About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Friday, February 29, 2008 / Friday, February 29, 2008 ♥ never ending. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, February 26, 2008 / Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥ my childhood girl.. she ate 2 bowls of desserts haha.. it seems like eons since we meet up.... hoped can meet up more la. within my this small hols. love u lots. though i didnt shop much. i did enjoy blabbing so much to u. heart heart* i look really bah bah now and that's depressing. is even more depressing that i'm not cutting down on the food. just came back from lots of indian rojak n teh terik. same shop i went last night but with beng brother for supper. (had a long n nice chat with him! thnks for coming down all the way) the boss seems quite appalled to see me visit his store with diff guys every night. and bf want to disturb at least i had a good laugh with him... wasnt really angry that he accidentally sorta spoil my ds. cos he seems really worried abt it. hugs* we'll get it fix k. or maybe u go and get it fix bah. me lazy* =P i dread work tmr. i dont like him v much. i really really dislike my hair now. =((((((( i miss alot of people. i'm feeling muuch better already. i still hope to meet up with my loved ones this short hols. much is love. shall post more pics soon ciaos Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 25, 2008 / Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥ Kitty woes... i pick another kitty back.. again... all by myself this time. poor kitty. Back to top, Babeh ! / Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥ Fullstop. I would very much like to blog. to put some pauses. and slots of memories back into this life of mine. Blogging allows me to piece up and gives me a brief moment to smile, to breathe and to remember how i live. Like. Lightning bLot. I still cant believe 2007 is OVER. this 2 mths of 2008 swooshed past, and i really felt i havent live these days at all. Expected that this year will pass by really really fast with a number of 21st events already jotted down' in my planner. ReCaps: Feb: CNY days at msia' thanks to the bf... for being the most patient guy in the world to love the most impatient gf in the world. you made my days v happy over there and takes great pain in looking after me. Happy Birthday to my very beloved buddy TayKaiHong. alas, we threw him a surprise during the steamboat-cny-gathering. I'm glad I was able to make it...despite my unstable mood, i truly enjoyed every moment of it. famous kueh-lapis-must-have-evry-yr by ah bao's mum Gambling with coco. Happy sweet sweet Valentine's day. truly... it was excruciating to begin with. nah... it wasnt that bad... i Overrrated it with my tears. we finally did went to escape theme park. 2 days after v day... but things didnt get any better. Sunflowers love. from Jooo. thanks for being the first girl to send me flowers to my door. sweeeet* I met up with tanwenqi teacher to destress before e exam... thanks for being there with me.. sorry not much laughters from me. nt much tears too... cos i'm drained =P Happy birthday Chan bao bao. 21 already. wink* Exams are over. again. I have so much to do. . . =) I caught L Change The World. And I love it =) i really really like him alot.... PS: thanks for the concern from all of u... <3 that's all. I ~~need to~~ love myself Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 24, 2008 / Sunday, February 24, 2008 ♥ though is sunday... 24hrs after my exam ALR i'm still brooding over it. i screwed up big time... havent been so upset over a paper for a long time... nt bcos i didnt studied. yet bcos i did... but interpreted the qns wrongly... sigh* i need to move on... Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 21, 2008 / Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥ em' walking in circles... unsheltered, stones n rocks come raining on me. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 17, 2008 / Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥ healing. the unexpected surprise from Jooo.. ..... i cant pen down how i feel now... touched by the big heart. (you look so cute... standing right at my door with the huge stalk of flower) ps: i love u. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, February 15, 2008 / Friday, February 15, 2008 ♥ i cannot stop tearing. i try to sleep away my feelings. i'm dying to talk to somebody. but i can.t i cannot bring myself to talk. em' sorry i am really dying Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 14, 2008 / Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥ tears. Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, February 13, 2008 / Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥ Emo-boo boo mood. I'm SnEezinG Away. HeavY mood. i wanna go swimming. the sky is dark, no sun. no brightness in me too. =) i cant wait for tmr. valentine valentine. he is probably my 1st valentine BF to have celebrated my vdays with me. have no idea how my past vdays were spent. with friends? at home? tv-ing? absolute no-idea. except once, i was 15 and caught a movie with kel at causewaypt (nt sure u rem anot) lolx. the west west ulu areas we went. and we even thought of buying flowers for each other. well. this yr , i have nothing for him. no more cooking/ baking / 'art n crafts' i tried to make a card but is was quite bad. so ya i wrote a note. and slot it into an envelope. i have no stress abt tmr. haha. no plans. no stress. i jus wanna relax tog. simplicity is the best. ( okay la. i am jus plain lazzzYy) i thought of him alot this morning. the first thing i thought of when i opened my eyes. i thought of the times we spent. the moments we loved. the moments we cried. i smiled and roll around on the bed. is wonderful to be loved. by him. when i gaze at ur back, i know i wanna grow old with you. is amazing how yr fingers fit so perfectly into the gaps of mine. i just never wanna let go... TE AMO i'm feeling better now. see, the wonders of love. it makes u stronger and weaker at the same time. PS: love sucks, hurts and stabbed u hard in the heArt. bt for once, let's not be a complicated fool. I know love can be so beautiful. i'm dying to fly n dance. and he said we will. tonight. at the paRk. =))) Back to top, Babeh ! / Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥ yoohoo i'm all flUbbY and marvey and pooey NoW. my life is back to being indescribably Duhzzz.... ending with a big capital "Zeeee" all i do is stuffing pineapple tarts / chocolAt into my mouth, leaving it undigested in my tummy for moments. then i pop open another coke bottle. and slurp slurp slurp... tons of sugar injecting into mE. yuppie hooray to the new pounds added on my flEsh. -_- sobx Life is no LIFE- Is duhz. cos the assignment is on my head now. i could only escape to some lala land when i'm in my Ds mode. my day. dullz. morn- temple. then back home. duhz again. Ds mode for an hr. Late noon: bf FiNaLLY brought me to catch my very anticipated show CJ7. I love love Stephen Chow =))) K K. despite all the very negative reviews, I, myself, like the show. though not very big hooha love it kinda-feel. i still think is a pretty good film. i am so deprived of shopping. i think the stress mode is coming up on me now. i am soooo secretly practising being mad at home. the mirror is so evil u know. =(( duhz. though v day is soon to be here. though steamboating day is on sat. Ps: i have no life (ifeel) till after Exam. Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 11, 2008 / Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥ I'm home!!!!! BLEAHX I'm sooooooo tired. ChuYi in Spore was duhz~ we didnt have many rounds of 'bun luck' nor did we do much things. but of cos 100000 photos were taken. some came late, some were not present. a simple gathering was all. the rest of the 3 days were spent in msia. I enjoyed there' cos the schwork/exam have been all put behind my mind stored in a safe cool place. I had like 5 to 6 reUnion breakfast,snacks,lunch,snacks,dinner,supper meals all tog. it seems like never-ending food n foood. time seems to slow down there... ~ with no internet~~~~ we just enjoy spending time with each other, talking n stuff. this yr is better with the new shopping mall k parade in kluang. consider there got nothing except Giant -_-. they have a cinema now with all the latest shows but we didnt have much time to catch one. i manage to do quite a bit of shopping there! I'm so glad I went back again. is been 2 years since i went back. and now this year getting closer to my dear's cousin's gf =) so felt more homely. Dear's gift to mum loh hei on eve dinner. doggie looks so happy too ^_^ My gift for dear's mum. new version of loh hei ( abaloNe salad) Very Yummy. Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 07, 2008 / Thursday, February 07, 2008 ♥ Bleahx. 3.30am finally home! from all the bai bai and JalanKayu Pratas. HAPPY new YEAR greetings to all lovely beings in my life. is been a long day ! buying clothes for the bf and mummy. "N" with all the fOoD n fOod n fOOd :) i cant wait for tmr.. :) i'm suddenly all excited abt new yr again =P but will be leaving on 'chu er' for kluang. when i'm back. will be gathering with the peeps for steamboat yummY! and majong sessions k ^_* poof* i'm in Mario world 7 now. tata Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, February 06, 2008 / Wednesday, February 06, 2008 ♥ Housewifey me. the chores i did lately are like...... sooo much! i even clean my windows! then carefully i unwrapped the gift from mum and placed it on my tablee: the carousel a goodluck charmy from dear. we got this from the chinatoWn. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, February 05, 2008 / Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ♥ room-cleaning for NEW YEAR fix the photos in the frame. but accidentally lose one tools for the last apple. sad though part of table. (tidy-in-progress) gonna change some pics/ stuff. those who knows... i'm one who places everything i love on my table. (like's shan's n me bridal pics LOL) can u spot something yet? well i'll Zoom in a little. (PROVE) tee hee* familiar anot? nt written by me lorhx. haha. and of cos the straw star is sitting on top of my polly pocket Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 04, 2008 / Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥ let's talk abt love... Love. it hasnt been smooth sailing for days.weeks.months. wonder when does the storm ends?? you know... i'll wear this everyday every minute. when it dont matches any of my outfits. addiction. Ikea's meatballs after exam =)zz (shan's not included in pics??) Belated bday-Post my 1st angbao frm yang's pa. (at dear's place. him preparing the food) the cake arrived. but i accidentally 'hurt' it. sigh quite difficult to take proper pics with them ar.. LOL tat's all. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 03, 2008 / Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥ Reunion. and more 'whys' popping in the head now. there's a tone of sadness as New yr is nearing. and a sense of fear / phobia / (nothing-to-look-forward-to) feeling. is getting more fragmented -theFamily. with each of us choosing seperate ways of spending IT. questions have been directed at me lately. casually asking abt her. and sometimes i have TOTALLY no idea how to reply. cos i dont really know how she looks like anymore? though staying under one's rooF. they ask me abt her hair? her figure. her habits. hurrr.. why me. why ask me? that's why... i hate gatherings. they dont know what went wrong... things have gone bad all the while. and if u ask me why i still tear over such a thing ,at this age alr. shouldnt jus act like a kid and cry like noob's business. but ... i still find it difficult to cope with... her. most would say " you have done what you can done... if she still behaves this way... then let her be." but why... why is she like this. whyyyyy i wish i can ignore this. we. cant exist on the same spot. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, February 01, 2008 / Friday, February 01, 2008 ♥ i guess... absence do make the heart/love fonder. i'm bad i'm bad. all i do is reveal my total 100% emo-ness to you. when your so tired...& rush to see me for a few hrs and have to rush back to camp again. i ask u to dye my haIR =XXX LOL i miss u--------------------------------------------------------------------------- this much. though i dont sms/call u. anD all i do is hang out with peeps and go clubbing when ur not ard. though i dont say it to people. ur always on my mind. heart heart. ps: love is a bittersweet symphonY. we'll survive. 1st time tried mambo-ing at zouk last night with the peeps. i love singing all the songs , dancing and all... really relieve alot of stress n emotions i'm facing now! lol.. Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Friday, February 29, 2008 / Friday, February 29, 2008 ♥ never ending. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, February 26, 2008 / Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥ my childhood girl.. she ate 2 bowls of desserts haha.. it seems like eons since we meet up.... hoped can meet up more la. within my this small hols. love u lots. though i didnt shop much. i did enjoy blabbing so much to u. heart heart* i look really bah bah now and that's depressing. is even more depressing that i'm not cutting down on the food. just came back from lots of indian rojak n teh terik. same shop i went last night but with beng brother for supper. (had a long n nice chat with him! thnks for coming down all the way) the boss seems quite appalled to see me visit his store with diff guys every night. and bf want to disturb at least i had a good laugh with him... wasnt really angry that he accidentally sorta spoil my ds. cos he seems really worried abt it. hugs* we'll get it fix k. or maybe u go and get it fix bah. me lazy* =P i dread work tmr. i dont like him v much. i really really dislike my hair now. =((((((( i miss alot of people. i'm feeling muuch better already. i still hope to meet up with my loved ones this short hols. much is love. shall post more pics soon ciaos Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 25, 2008 / Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥ Kitty woes... i pick another kitty back.. again... all by myself this time. poor kitty. Back to top, Babeh ! / Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥ Fullstop. I would very much like to blog. to put some pauses. and slots of memories back into this life of mine. Blogging allows me to piece up and gives me a brief moment to smile, to breathe and to remember how i live. Like. Lightning bLot. I still cant believe 2007 is OVER. this 2 mths of 2008 swooshed past, and i really felt i havent live these days at all. Expected that this year will pass by really really fast with a number of 21st events already jotted down' in my planner. ReCaps: Feb: CNY days at msia' thanks to the bf... for being the most patient guy in the world to love the most impatient gf in the world. you made my days v happy over there and takes great pain in looking after me. Happy Birthday to my very beloved buddy TayKaiHong. alas, we threw him a surprise during the steamboat-cny-gathering. I'm glad I was able to make it...despite my unstable mood, i