and Subway! (best combination) except that the crumbs keep falling into our BRAS, bought the same beautiful Blusher&Brush from bodyshop and simply chill at Shaw Starbucks! =) you know we didnt do much stuff, but simply being there is enough

-nice catching up with Beng..haha..thanks for making all the way to eat Subway at suntec with me..and joining in the church thingy with me and Gabby. Thanks for all the sweet ppl that console me that day.. ^_^ Thanks Gabby for the shoulder to lean on, thanks beng for the pat on the back, thanks Cathy for the sweet and Tissue lol.okay thanks everyone for showing concern for me haha. thanks beng for suiting to my ma fan requirements of a Ba Chor MEe ! you know.. you all are great ppl!

-Happy that i've eated 5 meals a day for these past 2 days. Happy that i am healthy and alive. i wish all the people i love all healthy and cute !

okie tata enough le.
i'm tired. night all

wee ..
i'm BACK from Msia.. just step home. (did ya miss me ?)
and i am really soo full... i wanna puke
i need like 24 hrs of sleep. i'm too tired for words!
this week is really tiring!
haha.. but i still miss my blog and my computer and many many many many people.

been crying alot lately. there are no answers to all these questions that everyone may ask "why" because to me, i have no answers and i have no questions anymore.
my only problem is myself. anyone can do this, do that to me, they can hurt me in any other ways. but the only thing i can do is not to brood over it.
ya.. stop blabbering. thats enough =)

ok la.. things between me and him cock up abit during the trip at msia. every time same problem occurs and there is no one to point the blame at really.
after so many relationships i have gone through, good and bad, being hurt and hurting people, what goes out comes back to ya, whether love was reciprocated anot, i tell you i should have learnt from all previous mistakes. maybe somehow i did become cleverer, or maybe i did not. instead of being stronger, i grew weak and rely too much on him.

ai...

me;
I feel i'm unloved by many. But i feel i'm so loved by all =)

i've been accepted by NIE! can go and be a teacher le.. but i have no confidence to do it. and i really feel like doing MAss COm now.. study while i can? i really wanna do it.. confused now!

ps: i cant wait to Go BinTAN with Nessa weee! ooo.. need to work lo!
and i really wanna go blading soon!

Peper's Lunch; (kao..sick..i totally lost my voice yest..heh but still have to suit Alina to eat Pepers' Lunch =)


Beeef


hey smile! wah so stern.. cos she hungry le.. haha..

after the meal... ate my pills.. still feel so sick.. so we rest..
and talk.. and talk and talk.. haha.. like staying there forever...

went walking abit.. to Heeren.. forgot what we were doing there.
lots of craps. then we get tired again! wanna rest at MAc's.. on the way
there.. we went into house of condom..haha.. (ma chiam like kids, we were
fooling around alot.. ahh.. Alina likes lots of leather and leopard skin..diao -_-")
defintely not my type!!

drop by Mac..
yun and me were too full.. but Alina decide she needs a meal!! like 1.5 hr havent
digest lorh.. so i keep nag her...
so she had Curly FRIes and mac Furly;

opps all gone!!?!


ah.. still hungry??? what is she eyeing??


it's our iCe cream! wah look so freaking Groosss...


yy n me.. ok she look wierd in this pic.. sorry!!! =P

here's some snap shots at far east;

d her =) my good gf for years!
still looking as tired as ever! but nice mini skirt now!! wooo

we just crapped like whole day.. went to lido to chill.
all of us saving $$ dont wanna spend haha really sad larh..
then we wanted to watch this gay show call "The king and the clown"
but end up i really too sick have to go back!
but anyway thanks for the moments. promise nxt week we'll go blading..cheers*!

