Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
vulpix, penpen, skywalker, scudz, tccalantan rox.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 / Sunday, May 31, 2009 ♥
LOL LOL LOL. I cannot control. I simply simply simply LOVE GAMING L4D with MY BROZzz!!!!! we've completed all the maps! bravo. sadly the last map blood harvest was done w.o tccalantan (replaced by long lost best friend HAHA) and it wasnt complete in a beautiful way. finally tried the versus mode and some 'cai' joined us in the game LOL. and 'skywalker' damm pro lar LOL. I am proud of killing Boomer(kk) when he jumped down from the building and the whole scene was hilarious hee hee cos I spoil their devious plans.
It's A fabulous weekend!!! though sat was kinda tiring and sales wasnt that great. thanks to tidus who came and acc-ed me for dinner lol and bought me a box of mochi brighten up my mooood. Bel and I went for a quick shopping after work and We' shared this one-for-one deal for the lippie gloss! yay! It's very PRETTY! =) Took a bus down to Cine and met up with my buds. and secret guest of cos. LOL. Gamed for an hour before catching Terminators! Supper at Old places and the boss is rather nice and funny when the 3 of us took turns ordering bandungs but i wanted mine less sweet :P and he seems very amused by us.
the long hours of working from wed-sat straight are killing me. Charmaine dear came and acc-ed me dinner on one of the days and we shared lots of stuff and I MISS HER LAR =)) Met alot of ex colleagues, ex customers, ex ex ex peeps who updated abt me on their life and amazed at my stamina for staying in WHW. -_- duhz. :( I' really wanna get a proper job soon and I mean it so watch me!!! LOL but first I need to rest and... got to detach myself from WHW. I guess... a whole of memories I have with this place but I know in such a sales line, any one can replace me easily.
that's all for this month. I'm so hooked on lan gaming now and I think about it, laugh about it while thinking abt it all the time LOL. and I simply love my BF and my Broz... every bit of them :) I miss pensiewyoung who will wait for me though i'm always lag behind! I miss LeongSoonPoh's LOUD laughters, his complains of my friendly fires, &leadership qualities in L4d, TCCALANTAN is always protecting me by bashing the zombies and always ready to heal the peeps LOL.(i'll feek awkward if they are not sitting beside me!) AHYA simply miss u guys so much!! :)))))))ZZZ!!!!
life. and death.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 / Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
my friend. over at msia. she...passed away at 8 tonight. :(( i was playing bejewelled with him when i heard abt it ard 10+. everything stopped for the moment as i couldnt get my thoughts tog. i was like huh. who? huh. and yah she's dead... i knew her condition wasnt going well but i didnt expect to hear this all of a sudden. i dont know how to feel. or how i feel right now. may god bless her in heaven... life is too fragile. too delicate. i wanna say i love u guys... &may we tk good care of ourselves k? i just wanna cherish everything i've got with all my mighty might n heart. hugs n kisses xoxo ting. aka. kay
photoblogging haha.
/ Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
had a pretty good brunch with my Joo!!! hahah... ANYWAy off day is a good day to photoblog. pics are all in a mess because i've been so busy with life that everything no longer is chronological. i cancelled the plans to club last night just because he said so. i willingly did it. :))) i'm so proud of myself. haha. dear and alan fetched me from work, went to picked sp up and we went lan gaming again. this time new venue! simpang bedok crossfire. lol. been like consecutive days of l4d and i'm so hooked on it. aww. we finally completed the adv. map of no mercy. i think i'm getting better? killed quite a no. of hunters and smokers k. lesser friendly fires alr! so stop blaming me @##$%T# :P HAHA.

lol
lousy coms at the lan shop near kovan, CMI. me with ponyo! haha. ah bao so sweet to give me the ponyo toy from taiwan teamwork teamwork!
some pics 'cope' from joycie blog. post exam.
jap chocs lovin' form joo. lol.
