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Then why do I feel the same?

Monday, January 29, 2007 / Monday, January 29, 2007

weeee..... tired ya and stressed.
i really really dont feel like touching the project at all.
i really really dont feel like doing the powerpt slides at all.
i really really dont want to do the presentation.
SIGH


today;
celebrated Beng's bday :) with him.
we had SAKAE SUSHI. yummmmmmy.
ate all my fav food.
SAlmon! soft Shell Crab. mochi sesamee ice Cream.
and for dessert i treat him "Fried MARs BARs"
thanks for the dress. love it ^_^


HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY BENG!


all work and no play makes me a DULL girl
now i had enough fun.

is time to start my work.

still.
miss my BF v much!
in a sweet way. thanks for all the emotional support you have given me.

tata



Sunday, January 28, 2007 / Sunday, January 28, 2007

LOVE SICK



sayonara.
outfield 10 days.
the bf will only be back after my mmr exam. bleahx



Wednesday, January 24, 2007 / Wednesday, January 24, 2007

SO TIRED AND FAT



Sunday, January 21, 2007 / Sunday, January 21, 2007

HavinG the warm FuzZy Feeling in my heArt

=)
oh my... very surprised and very touched by you sweet little BUNCH of people.. and all the efforts done just to give me a wonderful bday, know alot of ppl (e.g cheryl esther joyce lishan. . .)try to gei gei ignore, avoid and forget my bday. didnt expect much this year but god gave me so much back in return lol...very very happy :)

my bday;
v simple. i woke up late and my papa ta bao breakfast for me. so end up didnt have what macDonald's or great breakfast with Yang. He came down and we just had lunch tog very boring, sleepy lazy day. left. and he told me to meet him at Bugis ard 5.45pm but I reached rather late.. cos was feeling depressed again due to certain reasons. I'm SO SORRY! I didnt know so many people will be waiting for me!


Funnily i Reached there and he brought me to SkeTches.. i knew he asked the usual people so i only saw one table and totally oblivious to the other table until they call out my name. hahaha.. =)




too tired to resize the pics;
here's an overview



my sweeeties! special thanks to LiShan from my bf.
and from me too. know u rush like hell to get here;
know you did alot of things for me; muackS!!! =)))


the BEST-EsT BF =)
and to end this day...
i reached home....... and opened my bag and saw this;


ya.. so touched. really wanna cry. =)
the hearrrt is feeling fuzzy fuzzy fuzzy......

Last night surprise from the BF


he got me this. scared i feel lonely :)
VERY TIRED ALR..
but have to finish this post before i lose the feel-ing Ah..
lol.. so happy .and so sorriewww couldnt entertain u guys much cos the grp is too big. and i am very happy and thanks for the gifts etc. i havent touch at all cos must take my time to look through it =)) instead of just tearing away at the wrappers lol.
tata.. need to RESt now.



Friday, January 19, 2007 / Friday, January 19, 2007

H a pp y BirthdAy to meeeeeeeee!

relax mode; after pom pom
chomping on my Cadbury milk chocolates..
having SoRetHroat and Ulcers.
Exams are over! weeeee



hehe.. 2 mins more count down to my 20th bday.
oh my god gonna be so old! OMG! 20..
then it will 21, 22, 23... bla bla..


I wanna be a kid forever! =(((((



so bored. haha.. but so sweet that yun actually called me 30 mins earlier to chat with me. ya sweetest ever! very surprised! esp a call from her..lol
yah and thanks to the messages from darling people ya.


I'm stuck at home. tHe Bf suppose to give me a surprise at 12 midnight but hey yo.. no car = no surprise.. wahhaha.. nah it's alright

i very HAPPY that exam is over!

thanks to my ger who accompany me throughout the entire study break.so bored at home. all i do is study, sleep, eat and bathe my dog. what else can i do?