toot toot.. haha.. i was sooooo sick yesterday i wanna die man..
the headache so severe, no matter how many pills i pop i just cant get any better. and i have to spoil plans lorh. was suppose to hit the beach one, and the weather was good.. so neh neh i have to get sick at the wrong time always! but nvm. these girl friends really cheer my day =) i even get stomache at orchard and amk. swaaayyy.. took alot of snapshottss..shall post it up soon ^_^.. now i need some rest.. and waiting for my show to start heh heh

a walk with Japan;

woke up 2++ p.m (woah getting lazier than ever heh...) took a bath... suddenly feel like eating subway yup..so just give Gab a msg "i feel like eating subway" for fun. but he immediately reply"so random" diao-_-" msut be very free thats why always reply me so fast haha.. but anyway he'a nice larh.. even search online for me the nearest subway.. tata.. but still have to go down to 'Cine to eat it.. Chhhheeeese steak! yuppie

showed him all my Bangkok pics lol..since nothing much to do, finish eating was like 4 p.m and i say "oh eat le.. want to go home le haha" yah cos nothing to do, dont wanna spend money, see no life man ^_^ then he got cravings for Fried MArs bARs.. i dotn know what the hell is that.. so head down to far east to eat it.. it taste so sweet lorh.. should have chose vanilla ice cream instead. haha..

then he bump into ZhiHao and cousins.. leading a grp of Japs. so cool.. we crap until we end up joining in haha.. they even gave me free neoprints ( but i wasnt inside the neoprint so wierd haha)

here's a few snap shots;



this is my fav most adorable Nana San =)


handsome jap and me haha.. (ok i look terrible but he's has really good features)


another guy ( they all wear mascara and had their eye brows trimmed)!

okay we all went hanging around.. then me ,Gab,ZhiHao and two jap girls went seperate ways cos they get to stay at their house of their tour guides.. so fun lorh =)




Atsuko (Gab's FAV) and Akine ;
us having dinner at Amk S11, yummy fish and chips


here's a token from one of them, sooo sweet =)

i had fun, thanks ^_^

i had a walk with Japan! haha.. so fcuking cooool man..
shall talk abt it tml with the photos of all the kawaii Japboys & girls.. lol
tata

finally..
it all comes to an end..

cry cry cry.. when will u stop crying?
and so i become an ice queen. i stop my tears and hide it within
but the situation comes to a worst end.


but you know what? i came back all smiley and fuzzy.
i love him the best. and i'm sure we can conquere it all. i dont care how we express ourselves or hurt each other. all i care about is you.

yang..
i'm so sorry i've been a fool. i'll stay by your side. dont worry, each time you turn around, you see i'm walking behind you smiling and waiting for you.

if everything of mine is ever taken so lightly

i dont rise when the sun shines..
the darkness perhaps will manage to cover most of my flaws.
and i dont wanna listen anymore
they are merely words that mark the least of my concerns now.
perhaps every word i've spoken to provoke a certain reaction.
and all to my dismay..................


you know..
and that was all i wanted...



i need a rest now... sighh

a sweet taste of yesterday's

i dont have to wait for tuesdays to have Gelare Waffles!
=P


Your treat! haha.. i love being pampered!



a sweet dash of pink... (my dear looking tired as ever? hmm..)



feast your eyes!
freshly baked waffles with honey malt ice cream, whipped cream and extra chocolatly sauce!

love is a sweet surrender.

even though things have been bitter.
the love between us is sweeter than ever, when you see beneath the rough surfaces. you see it shine with even more passion.

perhaps perhaps...
if time allows, i wish i could lie in his arms again.. and slept through the night, knowing that the moment i open my eyes, he lies beside me. and i would stare at the way he sleeps. and i gently kiss him softly on the lips.

i miss him. sigh.
is late. he's sleeping. have to work tml...................
i slept late. i wake up late.. then the waiting time would be lesser.
i just wish to spend more time with him bah. =)

tired le.. hope i'll recover by tml.. tata

that's LASt night
you know it's 5 a.m when i slowly open the gates...
crept into the bed... the tears all stained my cheeks...
hardly recovered, i fall asleep on my dirty pillow.. the best comfort i could find in my dreams.

i really wish it wont happen again. why do i keep hurting myself over and over again. how could one love so hard and hurt so deep. how could one pain my sky a rainbow hue and pierce my heart with a silent tune.
something so simple yet i find it so hard to explain myself. something we shouldnt bother but it kept coming back to taunt us even further.

i have no strength to fight. leave it for tomorrow...