truly enjoyed every moment of it. famous kueh-lapis-must-have-evry-yr by ah bao's mum Gambling with coco. Happy sweet sweet Valentine's day. truly... it was excruciating to begin with. nah... it wasnt that bad... i Overrrated it with my tears. we finally did went to escape theme park. 2 days after v day... but things didnt get any better. Sunflowers love. from Jooo. thanks for being the first girl to send me flowers to my door. sweeeet* I met up with tanwenqi teacher to destress before e exam... thanks for being there with me.. sorry not much laughters from me. nt much tears too... cos i'm drained =P Happy birthday Chan bao bao. 21 already. wink* Exams are over. again. I have so much to do. . . =) I caught L Change The World. And I love it =) i really really like him alot.... PS: thanks for the concern from all of u... <3 that's all. I ~~need to~~ love myself Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 24, 2008 / Sunday, February 24, 2008 ♥ though is sunday... 24hrs after my exam ALR i'm still brooding over it. i screwed up big time... havent been so upset over a paper for a long time... nt bcos i didnt studied. yet bcos i did... but interpreted the qns wrongly... sigh* i need to move on... Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 21, 2008 / Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥ em' walking in circles... unsheltered, stones n rocks come raining on me. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 17, 2008 / Sunday, February 17, 2008 ♥ healing. the unexpected surprise from Jooo.. ..... i cant pen down how i feel now... touched by the big heart. (you look so cute... standing right at my door with the huge stalk of flower) ps: i love u. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, February 15, 2008 / Friday, February 15, 2008 ♥ i cannot stop tearing. i try to sleep away my feelings. i'm dying to talk to somebody. but i can.t i cannot bring myself to talk. em' sorry i am really dying Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 14, 2008 / Thursday, February 14, 2008 ♥ tears. Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, February 13, 2008 / Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥ Emo-boo boo mood. I'm SnEezinG Away. HeavY mood. i wanna go swimming. the sky is dark, no sun. no brightness in me too. =) i cant wait for tmr. valentine valentine. he is probably my 1st valentine BF to have celebrated my vdays with me. have no idea how my past vdays were spent. with friends? at home? tv-ing? absolute no-idea. except once, i was 15 and caught a movie with kel at causewaypt (nt sure u rem anot) lolx. the west west ulu areas we went. and we even thought of buying flowers for each other. well. this yr , i have nothing for him. no more cooking/ baking / 'art n crafts' i tried to make a card but is was quite bad. so ya i wrote a note. and slot it into an envelope. i have no stress abt tmr. haha. no plans. no stress. i jus wanna relax tog. simplicity is the best. ( okay la. i am jus plain lazzzYy) i thought of him alot this morning. the first thing i thought of when i opened my eyes. i thought of the times we spent. the moments we loved. the moments we cried. i smiled and roll around on the bed. is wonderful to be loved. by him. when i gaze at ur back, i know i wanna grow old with you. is amazing how yr fingers fit so perfectly into the gaps of mine. i just never wanna let go... TE AMO i'm feeling better now. see, the wonders of love. it makes u stronger and weaker at the same time. PS: love sucks, hurts and stabbed u hard in the heArt. bt for once, let's not be a complicated fool. I know love can be so beautiful. i'm dying to fly n dance. and he said we will. tonight. at the paRk. =))) Back to top, Babeh ! / Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ♥ yoohoo i'm all flUbbY and marvey and pooey NoW. my life is back to being indescribably Duhzzz.... ending with a big capital "Zeeee" all i do is stuffing pineapple tarts / chocolAt into my mouth, leaving it undigested in my tummy for moments. then i pop open another coke bottle. and slurp slurp slurp... tons of sugar injecting into mE. yuppie hooray to the new pounds added on my flEsh. -_- sobx Life is no LIFE- Is duhz. cos the assignment is on my head now. i could only escape to some lala land when i'm in my Ds mode. my day. dullz. morn- temple. then back home. duhz again. Ds mode for an hr. Late noon: bf FiNaLLY brought me to catch my very anticipated show CJ7. I love love Stephen Chow =))) K K. despite all the very negative reviews, I, myself, like the show. though not very big hooha love it kinda-feel. i still think is a pretty good film. i am so deprived of shopping. i think the stress mode is coming up on me now. i am soooo secretly practising being mad at home. the mirror is so evil u know. =(( duhz. though v day is soon to be here. though steamboating day is on sat. Ps: i have no life (ifeel) till after Exam. Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 11, 2008 / Monday, February 11, 2008 ♥ I'm home!!!!! BLEAHX I'm sooooooo tired. ChuYi in Spore was duhz~ we didnt have many rounds of 'bun luck' nor did we do much things. but of cos 100000 photos were taken. some came late, some were not present. a simple gathering was all. the rest of the 3 days were spent in msia. I enjoyed there' cos the schwork/exam have been all put behind my mind stored in a safe cool place. I had like 5 to 6 reUnion breakfast,snacks,lunch,snacks,dinner,supper meals all tog. it seems like never-ending food n foood. time seems to slow down there... ~ with no internet~~~~ we just enjoy spending time with each other, talking n stuff. this yr is better with the new shopping mall k parade in kluang. consider there got nothing except Giant -_-. they have a cinema now with all the latest shows but we didnt have much time to catch one. i manage to do quite a bit of shopping there! I'm so glad I went back again. is been 2 years since i went back. and now this year getting closer to my dear's cousin's gf =) so felt more homely. Dear's gift to mum loh hei on eve dinner. doggie looks so happy too ^_^ My gift for dear's mum. new version of loh hei ( abaloNe salad) Very Yummy. Back to top, Babeh ! Thursday, February 07, 2008 / Thursday, February 07, 2008 ♥ Bleahx. 3.30am finally home! from all the bai bai and JalanKayu Pratas. HAPPY new YEAR greetings to all lovely beings in my life. is been a long day ! buying clothes for the bf and mummy. "N" with all the fOoD n fOod n fOOd :) i cant wait for tmr.. :) i'm suddenly all excited abt new yr again =P but will be leaving on 'chu er' for kluang. when i'm back. will be gathering with the peeps for steamboat yummY! and majong sessions k ^_* poof* i'm in Mario world 7 now. tata Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, February 06, 2008 / Wednesday, February 06, 2008 ♥ Housewifey me. the chores i did lately are like...... sooo much! i even clean my windows! then carefully i unwrapped the gift from mum and placed it on my tablee: the carousel a goodluck charmy from dear. we got this from the chinatoWn. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, February 05, 2008 / Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ♥ room-cleaning for NEW YEAR fix the photos in the frame. but accidentally lose one tools for the last apple. sad though part of table. (tidy-in-progress) gonna change some pics/ stuff. those who knows... i'm one who places everything i love on my table. (like's shan's n me bridal pics LOL) can u spot something yet? well i'll Zoom in a little. (PROVE) tee hee* familiar anot? nt written by me lorhx. haha. and of cos the straw star is sitting on top of my polly pocket Back to top, Babeh ! Monday, February 04, 2008 / Monday, February 04, 2008 ♥ let's talk abt love... Love. it hasnt been smooth sailing for days.weeks.months. wonder when does the storm ends?? you know... i'll wear this everyday every minute. when it dont matches any of my outfits. addiction. Ikea's meatballs after exam =)zz (shan's not included in pics??) Belated bday-Post my 1st angbao frm yang's pa. (at dear's place. him preparing the food) the cake arrived. but i accidentally 'hurt' it. sigh quite difficult to take proper pics with them ar.. LOL tat's all. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, February 03, 2008 / Sunday, February 03, 2008 ♥ Reunion. and more 'whys' popping in the head now. there's a tone of sadness as New yr is nearing. and a sense of fear / phobia / (nothing-to-look-forward-to) feeling. is getting more fragmented -theFamily. with each of us choosing seperate ways of spending IT. questions have been directed at me lately. casually asking abt her. and sometimes i have TOTALLY no idea how to reply. cos i dont really know how she looks like anymore? though staying under one's rooF. they ask me abt her hair? her figure. her habits. hurrr.. why me. why ask me? that's why... i hate gatherings. they dont know what went wrong... things have gone bad all the while. and if u ask me why i still tear over such a thing ,at this age alr. shouldnt jus act like a kid and cry like noob's business. but ... i still find it difficult to cope with... her. most would say " you have done what you can done... if she still behaves this way... then let her be." but why... why is she like this. whyyyyy i wish i can ignore this. we. cant exist on the same spot. Back to top, Babeh ! Friday, February 01, 2008 / Friday, February 01, 2008 ♥ i guess... absence do make the heart/love fonder. i'm bad i'm bad. all i do is reveal my total 100% emo-ness to you. when your so tired...& rush to see me for a few hrs and have to rush back to camp again. i ask u to dye my haIR =XXX LOL i miss u--------------------------------------------------------------------------- this much. though i dont sms/call u. anD all i do is hang out with peeps and go clubbing when ur not ard. though i dont say it to people. ur always on my mind. heart heart. ps: love is a bittersweet symphonY. we'll survive. 1st time tried mambo-ing at zouk last night with the peeps. i love singing all the songs , dancing and all... really relieve alot of stress n emotions i'm facing now! lol.. Back to top, Babeh !	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