About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	1460 DAYS Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥ one thousand four hundred and sixty days my fourth year anni gift from my chou bao bao. hahaha my dearest baby suprised me on one of the night. i truly did not expect it becos he had alr di di di alot of $$$$$ to me for the trip. not only that... HE did one of the sweetest video for me... as sweet as sugar. so sweet that it made me cry... though i have often been touched by many things he had done for me. this is the first time i truly cried just because of a gift. and the gift... is HIM. The greatest gift is his presence in my life, his belief in me, his courage to love, his patience to care, his gentleness to forgive, his wonderfulness that I continue to soak myself in it. (is nt the material things u give someone. is the trust, the faith, the love, the care, the true kind of friendship and love you get... it's so true so lovely... so close to someone u'll never wanna lose... this is love. ) this pinky canon powershot E1 will continue to snap lovely sweetie memories of us. kekekeke. PS: shall update with our SafAri pics soon... PS: I LOVE U. MY PEN SIEW YOUNG. Back to top, Babeh ! bcos i want to party. and i love my BF v.v.v.v.v muchie Monday, October 27, 2008 / Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥ aww. fast paced society man! just few days away from my com and i'm getting so flustered over my social communications with my fellow beings hohoho. been celebrating my anni with the PEN yest today and probably tmr. Yest was sho bad! stupid bf made me cried like mad for almost the entire day but we got better in the night. after night safari-ing , drinking vodka shots as usual, DVD-ing the terminator and end off with a sweet MAC breakfast @ 4 A.M :)))))))) I'm getting so hyped-UP. so stressed-UP over many many many many many undone things and events that comes crashing my way. I LIKE. HEE siao. after working for so many days. finally my off days are here for me to do assignment but NO. pa tor-ing and halloween are getting in my waaaaay. awww. better get everything done. so i can PARTY. YAY ^_ Back to top, Babeh ! October... Friday, October 24, 2008 / Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥ wow. october is coming to an end soon. October was... half blue half pink. maybe a lil more on the pink side. The blues: I'm getting all vexed and flustered over visa application matters. u.s trip matters. money matters. family matters. school work matters. bf /gf matters. pets stuff. On the 'Pink' Side un-expected surprises... FROM MY 吴欣颖猜猜是。。。什么？便利贴女孩很可爱。。。这几天真的很累，虽然也没发生太多不愉快的事情，但是一直为了钱，为了爸爸的健康感到担心，为了他喝酒的坏习惯感到无奈。。。我想爱的人还真的很多，却有时因为某种原因或时间的因故，无法在这些人的身边。 “当所有的人都在关心你飞得高不高时，只有少数的人在关心你飞得累不累” 谢谢。。。能在我身边的那些宝贝们告诉我不要放弃的精神。：）））爱你们多多。。。哦大家也要加油！！慧婷 Back to top, Babeh ! the power of LOVE Monday, October 20, 2008 / Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ ting have to work harder for brighter days. working is kinda draining me. my energy. my off days were slacking away and replenishing on beauty sleep that the ASS-signment is barely started. how. so worrying alr. BF is out there slogging hard...for our bright future :P :))) Yest we had lots of cheap simple and most fulfilling meals at the foodcourt. yummy neh. zhen xin fu. though so many things happened within a day/ night. guessed i was abit tipsy after drinking that tiney winey bit of vodka. and all else erupts into pools of tears. i need u. ..................................i PS: miss my honey mummy. got a date with her :))))zzz Back to top, Babeh ! bcos i spoiled the Sunday with my tears. / Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ dont give up on me. Back to top, Babeh ! love sick. Saturday, October 18, 2008 / Saturday, October 18, 2008 ♥ i'm falling in love... it must be infatuation. i've got to stop. Back to top, Babeh ! i forgot what it's like... Thursday, October 16, 2008 / Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ how did everything feels like yesterday. how did i cry without knowing. how did i know i couldnt fly. how did i know... jiayou CaiHuiTing Back to top, Babeh ! delirium / Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ memories confine my head. I'm... lost. lost in this world. lost in this world that may forget me any time. so lost. who will remember those days we talk about. i'm just being random. being crazy. and i love to lose myself right now in this world that forgets... me. Back to top, Babeh ! work hard. play hard. Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥ Bedok suppering. Sunday Date supering changi village: our must-have redtea longan. w more milk. not only dear gt present. i also have! :P from Richelle dearie :)z sho big nah e gift. to cheer me up* is my fav care bear! purple somemore! woot. (pics nt available yet) Wed off day :PpP w sis. kor's baby. Integra. awfully tired. everyday after work. suppering/rounding/ movie-ing with the cliques. finally have my off day. but the mornings sucks when BF threw his temper on me. :((((((( mayB things changed... why do u have to attitude me. carried 3 packs of stuff home myself and kana attitude... angry but luckily got sis. she drove kor's car lol. we went Chinatown for breakfast ERP $2 then bugis for shopping! :P so nervous with her driving lolx. and driving sports car means being di siao by ppl -_- jie so sweet nah sponsored me the pretty pretty 2009 organizer. got myself 2 tops and one big make up bag too. shiok* went home ard 2pm and slept till 6pm! too many late nights. got to catch up on my beauty sleep! PS: so broke now. gotto earn more $$! stress* i wanna go pubbing. i miss my sweeties :( joo.kel.shan. roar no time le... PS: have to get assignment started. ganbatte! <3 Back to top, Babeh ! She gave him the Mont Blanc Love... / Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$450. she makes him a happy boy :)z Back to top, Babeh ! i know that feeling... Thursday, October 09, 2008 / Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥ okayokay... (takes a deep breath) less than 50 days. we'll be flying across the pacific ocean, half-way round the world to a far far far-away land. It is still rather unbelievable that I'll be going to Oklahoma, LA, LasVegas and Tokyo within 1.5 mths. well... it does sound truly exciting except for the fact that i am well... still unprepared for it? And it still feels like 2007 xmas! when we were exchanging gifts in the classroom...and in 2008 I am finally 21. and shall finally be 22..23..24 in coming 2009 Jan. :(((( i truly know this feeling. we're gonna say goodbye to 2008 in zooming speed. 2008 coming plaNs: Oct-Nov -4th yr anni -Jo's big 21st -Politics post assignment -working many many days -American Politics Exam -shan-shine's big 21st Dec -All the way in OKC -grad day on 19th dec -Jo's B-DaY -Xmas -New Yr Working Days: tried to make this collage :) left out trish.minyee. lol some pics in my other com. ( and also mic ng. , kim and the rest. there are just too many workers who have come and go. ) PS: gdbye charmaine. gdbye sherlyn. all the memories sweet or bitter is what we share in whathewants :) I'M TIRED. MISS MY BF. today is assignment day! wasted my off day. slacking. Arrr... gonna nap now. sayonara! Back to top, Babeh ! he loves me. he loves me not. / Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥ even if the whole world fails me. he wont. Back to top, Babeh ! EXHAUSTEd. Tuesday, October 07, 2008 / Tuesday, October 07, 2008 ♥ i hate soft toys.* HEE. but behind every softie. there is a touching story. LOLX. my BF sucks at UFO catcher. boo. LOLX. can some one teach him how to play arcade? improve his skills? (hint* to CCF) crazy nah. I HAvE SO MANY GIANT SOFTIEs. GET ME A REAL DOG LA. i want my 'ji bao bei' hohoho LOLX. AND I GOT SO MANY DOGS! =XXXxx ME n dear dear watching 'fated to love u' now. :))))zz sweet sweet nah. why do i have to work tmr. roar. i am bloody tired. roar. why am i always tired. roar. my room is in a mess. roar. i want my own room. roar. ohhh.. btw... i love my bro's new car :DDDDDDDDD kinda missed the lancer. so sad... didnt have any chance to take a nice pic with it and is gone now. replaced with the chilli hot hot hot integra. kekeke. :))) i love cars. i wanna drive!!!!! PS: the more i