okayy let's begin with a fresh start.
i just wanna stop being a weeping fellow!so...
i'm..
pretty sick still the same. barely enough sleep... but still have to be a fillial daughter... because it's father's day =) HAPPY PAPA's DAY
okok hit compass point for breakfast, had Jap Teriyaki Ramen, my all time favourite! didnt eat that for ages. been eating jap rice like consecutive for many many many days. we took a family pic for free. cos u have to spend $50 bucks at cp..bla bla... get to take our pic with winnie the pooh, and of cos i'm beside eeeyore. good shot. i dont look fat. i smile with teeth flashing like DARLIE. and i'm sit beside EEyore. but i'm close enough to papa. ok nvm.. shall upload the pic next time.

sh*t feel hungry now.
okok..
noon time. Yang came down.. well just have to pick up where we left... before he came, he msg that i'm missing him. and i replied harshly a "no"..
knew i shouldnt do that. but i shall not lie. i simply did not miss him yet after all the hurtful feelings that have been suppressing within me. but then knew he going work, i said"xiao xing working. i need a hug".. and everything okay le.. siggh..

we did had a great time today, even though i havent fully recover, still requires great effort to take care of me! we went town to watch silent hill. ate WAffles at GelaRe 10 bucks for wafffless... expensive lor.. haha eat for fun lol.. relax alot.... didnt talk much.. dont feel like talking.. just feel like having fun...

i wish he dont have to work
dont have to go ns
dont have to have so much pressure

i wish i had a job
i wish i had $$
i wish i lose weights
i wish i'm not sick
i wish i'm not so stressed up with life
i wish i had a clue with life now

i'm all messed up.

ok i wish i didnt wish. because i'm contented with life.

ps: i need a gift in gold foils and ribbons, a pocket of roses... to delight my day =)
nvm.. let me go and dream now ...tata

and those tears just wouldnt stop...

i'm feeling ... terrible.. sick.. weak
my heart so weak i could not control my weeping tears
and i put myself under the blankets... to hold back my fears.

i saw a shadow, some foot steps, and a familiar trinket...
i held back a breathe..
but it was not him. i try to hide the disappointment. but it could not escape the eyes of the dark

down with fever... bummer
really feel so terrible now...

really feel like losing weight, go and jog etc but how?

yest so sick didnt even get to do anything with yang. never even get to swim sighh..! plan to watch "Beautiful BoxeR" tog end up also never. alot of spoil plan.. sianz... nvm nvm nvm.we did get to eat "He Ji Bao" tog..but seriously i'm too sick to enjoy anything now!

hah thurs watch "Garfield 2" with Andy.. oh i love that cat!!! =) really niceee show! now i hope to watch "Silent Hill" soon! anyway thanks pal for the treat. and congrats for doing well in your poly =)

since now i cant do anything. so.. i shall watch a new korean drama" wo shi jing san shun" think is some comedy or sth, got it from my cousin...heh heh and wait for yang to off work.. and i need a job real soon.. =( i dont wanna splurge all my $$ gone.

weee..
had a great k box session with gabriel kor =) have to wake up damm early so that we can go for the k LUNCH.!! thought very long never meet up sure paiseh still have to sing songs tog. aiya but what can i say? we warm up pretty fast! lots of catching up. and i really had a good time. thanks bro. sure miss you alot..(hope u love the gift even though is so belated ok whatever) and yes you are a stylish guy and many girls are falling head over heels over you. haha.. i'm sure someone will come into your life and surprise you soon (JUST like me).
thanks for the nail polish. and for sending me home (seems like ages since you ever do that) haha.. and thanks for inviting me to the chalet(thoughts that counts)

aiyah.. haha..wanna blog about the whole thing, not sure how to blog abt it.. and also abit tired and
cos' i feel he blogs better than me -_-
so might as well refer to his post for today's entry ^_^
www.gabrielisme.blogspot.com

had a good cry. i decide to start anew.
" i will love myself in order to love you better my dear."
=) just wanna be brave and face it all!

tata need to sleep..

well well didnt know somebody likes me so much.. hmm
haha no lah thats my gabriel kor, so sweeet right.. lol
--> see his msn nick