 bowling session after my work. hee.  chalet pic. macD. breakfast at 7a.m w my peeps during the chalet  i like this pic of my Joo :)  sweet syl n me :P during dear's bdayPS: we got home pretty late... while inside the lift...he looked at me intently and i asked why. he mumbled that he likes my smile. :PpP i'm not even good at smiling lar..hahaha. and he said he's v happy that i agreed not to club and not throw any temper at him. PS: i will get my resume done kae. and i will get a proper job so i can treat my porkchops and broz to swensen earthquake and munches. haha ya my dream =)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥
back from 2 hrs of lan gaming. shiok. hahaha. i'm hooked
Monday, May 18, 2009 / Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
sometimes i love people more than they think i do. i have them in my heart in my mind but i may not show it all the time though i'm pretty sure i'm the expressive /physical kind. i know i'm the kind who wanna hug. the passion that's boiling inside me. the rush of colliding into yr arms just to show you how much i miss u so. But not everyone makes it that easy. what if you dont even wanna be close to me? what if your the one who enjoys keeping a distance from me. what if you have other priorities in yr life other than me? what if you have changed? what if you looked back and probably you see... i have always wanted to be there for u. sometimes i feel lost and maybe i think too much? there are no guidelines. maybe i grew up and i know what i want in my life. maybe the expectations are different. i could keep it simple... i could pretend. i' know i'm not one who can put things down easily and moved on with my life esp. when it involves feelings between peeps. it's like a kind of relationship that i've build with many and it's been so intertwined with my life that i cannot rid it off at all. it would be like ripping parts of my flesh away. sometimes my will is so weak... yaaaa know. the cycle goes on with disappointments that will come and go, fade in and out in my life. i'm now bothered but not much affected probably cos i have pillars that have been supporting me strong. i believe if one treats others truly , i'm sure they'll be loved back wholly. i'm stronger than u think i am. :) wahah... i got up like 11 this morn at yang's place and i've to travel back home myself -_- just seeing Joo and Shan's sms this morn is enough to cause me ROFL all the time. Joo: Morning dear! Hahahha. Tak glam photos ah :x Shan: I'm back from camp! :) u ok while i'm nt ard, Miss Kay kay? miss ya! for that. i'm contented with what i have. thank god.
thou shall not judge
/ Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
I have never thought I am one who judges a person quickly but somehow... after what happened lately, I realized I DO jump to assumptions at times. Some people may not be as bad as it seems and those who I thought they are sorta good could be an ASS. been like crying all the time right but it seems like an awesome week. chalet was fun fun. i wanna chalet more! and I caught angelsndemons today yay! &I finally get to play L4d too and it's aweeeesommmmeeee. me gonna learn how to dota k. haha. yay yay yay i feel like a kid man. hee
xoxo.
Friday, May 15, 2009 / Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥
ouch. it still hurts. was hurt. like really hurt. by some senseless idiot.hurt so baddddd... cried like 8 times.but i am so loved and blessed by peeps.thanks kerren, yx di.kwl.felix.Joo dearkai bro.ah bao.ccf.shan.tidus.mich.su heng.u can't imagine what they did to cheer me upsome friends are like angels that nvr fails to be there for me. awww. i have the sweetest friends ever. and they made me laugh :Dbeing sad does have benefits. they spoil me like a kid larr!!club yest. drank like mad. dance. seriously cant drink anymore... met a whole lot of ppl. the music was BAD. got back like 6 a.m coudlnt fall asleep cos i was still pretty affected. called joo at 9am and ya i was sobbing again. hung up. and within mins, she called again and mouthed the code lang: open sesame. oh god. my super energy bunny flies down again. can u believe it? i cannot believe her man. so huggable. she surprise me at my doorsteps with jap chocs. and we went to chill at coffeeshop went off to work. talk to mich. and i was like still affected. was dying to meet kai cos was stilllll affected. ate w him and started tearing again. oh man. ah bao called and i talked to him :P ccf came down to cheer me up w happy meal and starbucks white mocha frappe. awww... i was so touched.... i was so moody over the phone w her. and she rems my fav drink from SB. sobx. sms-ed shan and i miss her so badly. had long talks with mich all the way. :P to sum it up... i think i'm such a cry bun and there are so many peeps who love me for who i am... sobx i'm getting so emo. tired ALR. chalet tmr. yay.
it feels like xmas again.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 / Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ♥
happy bday bf. BFF! :))) i am proud to say... my bf is simply one of the kindest, coolest and nicest person ever. yay!
i hoped u love the gifts from me. i hoped u love the love from me. i hoped u are happy. everyday. with me. :)
aww. it feels like xmas i just realized i get lots of surprises at times even when it's not my bday. and the gifts are like accumulating in my cupboard. i took out my cam and start snaping pics of it. :))) how sweeeeet...
yaaa... now ... it's matter of when i'll post up these pics lolx. when i'm free :P
Sunday, May 10, 2009 / Sunday, May 10, 2009 ♥
.... i can barely feel me. and i can barely feel you too.
because... school's over.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 / Tuesday, May 05, 2009 ♥
 hello hello, school's over. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more.
