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*em' decided to remove the MJ vs Pokemon vid after viewing the ending* zzz... -_-
Dont wanna insult MJ!

didi* msg*

Ah-Boon Bro: guys tml come in at 7.30 night. after my production, we will go for party. dress clothes(ah ting) standard. any thing not sure google it.

i still have unspoken fears and loneliness.

still feeling lonely.
what's the expiry date for friendship or love.
wld u hold my hand forever.
i will count my blessing everyday. but just let me sink into my emo bubble now.

music is therapy.

telling myself to keep faith.
when the sky is falling down, i'll use it as my BLANKET.
ARG

ps: i must help myself...


wah just finish viewing the vid on FB. my shan,jess,ker dancing the flash mob dance at raffles so cool and cute. THUMBS UP!!!
and i miss dancing lah!!! =(

seriously, do u know how AWFUL I FELT?

PS: u'll be the first to know when my heart breaks.

zz. i cannot speak abt those emotions that's like twirling in me every single day i worked my endurance and tolerance level. 've bottled up way too much emotions and of course, it caused an in-plosion. Thanks Joo yr like captain planet lah to save kay's polluted world and make green again!! I swear yr one of the few people who've seem me wail like a BABY, smudged make up, messy hair, messy clothes, and i think my tummy was bloated and bulging and i couldn't care less abt it or my takglam image LOL. hack la. all I WANNA DO IS SCREAM MY HEAD OFF LA. or smash things on the GROUND. I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHY THESE PPL HAVE NO BASIC COURTESY OR MANNERS. A HANDFUL OF THEM IS ENOUGH TO DRIVE U UP THE WALLS. THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE IF THEY GO BACK TO PRE-SCH AND LEARN THEIR MANNERS OH GOD!! It's TERRIBLE WORKING IN AN ENVIRONMENT EMITTING NEGATIVE VIBES AT ALL TIMES. (and so I MC-ed and for a day to recover my heart body and soul) It feels awful but I have to stand back up on my two feet...

i havent had a chance to me at all...
it's sad but i look forward to sunday really.... bcos my besties and my mushroomies will be thr to appreciate my melodious voice. LALALA.

and due to my anger.sadness, some things just fall into places... such as our long awaited tour:
this is super random la, one day this week after gyming,
i walked into a tour agency checked on some tours stuff.
told bf abt it but i did most of the planning checking and all loh and got freakign stRESSED LA!
counted our MARTELL CANON BOTTLE SAVings ( prob. one year ago we started using this as a tour-love-fund or love-tour-fund) SO YES. WE spent more than one hour counting dirty coins and notes la... and Yay we saved up to 1000!!! =] so yes we are going to...

TAIWAN!!! and it's a FULL 7 days 6 nights tour!!
(siao right. it's not cheap! and it's not too ex too. it took me a hard thinking to choose this. think it's a worthy package becos we get to stay in a hot spring hotel, farm stay and get to tour the taroko national park, sun moon lake, ximending, shilin, bullet train, yada yada.
haha and my yang will be paying the rest as my anni gift. so i jus need to pay for my own shopping~ *evil smile*)


so you can soon view our video shouting "welcome to TAIWAN" (OK lame lah, but i will do it to disturb JOO)

lol this is madness, bcos within one week we decide on which package, just submitted my leave application, and my bank has less than erm hmm amount of money, okay actually is like i can barely survive until my pay cheque which i prob gets in only by starting of Nov and we're gonna fly on 3rd NOV... ccrazzzzy. but i LIKE.
I LOVE IMPROMPTU TOURSSS. COME BRING IT ON!!!

我一直忍着。。。
默默地。。。直到我不能承受了


thanks baby , joo (the ones who seen it all)
porkchops, &gfs.
i bear it all within me. i carry a smile whenever i go...
i know i'm strong but i've got to be stronger.

hangover?

if you see me club
if you see me drink
if you see me high (i know maine see this all the time LOL)
fear not.
i have no r/s woes LOL
i super duper love my BF PENSIEWYOUNG
i'm just flying high...
i wanna PARTY before i get married soon OKAE.


was supposed to chill out last night but yea....I took drinking to another higher level. guessed i Drank more than i danced and it defeats the purpose becos i wanna dance more than i wanna drink. a short list of what i've drank:
-Orange vodka
-lychee martini
-some cranberry vodka
-Waterfall (一人一半 w JO courtesy of Leo) follows on by flamming lambo (singing all by myself courtesy of Leoel)
-white wine
-burbon coke
etc etc

but guessed what... I was not drunk or knocked out at all! yay! damm super woman to work full shift, gym session run like 3km, had a heavy dinner of korean food! and head out to club all in one day and continue to work the next day. (I was guilty that i needed to take a half day off!) everything was quite perfect till my dear girl lost her LG crystal at the dance floor which was only 1 mth old and holds like 12312445231 no. of our photos and I really feel very sorry about it...