?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
ok put le
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
aha
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
dun tell me u wanna take screen shot ah
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
haha
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
no la
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
wait
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
yeah
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
was else my dear mei mei
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
haha good.

my mind's a blank sheet stained with an ink blot

i have lots of questions to ask myself.
i have lots of concern for some one.
i have lots of things waiting for me to be done.
i am so puzzled..............

sighhhhh

love shopping with my gf kel (: she makes me a happy girl..lol
well anyway to all this is my blog add to sell away some stuff
kindly support =)

www.littlewardrobe.blogspot.com

and this is my ebay website.

http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?browse=0&SellerId=verablues

still trying to improve the web. but i'm quite bad at it. lol..

haha.. been playing and fooling ard these days..
hmm.. bought lots of stuff. really really love all the clothes that i've bought.
really really love everything that i do (: well.. unhappy things happen at home. but have to look on brighter side of things bah.

i.... am upset. really.
no valid reasons that i can point to. i' m jus bloody upset.
and i wish he is just beside me cuddling my head.
but hell no. because he needs to work tomorrow. maybe i should stop disturbing him. oh well.
he's on the way...

any body seen my dog? sobbbb
lost at serangoon.
if anyone have any info about her pleae please contact me
91800189

wee. chocolate cake! kor bought choco cake one for me!
the boyfriend still in movies. watching my fav superman.
so sad can.
so sad.. really.
nevermind.

need dinner.

i cant stand her.
say that again.
i cant stand her.

crappy..
feeling crappy.
feeling fat
fat fat fat fat

so happy of my new lipstick.
MAC. - pretty please

found jobs. gotto work hard please

movies addiction
here's the list of shows i've watched that i could still rem.

-Just My Luck
-Garfield 2
-Silent Hill
-Scary movie 4
-Slither
-Davinci Code
-x men3
-mi3

and Recently caught this show "TooFastTooFurious- Tokyo Drift"
it was superb !!! i love it. i love the drift. caugght the show in jb.

and i wanna watch
-superman
-pirates of the carribean2!

still waiting for dad to be home. he's like OT so late..
2 a.m le.. where is he? i'm so worried... =(

it seems like a race with time!
okay everything's done. settled my application for MDIS. I felt a twinge of pain and guilt as my father signed the cheque.
"Papa I promise I'll Do Well!"

anyway. took a look at the UniCampus. I' prognosticate that schling will be fun no doubt, BUT
I dont Really Anticipate having any friends there? not sure whether i will fit in too. aiyaa.. should always look on the brighter side dont we?

anyway here's some random memories ;


wee.. here's a Superdrink to Boost MY CONfidenCE


whats even better? a gf to share with =P
half the caLoRies TwiCE the Fun


cute/funny/cute/funny/cute cute pic


here's what in our shopping bag;
blusher and a retractor brush(Nessa says: it feels so soft, it's just so different frm any other odinary brushes!! tested and proven =) )

ps: the sum of my aversion; BAnAna Frapacinno? how to spell whatever. okay and i dont like Banana HL milk either haha. taste awful to me la. but i LOVE Banana BOM bom bom, some fried malay kueh that i;ve searching and craving for!

PRESENT tIME!


my boyfriend so sweet, he got me a gift! for no reason. for love.


this is what i' wish for. gift wrapped in gold foil and n gold ribbons.
is not gold foil. but gold wrapping papers will do.. hmm =)
sweet thoughts that count eh..


it's..... precious moments album..lol . so coincidence, i actually brought my cup out to his car and when i open the gift, i saw the exact design as my cup! ^_* fate right.


here's a sweet kiss for u... muaaaack!