hear of things. the more confused i get. i dont wanna get involved with the complexity of r/s w human beings lolx. i wish things get better. i wish everyone stop thinking so much. i wish for... world PEACE. good night world. :) Back to top, Babeh ! one of those days. Sunday, October 05, 2008 / Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥ after slogging at work for hours on a weekend sat... did enjoyed dinner at Aston with my 2 bunnies. finally the clock strucks eleven pm. & i got released from work. FREEDOM. but by the time... i was feeling sick and we had to catch a show at 12++a.m I puked out maybe 1/4 of my dinner :((( finally got better after we found a cosy spot to relish our childhood. heh heh... is a kids playground corner at THE CATHAy. woots* played quite a lot. took zillion pics. Hee. Caught the eagle eye digital. :)) and is not bad~ after the show, shopped at 7-11 with dear dear and we ate a whole lot and caught fear factor at home before dozing off to sleep at 4 a.m. Some pics I 'Cope' from Joo. Lolx. my dear Joo is such a PRo when it comes to beautifying the pics :D My very rare off days with the pretty babes: PS: I feel like getting a new camera. CANON PowerShot E1. :)))) maybe for my next yr bday. hohoho. PSS: Shan Shan... I miss u. Take good care. huggies* I'll always be here for u.* Back to top, Babeh ! Dr. M is L-o-v-e Friday, October 03, 2008 / Friday, October 03, 2008 ♥ Fri 3/10 was the last day of politics classes. It was time to bid good bye to Dr. Musselman :((( I waited for everyone to talk to him and so on... while I wanted to go forward for a hand shake with him. Shyly, I said "Take care Sir" and I extended my hand to him... and He replied "Come here Kiddo" and gave me a warm grandpa hug that melted my heart <3 hee It is really a great honor to be taught by him. You wouldnt wanna miss any of his classes! Like a treasure chest, he's full of wisdom and wonderfulness. And I' will remember the things that he have taught us... DR. M is love. :))))))))))) Saying good bye is hard... Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	1460 DAYS Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥ one thousand four hundred and sixty days my fourth year anni gift from my chou bao bao. hahaha my dearest baby suprised me on one of the night. i truly did not expect it becos he had alr di di di alot of $$$$$ to me for the trip. not only that... HE did one of the sweetest video for me... as sweet as sugar. so sweet that it made me cry... though i have often been touched by many things he had done for me. this is the first time i truly cried just because of a gift. and the gift... is HIM. The greatest gift is his presence in my life, his belief in me, his courage to love, his patience to care, his gentleness to forgive, his wonderfulness that I continue to soak myself in it. (is nt the material things u give someone. is the trust, the faith, the love, the care, the true kind of friendship and love you get... it's so true so lovely... so close to someone u'll never wanna lose... this is love. ) this pinky canon powershot E1 will continue to snap lovely sweetie memories of us. kekekeke. PS: shall update with our SafAri pics soon... PS: I LOVE U. MY PEN SIEW YOUNG. Back to top, Babeh ! bcos i want to party. and i love my BF v.v.v.v.v muchie Monday, October 27, 2008 / Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥ aww. fast paced society man! just few days away from my com and i'm getting so flustered over my social communications with my fellow beings hohoho. been celebrating my anni with the PEN yest today and probably tmr. Yest was sho bad! stupid bf made me cried like mad for almost the entire day but we got better in the night. after night safari-ing , drinking vodka shots as usual, DVD-ing the terminator and end off with a sweet MAC breakfast @ 4 A.M :)))))))) I'm getting so hyped-UP. so stressed-UP over many many many many many undone things and events that comes crashing my way. I LIKE. HEE siao. after working for so many days. finally my off days are here for me to do assignment but NO. pa tor-ing and halloween are getting in my waaaaay. awww. better get everything done. so i can PARTY. YAY ^_ Back to top, Babeh ! October... Friday, October 24, 2008 / Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥ wow. october is coming to an end soon. October was... half blue half pink. maybe a lil more on the pink side. The blues: I'm getting all vexed and flustered over visa application matters. u.s trip matters. money matters. family matters. school work matters. bf /gf matters. pets stuff. On the 'Pink' Side un-expected surprises... FROM MY 吴欣颖猜猜是。。。