MY GER GER



Wednesday, January 17, 2007 / Wednesday, January 17, 2007

it seems like these days a lot ppl are feeling emo. feeling down. feeling bad. feeling sucky. but it's okay. you know the brighter days will come.
there's times we feel like we have no one. all alone. in that corner. that's what we do best. hiding in that corner. hiding...
and perhaps we have no faith in each other in anyone. we trust no one to comfort us. we only have ourselves...
but is alright to cry.. CRY IT OUT LOUD and GET OVER WITH IT!!!!!!

i'm sure today gonna be a day i'm not studying much not getting much done not doing much. just idling. slacking. wasting my time away and getting grumpy. the weather is K.I.L.L.I.N.G m.e.
but i will SURVIVE!!!

here's my fav song:

ASHLEE SIMPSON LYRICS

Beautifully Broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I din't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by

But I will try
I will try

Wipe the tears from my eyes
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if I show it
Everyday is a new day
I'm reminded of the past
Every timet there's another storm
I know that it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope cause I got another chance

But I will try
I will try

Got nothing
Left to hide
Without the highs and the lows
Where would we go
Where would we go



/ Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Like any other weeks..
I'm looking forward to the thursday date..



Sunday, January 14, 2007 / Sunday, January 14, 2007

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can’t complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release


Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
All cause you won’t listen




Saturday, January 13, 2007 / Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hee.Feeling better now.
guess I have cool down abit.. =)
Just placed my new chip-board on my desk! lol... thanks to Joyce who tempted me to buy la.. ps: me want go Ikea to shop properly again!

I am still laughing abt yest.
haa... really really had an awe-some time.
I'm sure we all feel the same way. ^_^ keke..
Now I know I know I know alot alot of stuff. such as American Football, Beckham, superman, ultraman, spiderman.... and ...
and thanks to Favian , who cleverly uses hand gestures on certain words to emphasize on impt stuff so i can HEAR and Rem =)))z

0000h* laugh so much until *chest pain*

thanks to the lovely, crazy ppl in 0612A

ps: Irene, hope you feel better :) hugs!



/ Saturday, January 13, 2007

whats wrong whats wrong
why do i feel like a piece of shit at h o m e
why are they always able to make me cry.

the sky is darker than it seems to be.



/ Saturday, January 13, 2007

" LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE "

still feeling high! you know i havent laugh like this ... for a long while...

hahahahahaaa

love you guys.... ' glad I came for the game.
you people rock my world!!!

eh haha.. 6 hours of badminton and hours of budget-ktv-ing in the hall and crapping for hours ? I'm pretty shagged now.. so much to say... ai but how to say?
haha..

just DAMM! It's such a gReat day !

tml gonna start pia my assignment le.. =))
tata..TIME to SLEEP



Friday, January 12, 2007 / Friday, January 12, 2007

HAPPY DAY in THE END

...
tick tick tick.
one hour before my work starts.
and the whole world seems to be pushing past me.
I sat round the fountain staring into blank space.

I know I'm not being myself.
the emotions flunctuating up and down is no-good
I'm trying to save myself.

A long day at work.........
Raining so heavily.......
The sight of u cheers me up..
ya.. what would i do without you? you just make
everything fall back into pieces.
you make me FEEL alright to eat a whole plate of beehoon, 2 chicken wings and 2 slices of kaya-guyu toast and eggs and one-heavily-sweetened milo and tEh at 11+++pm. feel so full and fat ,yet I can still laugh at myself.

I laugh at myself.
I'm being overly-sensitive lately. highly-un-independent.
But I know I must feel better tomorrow.
tata. bed time!



Tuesday, January 09, 2007 / Tuesday, January 09, 2007

So.. you think i can dance?

IS a Tueday. a Rainy day.
I feel down. went for dance prac today and I danced pretty badly. Not that I dont have any confidence. but compared to the others, they have all progress far better than me in many ways. Here I am so lag behind. And now my confidence level have some what truly reduced to the size of an ice cube and slowly melting away. I'm such a klutz, having difficulties cordinating the movements together............ BAH!~~~~


well... .... my mind so lost now.
when will I feel better?