Last Friday;


Cathy and me ^_^

haha.. firstt time meeting her. so fast take photo. hope i dont scare u off. anyway dont be sad abt so many things. there's alot of other things in life to be happy about. and thanks for the SWeets.. Really thoughtful (wink*)
i had a good time, thanks to all the good people i've met that day, thanks =)

went home to pack my luggage for msia;
unexpectedly..

i got another SuRPriSE!


this time was a silve box with gold ribbon!
woah.. i love surprises. i love it when it is so surprising..haha..


inside


tata. it's a mAybelline 3D glitter lipstick.
even though it wasnt exactly the one i want. but he chose it with all his heartt.
not bad though =)


haha testing.. can u see the glitter?

another sleepless night?
am i too hyper active? i dont sleep at night, i wake up early, still feeling i didnt sleep at all.
coughing very badly... been a week or two?
maybe.. i just cant help thinking too much.. just a little too much.
i ate too much, felt like puking, know i shouldnt have touch the chocolates.
puke puke puke puke.

looking at the photos, i love the way i smile back then. i love the innocence and childlike ways. he has less worries, and me..i prefer to live a dream.

i am having $$$ problems soon..siggghhh..!
for the upteenth time she's been bugging me about my studies.
i wish she would just quit it.

anyway i've make a BIG decision. I'll just have to do my best;
1stly, i will Brush up on my English!
finally dig out my "1100 words" A level Text for g.p, gotta start using whatever i have. I'm sure every bit will aid me to improve!
okay i have to learn like 5 words a day. so here goes the list for today:

1)voracious
2)replete
3)indiscriminate
4)steeped
5)eminent

2ndly, i have to save $. i have to work.
and lastly,
to get healthy, to work out, to lose weights, and to exercise.

like 3 simple plans for me,
is not too late to start, is better to start now =) Ganbatte!

I really have alot to blog, and so many overdue pics to post ^_^ but there's always a problem that i'm only free at night and the pics are always in the other com where i cant easily access to. dull.

ps: the bf always sleeps earlier than me. =(
but nvm. i'm glad this everyday he gonna sleep at my place. siggghh..but he's going NS on Thurs. i'm gonna miss him ..alot alot alot

boo..the boyfriend has invaded my bed!
haha.. we are so uber adorable! just did facial together.
he fallen dead asleep. hmm.. but i'm just gonna be gracious and let him have enough sleep for once! did alot of exercise today!
=) gonna be watching lots of movies tml weeee....

(just a sum-it-up)
shall tell u this a happy week. and i wish to post up the pics soon! real soon.
there are so many things that i have cried about.
but there also so many many things that i wanna cheer and be happy about.
this week;

-dear.. got me a present wrapped up in gold foils and ribbons that day..
-then the next day he also gave me gift in a silver box and gold ribbons wahaha.. okay seriously very touched. .cause he actually finally have time to read my blog! and he also waited patiently for this whole weeek where i go and havoc with my friends ^_^ thanks bf..who else but you that lights up my life so brightly!

-finally he have enough time to spend with me (dont have to work le lor!!) so happy! less $$ but more time with me!

-i had a great time with Alina and Yun =) even though i was pretty sick. i had so much fun just crapping is enough. but i really cant wait for beach and bladding!

-i enjoyed my simple Evening with Nessa, a movie(Just-my-luck) and Subway! (best combination) except that the crumbs keep falling into our BRAS, bought the same beautiful Blusher&Brush from bodyshop and simply chill at Shaw Starbucks! =) you know we didnt do much stuff, but simply being there is enough

-nice catching up with Beng..haha..thanks for making all the way to eat Subway at suntec with me..and joining in the church thingy with me and Gabby. Thanks for all the sweet ppl that console me that day.. ^_^ Thanks Gabby for the shoulder to lean on, thanks beng for the pat on the back, thanks Cathy for the sweet and Tissue lol.okay thanks everyone for showing concern for me haha. thanks beng for suiting to my ma fan requirements of a Ba Chor MEe ! you know.. you all are great ppl!

-Happy that i've eated 5 meals a day for these past 2 days. Happy that i am healthy and alive. i wish all the people i love all healthy and cute !

okie tata enough le.
i'm tired. night all

wee ..
i'm BACK from Msia.. just step home. (did ya miss me ?)
and i am really soo full... i wanna puke
i need like 24 hrs of sleep. i'm too tired for words!
this week is really tiring!
haha.. but i still miss my blog and my computer and many many many many people.