BF
you know me inside out
you know me well
my love is GOOD ar =]



PS: i hv no time to load the pics for alan's bday, serhan's bday, gatherings, grad, dates, club .... AI SOON!

F-riday-
(we live by faith and not by sight)

This week flew pass like a strong BREEZE with almost unbearable amount of workload. My life has been mundane or far worst than that speaking abt the nature of my work. Ai... Thou shall not whine about the pain I suffered in utter silence* LOL but change my perspective since I cannot do anything about my environment and anyway I have a couple of ideas spinning in my head in improvising on it.

Recalling the ' FUN ' happenings checklist :]
- Watched The Time Traveler's Wife.
- Completed Prison Break Season 1
- Bought gorgeous pumps in nude shade
- Collected my Diorsnow Compact
- Gyming Sessions cum Suana Steam Bath at True Fitness w Sis ( super duper shiok! )
- Celebrated Sis's Bday. Got a big treat from her at this Restaurant that is famous for their traditional Hokkien food! Got her lots of cute gifts.
- Spend All my savings at Watson on wet tissues and what's not.
- Experienced the Earthquake Tremors ( SO-NOT-Fun-And-scares-me-to-Death)
- Thai disco-ed
- Having the best BF in the world to prepare breakfast 便当 for me!

PS: Raffles place have plenty of super duper hot looking OG* haha. OFFICE GENTLEMEN? =D anyway yahhh. damm cute lahhh all the eye candies while I stride to work in high heels... not in my building though. see! I also know how to self entertain and enjoy LIFE.

life seems bit yellow, maybe becos i'm not used to it(work) and things can get overwhelming at times. I miss my life in retail despite the long hours; the fooling ard, eating, crapping, meeting people and clubbing after work is a life I own. I'm just too tired right now. :(



i'mmm so so so sorrrry
im so so so sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart
i'm a heARtbreaker x 6


(hahahaha... i keep singing this to irritate him* love u baby... yr the best of the best alr...)

*em' decided to remove the MJ vs Pokemon vid after viewing the ending* zzz... -_-
Dont wanna insult MJ!

didi* msg*

Ah-Boon Bro: guys tml come in at 7.30 night. after my production, we will go for party. dress clothes(ah ting) standard. any thing not sure google it.

i still have unspoken fears and loneliness.

still feeling lonely.
what's the expiry date for friendship or love.
wld u hold my hand forever.
i will count my blessing everyday. but just let me sink into my emo bubble now.

music is therapy.

telling myself to keep faith.
when the sky is falling down, i'll use it as my BLANKET.
ARG

ps: i must help myself...


wah just finish viewing the vid on FB. my shan,jess,ker dancing the flash mob dance at raffles so cool and cute. THUMBS UP!!!
and i miss dancing lah!!! =(

seriously, do u know how AWFUL I FELT?

PS: u'll be the first to know when my heart breaks.

zz. i cannot speak abt those emotions that's like twirling in me every single day i worked my endurance and tolerance level. 've bottled up way too much emotions and of course, it caused an in-plosion. Thanks Joo yr like captain planet lah to save kay's polluted world and make green again!! I swear yr one of the few people who've seem me wail like a BABY, smudged make up, messy hair, messy clothes, and i think my tummy was bloated and bulging and i couldn't care less abt it or my takglam image LOL. hack la. all I WANNA DO IS SCREAM MY HEAD OFF LA. or smash things on the GROUND. I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHY THESE PPL HAVE NO BASIC COURTESY OR MANNERS. A HANDFUL OF THEM IS ENOUGH TO DRIVE U UP THE WALLS. THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE IF THEY GO BACK TO PRE-SCH AND LEARN THEIR MANNERS OH GOD!! It's TERRIBLE WORKING IN AN ENVIRONMENT EMITTING NEGATIVE VIBES AT ALL TIMES. (and so I MC-ed and for a day to recover my heart body and soul) It feels awful but I have to stand back up on my two feet...

i havent had a chance to me at all...
it's sad but i look forward to sunday really.... bcos my besties and my mushroomies will be thr to appreciate my melodious voice. LALALA.

and due to my anger.sadness, some things just fall into places... such as our long awaited tour:
this is super random la, one day this week after gyming,
i walked into a tour agency checked on some tours stuff.
told bf abt it but i did most of the planning checking and all loh and got freakign stRESSED LA!
counted our MARTELL CANON BOTTLE SAVings ( prob. one year ago we started using this as a tour-love-fund or love-tour-fund) SO YES. WE spent more than one hour counting dirty coins and notes la... and Yay we saved up to 1000!!! =] so yes we are going to...