什么？便利贴女孩很可爱。。。这几天真的很累，虽然也没发生太多不愉快的事情，但是一直为了钱，为了爸爸的健康感到担心，为了他喝酒的坏习惯感到无奈。。。我想爱的人还真的很多，却有时因为某种原因或时间的因故，无法在这些人的身边。 “当所有的人都在关心你飞得高不高时，只有少数的人在关心你飞得累不累” 谢谢。。。能在我身边的那些宝贝们告诉我不要放弃的精神。：）））爱你们多多。。。哦大家也要加油！！慧婷 Back to top, Babeh ! the power of LOVE Monday, October 20, 2008 / Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ ting have to work harder for brighter days. working is kinda draining me. my energy. my off days were slacking away and replenishing on beauty sleep that the ASS-signment is barely started. how. so worrying alr. BF is out there slogging hard...for our bright future :P :))) Yest we had lots of cheap simple and most fulfilling meals at the foodcourt. yummy neh. zhen xin fu. though so many things happened within a day/ night. guessed i was abit tipsy after drinking that tiney winey bit of vodka. and all else erupts into pools of tears. i need u. ..................................i PS: miss my honey mummy. got a date with her :))))zzz Back to top, Babeh ! bcos i spoiled the Sunday with my tears. / Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥ dont give up on me. Back to top, Babeh ! love sick. Saturday, October 18, 2008 / Saturday, October 18, 2008 ♥ i'm falling in love... it must be infatuation. i've got to stop. Back to top, Babeh ! i forgot what it's like... Thursday, October 16, 2008 / Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ how did everything feels like yesterday. how did i cry without knowing. how did i know i couldnt fly. how did i know... jiayou CaiHuiTing Back to top, Babeh ! delirium / Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ memories confine my head. I'm... lost. lost in this world. lost in this world that may forget me any time. so lost. who will remember those days we talk about. i'm just being random. being crazy. and i love to lose myself right now in this world that forgets... me. Back to top, Babeh ! work hard. play hard. Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥ Bedok suppering. Sunday Date supering changi village: our must-have redtea longan. w more milk. not only dear gt present. i also have! :P from Richelle dearie :)z sho big nah e gift. to cheer me up* is my fav care bear! purple somemore! woot. (pics nt available yet) Wed off day :PpP w sis. kor's baby. Integra. awfully tired. everyday after work. suppering/rounding/ movie-ing with the cliques. finally have my off day. but the mornings sucks when BF threw his temper on me. :((((((( mayB things changed... why do u have to attitude me. carried 3 packs of stuff home myself and kana attitude... angry but luckily got sis. she drove kor's car lol. we went Chinatown for breakfast ERP $2 then bugis for shopping! :P so nervous with her driving lolx. and driving sports car means being di siao by ppl -_- jie so sweet nah sponsored me the pretty pretty 2009 organizer. got myself 2 tops and one big make up bag too. shiok* went home ard 2pm and slept till 6pm! too many late nights. got to catch up on my beauty sleep! PS: so broke now. gotto earn more $$! stress* i wanna go pubbing. i miss my sweeties :( joo.kel.shan. roar no time le... PS: have to get assignment started. ganbatte! <3 Back to top, Babeh ! She gave him the Mont Blanc Love... / Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$450. she makes him a happy boy :)z Back to top, Babeh ! i know that feeling... Thursday, October 09, 2008 / Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥ okayokay... (takes a deep breath) less than 50 days. we'll be flying across the pacific ocean, half-way round the world to a far far far-away land. It is still rather unbelievable that I'll be going to Oklahoma, LA, LasVegas and Tokyo within 1.5 mths. well... it does sound truly exciting except for the fact that i am well... still unprepared for it? And it still feels like 2007 xmas! when we were exchanging gifts in the classroom...and in 2008 I am finally 21. and shall finally be 22..23..24 in coming 2009 Jan. :(((( i truly know this feeling. we're gonna say goodbye to 2008 in zooming speed. 