been crying alot lately. there are no answers to all these questions that everyone may ask "why" because to me, i have no answers and i have no questions anymore.
my only problem is myself. anyone can do this, do that to me, they can hurt me in any other ways. but the only thing i can do is not to brood over it.
ya.. stop blabbering. thats enough =)

ok la.. things between me and him cock up abit during the trip at msia. every time same problem occurs and there is no one to point the blame at really.
after so many relationships i have gone through, good and bad, being hurt and hurting people, what goes out comes back to ya, whether love was reciprocated anot, i tell you i should have learnt from all previous mistakes. maybe somehow i did become cleverer, or maybe i did not. instead of being stronger, i grew weak and rely too much on him.

ai...

me;
I feel i'm unloved by many. But i feel i'm so loved by all =)

i've been accepted by NIE! can go and be a teacher le.. but i have no confidence to do it. and i really feel like doing MAss COm now.. study while i can? i really wanna do it.. confused now!

ps: i cant wait to Go BinTAN with Nessa weee! ooo.. need to work lo!
and i really wanna go blading soon!

Peper's Lunch; (kao..sick..i totally lost my voice yest..heh but still have to suit Alina to eat Pepers' Lunch =)


Beeef


hey smile! wah so stern.. cos she hungry le.. haha..

after the meal... ate my pills.. still feel so sick.. so we rest..
and talk.. and talk and talk.. haha.. like staying there forever...

went walking abit.. to Heeren.. forgot what we were doing there.
lots of craps. then we get tired again! wanna rest at MAc's.. on the way
there.. we went into house of condom..haha.. (ma chiam like kids, we were
fooling around alot.. ahh.. Alina likes lots of leather and leopard skin..diao -_-")
defintely not my type!!

drop by Mac..
yun and me were too full.. but Alina decide she needs a meal!! like 1.5 hr havent
digest lorh.. so i keep nag her...
so she had Curly FRIes and mac Furly;

opps all gone!!?!


ah.. still hungry??? what is she eyeing??


it's our iCe cream! wah look so freaking Groosss...


yy n me.. ok she look wierd in this pic.. sorry!!! =P

here's some snap shots at far east;

d her =) my good gf for years!
still looking as tired as ever! but nice mini skirt now!! wooo

we just crapped like whole day.. went to lido to chill.
all of us saving $$ dont wanna spend haha really sad larh..
then we wanted to watch this gay show call "The king and the clown"
but end up i really too sick have to go back!
but anyway thanks for the moments. promise nxt week we'll go blading..cheers*!

toot toot.. haha.. i was sooooo sick yesterday i wanna die man..
the headache so severe, no matter how many pills i pop i just cant get any better. and i have to spoil plans lorh. was suppose to hit the beach one, and the weather was good.. so neh neh i have to get sick at the wrong time always! but nvm. these girl friends really cheer my day =) i even get stomache at orchard and amk. swaaayyy.. took alot of snapshottss..shall post it up soon ^_^.. now i need some rest.. and waiting for my show to start heh heh

a walk with Japan;

woke up 2++ p.m (woah getting lazier than ever heh...) took a bath... suddenly feel like eating subway yup..so just give Gab a msg "i feel like eating subway" for fun. but he immediately reply"so random" diao-_-" msut be very free thats why always reply me so fast haha.. but anyway he'a nice larh.. even search online for me the nearest subway.. tata.. but still have to go down to 'Cine to eat it.. Chhhheeeese steak! yuppie

showed him all my Bangkok pics lol..since nothing much to do, finish eating was like 4 p.m and i say "oh eat le.. want to go home le haha" yah cos nothing to do, dont wanna spend money, see no life man ^_^ then he got cravings for Fried MArs bARs.. i dotn know what the hell is that.. so head down to far east to eat it.. it taste so sweet lorh.. should have chose vanilla ice cream instead. haha..

then he bump into ZhiHao and cousins.. leading a grp of Japs. so cool.. we crap until we end up joining in haha.. they even gave me free neoprints ( but i wasnt inside the neoprint so wierd haha)

here's a few snap shots;



this is my fav most adorable Nana San =)


handsome jap and me haha.. (ok i look terrible but he's has really good features)


another guy ( they all wear mascara and had their eye brows trimmed)!

okay we all went hanging around.. then me ,Gab,ZhiHao and two jap girls went seperate ways cos they get to stay at their house of their tour guides.. so fun lorh =)