I'm done w my degree education... I'mDONE! so what's up now? I'M UNEMPLOYED PS: like how the last day was spent... some after sch lovin' w my porkchops and mogu(s) you know how people give away clues to what's going on inside...yea. i do not wanna guess what yr thinking. i would very much prefer if you just tell me so.
a phone call away...
Monday, May 04, 2009 / Monday, May 04, 2009 ♥
 last night i slept in late after filling my eyes with those hot tears. couldn't wake myself up this morn and bf left for work. after two hours, the mum supposedly need to see doc and i, confusingly & flustered, pull myself out of bed and the next moment I'm at the bus-stop w/o my wallet. I, managed to find some coins and notes in my pouch else i would have to walk myself back home. while bus-ing, Joo called and started rambling on abt her skin problems. ordered juice from e florist shop. flipped some magazines. waited for her. acc-ed her to the doc nearby but yah I cant enter the clinic due to the 'swine flu' virus thingy. so, I went back to the same florist, gt myself sandwiche and homed. watched a gory/thriller movie on TV and waited for her call/sms.
anyway... you know how... when we were little, we write cards/ letters to friends exclaiming: i am just a phone call away... and i, sometimes write my contacts on the card to ensure my promise is true and truest. i guess... i carry this big heart that i really wanna be this friend whom you wanna call to, when yr in times of deep shit. i wanna share the GOOD and the BAD. It's no doubt that things may change in time between friends... till some point... you receive lesser calls, lesser smses, lesser time, and then you'll never call the person again.
Thanks Joo... somehow you let my promise comes true...for letting me know that i'm a worthy friend (self-proclaimed) whom you will call to. :)))) sometimes i'm abit of a nuisance and nonsense with lots of harmful negativity that bubbles within me. i requires so much attention and time...and yr like the star that points me in the right direction. thanks for all the mummy love. DO NT WORRY... YR SKIN WILL HEAL IN TIME.
love u... u just made me mc-ed day a bright morning.
buddy flies back
Sunday, May 03, 2009 / Sunday, May 03, 2009 ♥
 leongsoonpoh is back. :)))))))))))))))))))))))
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I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds
and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart,
there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness,
not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?
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vulpix, penpen, skywalker, scudz, tccalantan rox.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 / Sunday, May 31, 2009 ♥
LOL LOL LOL. I cannot control. I simply simply simply LOVE GAMING L4D with MY BROZzz!!!!! we've completed all the maps! bravo. sadly the last map blood harvest was done w.o tccalantan (replaced by long lost best friend HAHA) and it wasnt complete in a beautiful way. finally tried the versus mode and some 'cai' joined us in the game LOL. and 'skywalker' damm pro lar LOL. I am proud of killing Boomer(kk) when he jumped down from the building and the whole scene was hilarious hee hee cos I spoil their devious plans.
It's A fabulous weekend!!! though sat was kinda tiring and sales wasnt that great. thanks to tidus who came and acc-ed me for dinner lol and bought me a box of mochi brighten up my mooood. Bel and I went for a quick shopping after work and We' shared this one-for-one deal for the lippie gloss! yay! It's very PRETTY! =) Took a bus down to Cine and met up with my buds. and secret guest of cos. LOL. Gamed for an hour before catching Terminators! Supper at Old places and the boss is rather nice and funny when the 3 of us took turns ordering bandungs but i wanted mine less sweet :P and he seems very amused by us.
the long hours of working from wed-sat straight are killing me. Charmaine dear came and acc-ed me dinner on one of the days and we shared lots of stuff and I MISS HER LAR =)) Met alot of ex colleagues, ex customers, ex ex ex peeps who updated abt me on their life and amazed at my stamina for staying in WHW. -_- duhz. :( I' really wanna get a proper job soon and I mean it so watch me!!! LOL but first I need to rest and... got to detach myself from WHW. I guess... a whole of memories I have with this place but I know in such a sales line, any one can replace me easily.
that's all for this month. I'm so hooked on lan gaming now and I think about it, laugh about it while thinking abt it all the time LOL. and I simply love my BF and my Broz... every bit of them :) I miss pensiewyoung who will wait for me though i'm always lag behind! I miss LeongSoonPoh's LOUD laughters, his complains of my friendly fires, &leadership qualities in L4d, TCCALANTAN is always protecting me by bashing the zombies and always ready to heal the peeps LOL.(i'll feek awkward if they are not sitting beside me!) AHYA simply miss u guys so much!! :)))))))ZZZ!!!!