TAIWAN!!! and it's a FULL 7 days 6 nights tour!!
(siao right. it's not cheap! and it's not too ex too. it took me a hard thinking to choose this. think it's a worthy package becos we get to stay in a hot spring hotel, farm stay and get to tour the taroko national park, sun moon lake, ximending, shilin, bullet train, yada yada.
haha and my yang will be paying the rest as my anni gift. so i jus need to pay for my own shopping~ *evil smile*)


so you can soon view our video shouting "welcome to TAIWAN" (OK lame lah, but i will do it to disturb JOO)

lol this is madness, bcos within one week we decide on which package, just submitted my leave application, and my bank has less than erm hmm amount of money, okay actually is like i can barely survive until my pay cheque which i prob gets in only by starting of Nov and we're gonna fly on 3rd NOV... ccrazzzzy. but i LIKE.
I LOVE IMPROMPTU TOURSSS. COME BRING IT ON!!!

我一直忍着。。。
默默地。。。直到我不能承受了


thanks baby , joo (the ones who seen it all)
porkchops, &gfs.
i bear it all within me. i carry a smile whenever i go...
i know i'm strong but i've got to be stronger.

hangover?

if you see me club
if you see me drink
if you see me high (i know maine see this all the time LOL)
fear not.
i have no r/s woes LOL
i super duper love my BF PENSIEWYOUNG
i'm just flying high...
i wanna PARTY before i get married soon OKAE.


was supposed to chill out last night but yea....I took drinking to another higher level. guessed i Drank more than i danced and it defeats the purpose becos i wanna dance more than i wanna drink. a short list of what i've drank:
-Orange vodka
-lychee martini
-some cranberry vodka
-Waterfall (一人一半 w JO courtesy of Leo) follows on by flamming lambo (singing all by myself courtesy of Leoel)
-white wine
-burbon coke
etc etc

but guessed what... I was not drunk or knocked out at all! yay! damm super woman to work full shift, gym session run like 3km, had a heavy dinner of korean food! and head out to club all in one day and continue to work the next day. (I was guilty that i needed to take a half day off!) everything was quite perfect till my dear girl lost her LG crystal at the dance floor which was only 1 mth old and holds like 12312445231 no. of our photos and I really feel very sorry about it...



BF
you know me inside out
you know me well
my love is GOOD ar =]



PS: i hv no time to load the pics for alan's bday, serhan's bday, gatherings, grad, dates, club .... AI SOON!

F-riday-
(we live by faith and not by sight)

This week flew pass like a strong BREEZE with almost unbearable amount of workload. My life has been mundane or far worst than that speaking abt the nature of my work. Ai... Thou shall not whine about the pain I suffered in utter silence* LOL but change my perspective since I cannot do anything about my environment and anyway I have a couple of ideas spinning in my head in improvising on it.

Recalling the ' FUN ' happenings checklist :]
- Watched The Time Traveler's Wife.
- Completed Prison Break Season 1
- Bought gorgeous pumps in nude shade
- Collected my Diorsnow Compact
- Gyming Sessions cum Suana Steam Bath at True Fitness w Sis ( super duper shiok! )
- Celebrated Sis's Bday. Got a big treat from her at this Restaurant that is famous for their traditional Hokkien food! Got her lots of cute gifts.
- Spend All my savings at Watson on wet tissues and what's not.
- Experienced the Earthquake Tremors ( SO-NOT-Fun-And-scares-me-to-Death)
- Thai disco-ed
- Having the best BF in the world to prepare breakfast 便当 for me!

PS: Raffles place have plenty of super duper hot looking OG* haha. OFFICE GENTLEMEN? =D anyway yahhh. damm cute lahhh all the eye candies while I stride to work in high heels... not in my building though. see! I also know how to self entertain and enjoy LIFE.

life seems bit yellow, maybe becos i'm not used to it(work) and things can get overwhelming at times. I miss my life in retail despite the long hours; the fooling ard, eating, crapping, meeting people and clubbing after work is a life I own. I'm just too tired right now. :(



i'mmm so so so sorrrry
im so so so sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart
i'm a heARtbreaker x 6


(hahahaha... i keep singing this to irritate him* love u baby... yr the best of the best alr...)