Atsuko (Gab's FAV) and Akine ;
us having dinner at Amk S11, yummy fish and chips


here's a token from one of them, sooo sweet =)

i had fun, thanks ^_^

i had a walk with Japan! haha.. so fcuking cooool man..
shall talk abt it tml with the photos of all the kawaii Japboys & girls.. lol
tata

finally..
it all comes to an end..

cry cry cry.. when will u stop crying?
and so i become an ice queen. i stop my tears and hide it within
but the situation comes to a worst end.


but you know what? i came back all smiley and fuzzy.
i love him the best. and i'm sure we can conquere it all. i dont care how we express ourselves or hurt each other. all i care about is you.

yang..
i'm so sorry i've been a fool. i'll stay by your side. dont worry, each time you turn around, you see i'm walking behind you smiling and waiting for you.

if everything of mine is ever taken so lightly

i dont rise when the sun shines..
the darkness perhaps will manage to cover most of my flaws.
and i dont wanna listen anymore
they are merely words that mark the least of my concerns now.
perhaps every word i've spoken to provoke a certain reaction.
and all to my dismay..................


you know..
and that was all i wanted...



i need a rest now... sighh

a sweet taste of yesterday's

i dont have to wait for tuesdays to have Gelare Waffles!
=P


Your treat! haha.. i love being pampered!



a sweet dash of pink... (my dear looking tired as ever? hmm..)



feast your eyes!
freshly baked waffles with honey malt ice cream, whipped cream and extra chocolatly sauce!

love is a sweet surrender.

even though things have been bitter.
the love between us is sweeter than ever, when you see beneath the rough surfaces. you see it shine with even more passion.

perhaps perhaps...
if time allows, i wish i could lie in his arms again.. and slept through the night, knowing that the moment i open my eyes, he lies beside me. and i would stare at the way he sleeps. and i gently kiss him softly on the lips.

i miss him. sigh.
is late. he's sleeping. have to work tml...................
i slept late. i wake up late.. then the waiting time would be lesser.
i just wish to spend more time with him bah. =)

tired le.. hope i'll recover by tml.. tata

that's LASt night
you know it's 5 a.m when i slowly open the gates...
crept into the bed... the tears all stained my cheeks...
hardly recovered, i fall asleep on my dirty pillow.. the best comfort i could find in my dreams.

i really wish it wont happen again. why do i keep hurting myself over and over again. how could one love so hard and hurt so deep. how could one pain my sky a rainbow hue and pierce my heart with a silent tune.
something so simple yet i find it so hard to explain myself. something we shouldnt bother but it kept coming back to taunt us even further.

i have no strength to fight. leave it for tomorrow...

okayy let's begin with a fresh start.
i just wanna stop being a weeping fellow!so...
i'm..
pretty sick still the same. barely enough sleep... but still have to be a fillial daughter... because it's father's day =) HAPPY PAPA's DAY
okok hit compass point for breakfast, had Jap Teriyaki Ramen, my all time favourite! didnt eat that for ages. been eating jap rice like consecutive for many many many days. we took a family pic for free. cos u have to spend $50 bucks at cp..bla bla... get to take our pic with winnie the pooh, and of cos i'm beside eeeyore. good shot. i dont look fat. i smile with teeth flashing like DARLIE. and i'm sit beside EEyore. but i'm close enough to papa. ok nvm.. shall upload the pic next time.

sh*t feel hungry now.
okok..
noon time. Yang came down.. well just have to pick up where we left... before he came, he msg that i'm missing him. and i replied harshly a "no"..
knew i shouldnt do that. but i shall not lie. i simply did not miss him yet after all the hurtful feelings that have been suppressing within me. but then knew he going work, i said"xiao xing working. i need a hug".. and everything okay le.. siggh..

we did had a great time today, even though i havent fully recover, still requires great effort to take care of me! we went town to watch silent hill. ate WAffles at GelaRe 10 bucks for wafffless... expensive lor.. haha eat for fun lol.. relax alot.... didnt talk much.. dont feel like talking.. just feel like having fun...