life. and death.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 / Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
my friend. over at msia. she...passed away at 8 tonight. :(( i was playing bejewelled with him when i heard abt it ard 10+. everything stopped for the moment as i couldnt get my thoughts tog. i was like huh. who? huh. and yah she's dead... i knew her condition wasnt going well but i didnt expect to hear this all of a sudden. i dont know how to feel. or how i feel right now. may god bless her in heaven... life is too fragile. too delicate. i wanna say i love u guys... &may we tk good care of ourselves k? i just wanna cherish everything i've got with all my mighty might n heart. hugs n kisses xoxo ting. aka. kay
photoblogging haha.
/ Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
had a pretty good brunch with my Joo!!! hahah... ANYWAy off day is a good day to photoblog. pics are all in a mess because i've been so busy with life that everything no longer is chronological. i cancelled the plans to club last night just because he said so. i willingly did it. :))) i'm so proud of myself. haha. dear and alan fetched me from work, went to picked sp up and we went lan gaming again. this time new venue! simpang bedok crossfire. lol. been like consecutive days of l4d and i'm so hooked on it. aww. we finally completed the adv. map of no mercy. i think i'm getting better? killed quite a no. of hunters and smokers k. lesser friendly fires alr! so stop blaming me @##$%T# :P HAHA.

lol
lousy coms at the lan shop near kovan, CMI. me with ponyo! haha. ah bao so sweet to give me the ponyo toy from taiwan teamwork teamwork!
some pics 'cope' from joycie blog. post exam.
jap chocs lovin' form joo. lol.
 bowling session after my work. hee.  chalet pic. macD. breakfast at 7a.m w my peeps during the chalet  i like this pic of my Joo :)  sweet syl n me :P during dear's bdayPS: we got home pretty late... while inside the lift...he looked at me intently and i asked why. he mumbled that he likes my smile. :PpP i'm not even good at smiling lar..hahaha. and he said he's v happy that i agreed not to club and not throw any temper at him. PS: i will get my resume done kae. and i will get a proper job so i can treat my porkchops and broz to swensen earthquake and munches. haha ya my dream =)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥
back from 2 hrs of lan gaming. shiok. hahaha. i'm hooked
Monday, May 18, 2009 / Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
sometimes i love people more than they think i do. i have them in my heart in my mind but i may not show it all the time though i'm pretty sure i'm the expressive /physical kind. i know i'm the kind who wanna hug. the passion that's boiling inside me. the rush of colliding into yr arms just to show you how much i miss u so. But not everyone makes it that easy. what if you dont even wanna be close to me? what if your the one who enjoys keeping a distance from me. what if you have other priorities in yr life other than me? what if you have changed? what if you looked back and probably you see... i have always wanted to be there for u. sometimes i feel lost and maybe i think too much? there are no guidelines. maybe i grew up and i know what i want in my life. maybe the expectations are different. i could keep it simple... i could pretend. i' know i'm not one who can put things down easily and moved on with my life esp. when it involves feelings between peeps. it's like a kind of relationship that i've build with many and it's been so intertwined with my life that i cannot rid it off at all. it would be like ripping parts of my flesh away. sometimes my will is so weak... yaaaa know. the cycle goes on with disappointments that will come and go, fade in and out in my life. i'm now bothered but not much affected probably cos i have pillars that have been supporting me strong. i believe if one treats others truly , i'm sure they'll be loved back wholly. i'm stronger than u think i am. :) wahah... i got up like 11 this morn at yang's place and i've to travel back home myself -_- just seeing Joo and Shan's sms this morn is enough to cause me ROFL all the time. Joo: Morning dear! Hahahha. Tak glam photos ah :x Shan: I'm back from camp! :) u ok while i'm nt ard, Miss Kay kay? miss ya! for that. i'm contented with what i have. thank god.
thou shall not judge
/ Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
I have never thought I am one who judges a person quickly but somehow... after what happened lately, I realized I DO jump to assumptions at times. Some people may not be as bad as it seems and those who I thought they are sorta good could be an ASS. been like crying all the time right but it seems like an awesome week. chalet was fun fun. i wanna chalet more! and I caught angelsndemons today yay! &I finally get to play L4d too and it's aweeeesommmmeeee. me gonna learn how to dota k. haha. yay yay yay i feel like a kid man. hee
xoxo.
