About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	sick sickly Monday, June 29, 2009 / Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥ i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm feeling irritated at my body. i dont feeel like being seen. Back to top, Babeh ! lotus words Friday, June 26, 2009 / Friday, June 26, 2009 ♥ jin says "be a lotus. No matter how ugly, greedy and sinful is the world around you, never succumb yourself to be like them. Like a lotus, it stays beautiful in the center of the muddy pond" Back to top, Babeh ! jus a lil bit more time okay. for me Sunday, June 21, 2009 / Sunday, June 21, 2009 ♥ i wish i have more time to get things done... i'm seriously exhausted... today was lazy at heart. fainted on the bed last night. my stress level seems to hit a freaking extreme level alr. but ya... i let myself relax abit today... so i'm like super duper happy met my ethan ruan jing tian. and enjoyed an awesome steamboating cum bbq dinner with my yang and bao at east coast. =] ok back to dealing w my stuff now. tata Back to top, Babeh ! no place to call my own Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥ fcukedup. you can do whatever you want. Back to top, Babeh ! cheese Sunday, June 14, 2009 / Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥ lol. :))))) ps: still lub this pic. realize we havent took any pics tog lately... hmm. or most of it still un-loaded in my cam. i.o.u Back to top, Babeh ! IT fair is so not fun. kay speaks computer lang. / Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥ i have so much to say... but so little to blog abt. but...it's been really stressful w.o you... :((( (at clark quay last night...) she says: OK. so yr getting me the lappie? he says: yes. she says: WHY? adv. anni/adv. xmas/ adv. labour day LOL he says: for fun. -_-knew he wld say that. i'm really lucky to have you... to love me more than any guy wld do. to give me a whole heart. woot. it hadnt been really good lately. life kinda crumples up with me working and climbing into bed half-dead. he's busy i'm busy we're all BUSY. IT fair is so... not fun. had never really been to an IT fair before, not that fascinated by the it gadgets. but ya i so happen to have the privillege of entering at 11 am :) lucky me and i have my precious 3 bros alex, kaihong,soon poh working at level 6 hee and many friends of friends and friends. yet due to my terrible work schedule... i have only 45 mins to spare. i made the decision of getting a lappie and he totally supports me... more than my family wld do. but it's really taxing and stressful to make all the decisions on my own within my limited time. HEE but i finally bought it today yay. it's LG. yea. i really think very carefully. i didnt take LG brochure at all for the past 2 days! haha. but the specs is like so pro lar for the price. and i have to give up on many tempting choices so yup i bought it and no regrets! but i'm gonna get it g-wrap or sthng and make it white colour haha. much much much thanks to my sweet BF, my kor kor, soonpoh's pro advice, Joo for checking stuff for me, tidus for helping me que n carry and all. (THEY REALLY JUST HELP ME A WHOLE LOT MAN) and my own sis for accing me. soonpoh! haha i got sthng touching to tell ya... wait for u to off work 1st bah :) i'm at a lost without them. i think i'm really wealthy at heart with my friends. hee. and i'm getting so pro from speaking all the com lang. throughout the 3 days.. lol. duo core processor, core 2 duo processor, intel@pentinium bla bla bla... ps: i really feel much better after blogging. it has really been v stressful for me. maybe it's the long hours of work that is wearing me down that i can not think properly. but yes. i am so much happier. :))) tata Back to top, Babeh ! i just like being me. Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / Tuesday, June 09, 2009 ♥ bcos i'm at home. i have all the time in the world to blog abt my ever rollarcoaster hectic slacker life. i slept till 2 pm today and suffered from minor migrain LOL, awoke to find my bf handling admin duties for his co. ROFL. he brought me n his mum out for food at kovan and we have to settle for this jap/korean/asian fusion food place bcos it's air-conditioned. BUT it serves really bad food -_- anyway the rest of the day was housework duties, alan, lan gaming , supper,home. it's 3 am now. i just wrote a testi to my dead friend. it seems odd. but yea... i suddenly have this very dark emo sensation within me... like how death will haunt u down no matter what. anyway i'm falling ill soon with total lack of sleep and overloaded with good food and overdosed of chocs. no matter what, i'm always loved by my BF and my BFFs that enjoys showering me with fat food. it's always good and awkward to be home. i heart my mum but i'm constantly being reprimanded for my actions, my disappearance, my night life, my job, my no-job, by you-know-who. I'm 22 but acting like 17 and feeling very 17. talk abt being 17 again lol. i bet they cant handle my life then, they cant handle it now. okay what else... hmm. i've been busy being parts of friend's life. handling their emotions and trying to be there for them. here n there. there's so much complications, much more than i wanna know or handle at times. but o well, that's life. maybe i should look for jobs in the social welfare department =] PS: O YA. I had this uber romantic date with BF on SAT night after work, dining at shokudo pasta place at cine level 2 till late 3 a.m PSS: My dear Joo bought the MAMA tomyam noodles for me... =] and i'm going to have a special date with her tmr!! shoppping at the Etude house! Back to top, Babeh ! random off day Monday, June 08, 2009 / Monday, June 08, 2009 ♥ i have this mental note in me. i'll keep a happy heart and may all things will fall in place by itself. xoxo kay Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	