i wish he dont have to work
dont have to go ns
dont have to have so much pressure

i wish i had a job
i wish i had $$
i wish i lose weights
i wish i'm not sick
i wish i'm not so stressed up with life
i wish i had a clue with life now

i'm all messed up.

ok i wish i didnt wish. because i'm contented with life.

ps: i need a gift in gold foils and ribbons, a pocket of roses... to delight my day =)
nvm.. let me go and dream now ...tata

and those tears just wouldnt stop...

i'm feeling ... terrible.. sick.. weak
my heart so weak i could not control my weeping tears
and i put myself under the blankets... to hold back my fears.

i saw a shadow, some foot steps, and a familiar trinket...
i held back a breathe..
but it was not him. i try to hide the disappointment. but it could not escape the eyes of the dark

down with fever... bummer
really feel so terrible now...

really feel like losing weight, go and jog etc but how?

yest so sick didnt even get to do anything with yang. never even get to swim sighh..! plan to watch "Beautiful BoxeR" tog end up also never. alot of spoil plan.. sianz... nvm nvm nvm.we did get to eat "He Ji Bao" tog..but seriously i'm too sick to enjoy anything now!

hah thurs watch "Garfield 2" with Andy.. oh i love that cat!!! =) really niceee show! now i hope to watch "Silent Hill" soon! anyway thanks pal for the treat. and congrats for doing well in your poly =)

since now i cant do anything. so.. i shall watch a new korean drama" wo shi jing san shun" think is some comedy or sth, got it from my cousin...heh heh and wait for yang to off work.. and i need a job real soon.. =( i dont wanna splurge all my $$ gone.

weee..
had a great k box session with gabriel kor =) have to wake up damm early so that we can go for the k LUNCH.!! thought very long never meet up sure paiseh still have to sing songs tog. aiya but what can i say? we warm up pretty fast! lots of catching up. and i really had a good time. thanks bro. sure miss you alot..(hope u love the gift even though is so belated ok whatever) and yes you are a stylish guy and many girls are falling head over heels over you. haha.. i'm sure someone will come into your life and surprise you soon (JUST like me).
thanks for the nail polish. and for sending me home (seems like ages since you ever do that) haha.. and thanks for inviting me to the chalet(thoughts that counts)

aiyah.. haha..wanna blog about the whole thing, not sure how to blog abt it.. and also abit tired and
cos' i feel he blogs better than me -_-
so might as well refer to his post for today's entry ^_^
www.gabrielisme.blogspot.com

had a good cry. i decide to start anew.
" i will love myself in order to love you better my dear."
=) just wanna be brave and face it all!

tata need to sleep..

well well didnt know somebody likes me so much.. hmm
haha no lah thats my gabriel kor, so sweeet right.. lol
--> see his msn nick

?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
ok put le
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
aha
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
dun tell me u wanna take screen shot ah
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
haha
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
no la
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
wait
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
yeah
?n? (???)?n?<<+-??-+>> my ting mei mei is so beautiful even her heart shines like a cake says:
was else my dear mei mei
i want to eat a YOGI bear ( go wash CAR LO) says:
haha good.

my mind's a blank sheet stained with an ink blot

i have lots of questions to ask myself.
i have lots of concern for some one.
i have lots of things waiting for me to be done.
i am so puzzled..............

sighhhhh

love shopping with my gf kel (: she makes me a happy girl..lol
well anyway to all this is my blog add to sell away some stuff
kindly support =)

www.littlewardrobe.blogspot.com

and this is my ebay website.

http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?browse=0&SellerId=verablues

still trying to improve the web. but i'm quite bad at it. lol..

haha.. been playing and fooling ard these days..
hmm.. bought lots of stuff. really really love all the clothes that i've bought.
really really love everything that i do (: well.. unhappy things happen at home. but have to look on brighter side of things bah.

i.... am upset. really.
no valid reasons that i can point to. i' m jus bloody upset.
and i wish he is just beside me cuddling my head.
but hell no. because he needs to work tomorrow. maybe i should stop disturbing him. oh well.
he's on the way...

any body seen my dog? sobbbb
lost at serangoon.
if anyone have any info about her pleae please contact me
91800189