2008 coming plaNs: Oct-Nov -4th yr anni -Jo's big 21st -Politics post assignment -working many many days -American Politics Exam -shan-shine's big 21st Dec -All the way in OKC -grad day on 19th dec -Jo's B-DaY -Xmas -New Yr Working Days: tried to make this collage :) left out trish.minyee. lol some pics in my other com. ( and also mic ng. , kim and the rest. there are just too many workers who have come and go. ) PS: gdbye charmaine. gdbye sherlyn. all the memories sweet or bitter is what we share in whathewants :) I'M TIRED. MISS MY BF. today is assignment day! wasted my off day. slacking. Arrr... gonna nap now. sayonara! Back to top, Babeh ! he loves me. he loves me not. / Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥ even if the whole world fails me. he wont. Back to top, Babeh ! EXHAUSTEd. Tuesday, October 07, 2008 / Tuesday, October 07, 2008 ♥ i hate soft toys.* HEE. but behind every softie. there is a touching story. LOLX. my BF sucks at UFO catcher. boo. LOLX. can some one teach him how to play arcade? improve his skills? (hint* to CCF) crazy nah. I HAvE SO MANY GIANT SOFTIEs. GET ME A REAL DOG LA. i want my 'ji bao bei' hohoho LOLX. AND I GOT SO MANY DOGS! =XXXxx ME n dear dear watching 'fated to love u' now. :))))zz sweet sweet nah. why do i have to work tmr. roar. i am bloody tired. roar. why am i always tired. roar. my room is in a mess. roar. i want my own room. roar. ohhh.. btw... i love my bro's new car :DDDDDDDDD kinda missed the lancer. so sad... didnt have any chance to take a nice pic with it and is gone now. replaced with the chilli hot hot hot integra. kekeke. :))) i love cars. i wanna drive!!!!! PS: the more i hear of things. the more confused i get. i dont wanna get involved with the complexity of r/s w human beings lolx. i wish things get better. i wish everyone stop thinking so much. i wish for... world PEACE. good night world. :) Back to top, Babeh ! one of those days. Sunday, October 05, 2008 / Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥ after slogging at work for hours on a weekend sat... did enjoyed dinner at Aston with my 2 bunnies. finally the clock strucks eleven pm. & i got released from work. FREEDOM. but by the time... i was feeling sick and we had to catch a show at 12++a.m I puked out maybe 1/4 of my dinner :((( finally got better after we found a cosy spot to relish our childhood. heh heh... is a kids playground corner at THE CATHAy. woots* played quite a lot. took zillion pics. Hee. Caught the eagle eye digital. :)) and is not bad~ after the show, shopped at 7-11 with dear dear and we ate a whole lot and caught fear factor at home before dozing off to sleep at 4 a.m. Some pics I 'Cope' from Joo. Lolx. my dear Joo is such a PRo when it comes to beautifying the pics :D My very rare off days with the pretty babes: PS: I feel like getting a new camera. CANON PowerShot E1. :)))) maybe for my next yr bday. hohoho. PSS: Shan Shan... I miss u. Take good care. huggies* I'll always be here for u.* Back to top, Babeh ! Dr. M is L-o-v-e Friday, October 03, 2008 / Friday, October 03, 2008 ♥ Fri 3/10 was the last day of politics classes. It was time to bid good bye to Dr. Musselman :((( I waited for everyone to talk to him and so on... while I wanted to go forward for a hand shake with him. Shyly, I said "Take care Sir" and I extended my hand to him... and He replied "Come here Kiddo" and gave me a warm grandpa hug that melted my heart <3 hee It is really a great honor to be taught by him. You wouldnt wanna miss any of his classes! Like a treasure chest, he's full of wisdom and wonderfulness. And I' will remember the things that he have taught us... DR. M is love. :))))))))))) Saying good bye is hard... Back to top, Babeh !	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