sick sickly Monday, June 29, 2009 / Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥ i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm nt feeling well. i'm feeling irritated at my body. i dont feeel like being seen. Back to top, Babeh ! lotus words Friday, June 26, 2009 / Friday, June 26, 2009 ♥ jin says "be a lotus. No matter how ugly, greedy and sinful is the world around you, never succumb yourself to be like them. Like a lotus, it stays beautiful in the center of the muddy pond" Back to top, Babeh ! jus a lil bit more time okay. for me Sunday, June 21, 2009 / Sunday, June 21, 2009 ♥ i wish i have more time to get things done... i'm seriously exhausted... today was lazy at heart. fainted on the bed last night. my stress level seems to hit a freaking extreme level alr. but ya... i let myself relax abit today... so i'm like super duper happy met my ethan ruan jing tian. and enjoyed an awesome steamboating cum bbq dinner with my yang and bao at east coast. =] ok back to dealing w my stuff now. tata Back to top, Babeh ! no place to call my own Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥ fcukedup. you can do whatever you want. Back to top, Babeh ! cheese Sunday, June 14, 2009 / Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥ lol. :))))) ps: still lub this pic. realize we havent took any pics tog lately... hmm. or most of it still un-loaded in my cam. i.o.u Back to top, Babeh ! IT fair is so not fun. kay speaks computer lang. / Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥ i have so much to say... but so little to blog abt. but...it's been really stressful w.o you... :((( (at clark quay last night...) she says: OK. so yr getting me the lappie? he says: yes. she says: WHY? adv. anni/adv. xmas/ adv. labour day LOL he says: for fun. -_-knew he wld say that. i'm really lucky to have you... to love me more than any guy wld do. to give me a whole heart. woot. it hadnt been really good lately. life kinda crumples up with me working and climbing into bed half-dead. he's busy i'm busy we're all BUSY. IT fair is so... not fun. had never really been to an IT fair before, not that fascinated by the it gadgets. but ya i so happen to have the privillege of entering at 11 am :) lucky me and i have my precious 3 bros alex, kaihong,soon poh working at level 6 hee and many friends of friends and friends. yet due to my terrible work schedule... i have only 45 mins to spare. i made the decision of getting a lappie and he totally supports me... more than my family wld do. but it's really taxing and stressful to make all the decisions on my own within my limited time. HEE but i finally bought it today yay. it's LG. yea. i really think very carefully. i didnt take LG brochure at all for the past 2 days! haha. but the specs is like so pro lar for the price. and i have to give up on many tempting choices so yup i bought it and no regrets! but i'm gonna get it g-wrap or sthng and make it white colour haha. much much much thanks to my sweet BF, my kor kor, soonpoh's pro advice, Joo for checking stuff for me, tidus for helping me que n carry and all. (THEY REALLY JUST HELP ME A WHOLE LOT MAN) and my own sis for accing me. soonpoh! haha i got sthng touching to tell ya... wait for u to off work 1st bah :) i'm at a lost without them. i think i'm really wealthy at heart with my friends. hee. and i'm getting so pro from speaking all the com lang. throughout the 3 days.. lol. duo core processor, core 2 duo processor, intel@pentinium bla bla bla... ps: i really feel much better after blogging. it has really been v stressful for me. maybe it's the long hours of work that is wearing me down that i can not think properly. but yes. i am so much happier. :))) tata Back to top, Babeh ! i just like being me. Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / Tuesday, June 09, 2009 ♥ bcos i'm at home. i have all the time in the world to blog abt my ever rollarcoaster hectic slacker life. i slept till 2 pm today and suffered from minor migrain LOL, awoke to find my bf handling admin duties for his co. ROFL. he brought me n his mum out for food at kovan and we have to settle for this jap/korean/asian fusion food place bcos it's air-conditioned. BUT it serves really bad food -_- anyway the rest of the day was housework duties, alan, lan gaming , supper,home. it's 3 am now. i just wrote a testi to my dead friend. it seems odd. but yea... i suddenly have this very dark emo sensation within me... like how death will haunt u down no matter what. anyway i'm falling ill soon with total lack of sleep and overloaded with good food and overdosed of chocs. no matter what, i'm always loved by my BF and my BFFs that enjoys showering me with fat food. it's always good and awkward to be home. i heart my mum but i'm constantly being reprimanded for my actions, my disappearance, my night life, my job, my no-job, by you-know-who. I'm 22 but acting like 17 and feeling very 17. talk abt being 17 again lol. i bet they cant handle my life then, they cant handle it now. okay what else... hmm. i've been busy being parts of friend's life. handling their emotions and trying to be there for them. here n there. there's so much complications, much more than i wanna know or handle at times. but o well, that's life. maybe i should look for jobs in the social welfare department =] PS: O YA. I had this uber romantic date with BF on SAT night after work, dining at shokudo pasta place at cine level 2 till late 3 a.m PSS: My dear Joo bought the MAMA tomyam noodles for me... =] and i'm going to have a special date with her tmr!! shoppping at the Etude house! Back to top, Babeh ! random off day Monday, June 08, 2009 / Monday, June 08, 2009 ♥ i have this mental note in me. i'll keep a happy heart and may all things will fall in place by itself. xoxo kay Back to top, Babeh !	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