Friday, January 05, 2007 / Friday, January 05, 2007

EMO again.


tears were shed last night..
sigh.
finding it so hard to control my feelings. have to suppress all this within me.
i'm crazy. really. have no idea what i'm thinking. Feeling silly.
having fears that i should not.
worrying my mind my heart my body too much.
really dont know what i'm going thru'. finding hard to understand what i'm thinking. feeling difficult.
trying to walk out of all this shit i'm giving myself.
bleahz.

heart* heart* to the ppl who gave me consoles and advices. :)



/ Friday, January 05, 2007

Peter Bjorn & John - Young folks

If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me
If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me

I did before and had my share
It didn't lead nowhere
I would go along with someone like you
It doesn't matter what you did
Who you were hanging with
We could stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talkin' bout the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talkin' 'bout the old style too
And we don't care about their own faults
Talkin' 'bout our own style
All we care 'bout is talking
Talking only me and you

Usually when things has gone this far
People tend to disappear
No-one will surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something goin' on
Hours seems to disappear
Everyone is leaving I'm still with you

It doesn't matter what we do
Where we are going to
We can stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talkin' bout the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talkin' 'bout the old style too
And we don't care about their own faults
Talkin' 'bout our own style
All we care 'bout is talking
Talking only me and you
Talking only me and you

Talking only me and you
Talking only me and you

ps: for the girl...TWL
...hmm... words cannot describe how i feel now.
a simple thanks.
lucky to have u :)



Tuesday, January 02, 2007 / Tuesday, January 02, 2007

01.01.07
New year date
heh heh... here's me and my 'new restuarant' partner.

This time...
Hogs Breath Cafe
ai.. i love the place!! =)

Beef. and more Beef. stuffing ourselves with meat!

here's our doggy


'GirlFriends' Photos




=) is crazy. u are crazy. lol.
and i love this feeling very much.
thanks..
Now.. i can officially declare i'm broke!
Just update my bank book and calculated
the expenses for this holiday is ...abt 600..
DIE. i need to work soon.
saving up!



Monday, January 01, 2007 / Monday, January 01, 2007

Embrace 2007!


Hello 2007. Sayonara *kiss u goodbye* my lovely and horrible 2006!


hmmm..........

the countdown this year was a pretty quiet one.

went for a bbq at Pasir ris. have to leave early and send the boyfriend back to camp cos' he has guard duty tml.

well... got HOME at 10+ dilly dally doing my stuff... then

I sat on my bed.. and hear the mins ticking away... ... 11.57 alr. so I guess i have to call my bf at 12 right... ai.. too late heard some noises from the tv progs.. cheerring away -_-

" HAPPY NEW YEAR HAPPY NEW YEAR!"


pick up the phone ...erm.. feel awkward as i screamed "Happy new year!" to him.. lol... then i say i wanna hang cos' my head hurts.


now here I am.. tidying my room and had this impulse to blog lar.. even w/o my pics! =(


well.. this 2006.... hmm..

have very vague memories of it. let me squeeze out -

a couple of happenings this yr:


1) 1st time having a celebration/bbq for my bday. quite a big affair to me.


2) working in People's association and knowing great ppl. very happy happy happy memories there.


3)Getting my 'A' level results.. and making alot of diff decisions. such as applying for NIE and got in and rejecting it* and finally here at mdis.


4)moving back home... and re-arranging my l.i.f.e (having difficult times..)


5)1st time taking a plane (& with dear) Bangkok 6 days 5 nights.

had a wonderful time exploring the country ourselves.


6)buying the expensive watch for dear's 21st bday. 1st time spending so much of my pay on a gift for someone.


7)working in cosmetics line, sales promoter at sheng shiong, DBS bank..etc


8)Dear got into NS in 6thJuly. Seperation. the distance apart gave us personal space. Learnt to be more independent w/o him (nah rubbish*)


9)Had our 2 years Anniversary on The Jewel Box at the peak of mount faber.


10)Knowing BMCD1 0612A , Omar. They make me 'like' coming to school ^_^


11)Joining Dance..as a cca. I may not be a good dancer. but i just wanna try. try to be as good as everyone.


12)Clubbing.


13)Getting closer to Nessa. sometimes.. things tend to fall apart between us. but sometimes i just feel i'm closer to her. . . :)


14)Spending more time with friends.


and for 2007...

i have a long long long list of new yr resolution but ya i'll never keep them. why not just narrow it to one instead:


I HOPE TO BE HAPPY EVERYDAY


Every day with you is the best.
you are the best, the best, the best, the best... :)zz
l.o.v.e



Thou shall not love in vain