Friday, May 15, 2009 / Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥
ouch. it still hurts. was hurt. like really hurt. by some senseless idiot.hurt so baddddd... cried like 8 times.but i am so loved and blessed by peeps.thanks kerren, yx di.kwl.felix.Joo dearkai bro.ah bao.ccf.shan.tidus.mich.su heng.u can't imagine what they did to cheer me upsome friends are like angels that nvr fails to be there for me. awww. i have the sweetest friends ever. and they made me laugh :Dbeing sad does have benefits. they spoil me like a kid larr!!club yest. drank like mad. dance. seriously cant drink anymore... met a whole lot of ppl. the music was BAD. got back like 6 a.m coudlnt fall asleep cos i was still pretty affected. called joo at 9am and ya i was sobbing again. hung up. and within mins, she called again and mouthed the code lang: open sesame. oh god. my super energy bunny flies down again. can u believe it? i cannot believe her man. so huggable. she surprise me at my doorsteps with jap chocs. and we went to chill at coffeeshop went off to work. talk to mich. and i was like still affected. was dying to meet kai cos was stilllll affected. ate w him and started tearing again. oh man. ah bao called and i talked to him :P ccf came down to cheer me up w happy meal and starbucks white mocha frappe. awww... i was so touched.... i was so moody over the phone w her. and she rems my fav drink from SB. sobx. sms-ed shan and i miss her so badly. had long talks with mich all the way. :P to sum it up... i think i'm such a cry bun and there are so many peeps who love me for who i am... sobx i'm getting so emo. tired ALR. chalet tmr. yay.
it feels like xmas again.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 / Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ♥
happy bday bf. BFF! :))) i am proud to say... my bf is simply one of the kindest, coolest and nicest person ever. yay!
i hoped u love the gifts from me. i hoped u love the love from me. i hoped u are happy. everyday. with me. :)
aww. it feels like xmas i just realized i get lots of surprises at times even when it's not my bday. and the gifts are like accumulating in my cupboard. i took out my cam and start snaping pics of it. :))) how sweeeeet...
yaaa... now ... it's matter of when i'll post up these pics lolx. when i'm free :P
Sunday, May 10, 2009 / Sunday, May 10, 2009 ♥
.... i can barely feel me. and i can barely feel you too.
because... school's over.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 / Tuesday, May 05, 2009 ♥
 hello hello, school's over. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more mugging. no more. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more schooling. no more.
I'm done w my degree education... I'mDONE! so what's up now? I'M UNEMPLOYED PS: like how the last day was spent... some after sch lovin' w my porkchops and mogu(s) you know how people give away clues to what's going on inside...yea. i do not wanna guess what yr thinking. i would very much prefer if you just tell me so.
a phone call away...
Monday, May 04, 2009 / Monday, May 04, 2009 ♥
 last night i slept in late after filling my eyes with those hot tears. couldn't wake myself up this morn and bf left for work. after two hours, the mum supposedly need to see doc and i, confusingly & flustered, pull myself out of bed and the next moment I'm at the bus-stop w/o my wallet. I, managed to find some coins and notes in my pouch else i would have to walk myself back home. while bus-ing, Joo called and started rambling on abt her skin problems. ordered juice from e florist shop. flipped some magazines. waited for her. acc-ed her to the doc nearby but yah I cant enter the clinic due to the 'swine flu' virus thingy. so, I went back to the same florist, gt myself sandwiche and homed. watched a gory/thriller movie on TV and waited for her call/sms.
anyway... you know how... when we were little, we write cards/ letters to friends exclaiming: i am just a phone call away... and i, sometimes write my contacts on the card to ensure my promise is true and truest. i guess... i carry this big heart that i really wanna be this friend whom you wanna call to, when yr in times of deep shit. i wanna share the GOOD and the BAD. It's no doubt that things may change in time between friends... till some point... you receive lesser calls, lesser smses, lesser time, and then you'll never call the person again.
Thanks Joo... somehow you let my promise comes true...for letting me know that i'm a worthy friend (self-proclaimed) whom you will call to. :)))) sometimes i'm abit of a nuisance and nonsense with lots of harmful negativity that bubbles within me. i requires so much attention and time...and yr like the star that points me in the right direction. thanks for all the mummy love. DO NT WORRY... YR SKIN WILL HEAL IN TIME.
love u... u just made me mc-ed day a bright morning.
buddy flies back
Sunday, May 03, 2009 / Sunday, May 03, 2009 ♥
 leongsoonpoh is back. :)))))))))))))))))))))))
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