About Recent Affiliates BenCool Services Tagboard Music Playlist at MixPod.com Tell me if time should make a change Then why do I feel the same?	Sunday, September 23, 2007 / Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥ yippie! is the weekend! it has been a very tiring-hectic-torturing-depressing-nerve-wrecking week. basically because of the new mod. and work. I havent been doing well for this mod. but I hoped i might be able to get a decent grade if i work abit harder now. ANYWAY.. after sch on SAT.. besides the happy thing of getting 2 new dresses from far eAst.. happily chilling out at Mac with the boyfriend and Jer... I had a great time at THE celebration for alan's birthday dinner. it was at this sorta Ulu place that i really didnt know where. at river valley road UE square call the Zen Japanese Cusine. Everything went really well and Happy! =) the birthday boy was surprised. the FOOD was FanTaSTICAL! the place was real..Zen-li-cious! the service was SupErB! and.. the fRiEnds were the Best silly companions..!! we all left the place with big smiles on our face. getting high throughout the night not just becos of the hot sake. but probably drunk from too much laughters and food! even the waitress started joining in our games we had..alot of food.. practically the whole table was loaded with sashimi ranging from salmon, yellow tail, tuna and even snapple. the beef hot pot, the seafood hot pot, unagi fried rice in bamboo, crab fried rice, ebi fried rice..ungagi yam rice..... hot sake.. then we ended the meal with the big royal chocolate birthday cake. Happy 22 AlAn! :) Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, September 19, 2007 / Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥ "..they know you shed a thousand million tears..." (some things are meant to be over. like you and me...) Losing my foot steps... BiG SiGh how to survive through this module...???? totally clue-less. :((....... I've got my nike-free today! BiG SMile gonna fly off ...! Back to top, Babeh ! i'll never wanna be me for now... Tuesday, September 11, 2007 / Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥ for the upteenth times... I' looked at the clock on my screen that is ticking away... is just 12:39AM... time seems to be moving a little too quickly than ever. I dreaded tomorrow. But I am looking forward... to ______ . The future seems bleak for me lately. I can't see any directions and a sense of insecurity seems to wrap around me all the time. I post a mental note in my head to remember to live. to breathe. I want to walk down this path with a dream if I could. ever. find. one. I. The heart is struggling to overcome many. and perhaps what's holding me strong is our hands clasped so tightly together. I think... there is a monster in me devouring me into pieces. occasionally I behaved like a crack addict deprived of crack as I let my thoughts run wild. I laughed and I cried sense-less-ly. I might keep myself in a bottle and put myself away for a while so I wouldnt be me for now. And what I need now is a pair of good shoes (SOON). so I can RUN freely.. @by chemicalrose. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, September 09, 2007 / Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥ *HAIRSPRAY* awwwwww...... heart-throb ZAC EFRON seriously tired. i need REDbull. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, September 04, 2007 / Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ♥ Happy 20th Birthday (1/9) to my sweet heart: reflection. hand in hand for the past ~~7years~~ 8 years... & still counting... <3 Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, September 02, 2007 / Sunday, September 02, 2007 ♥ "bcos.. sunflower is you." love heals. how true... I know I am escaping.. I am just too tired for now... I dont want to be me.... I need courage to face life... I am not that strong anymore... I wish my everyday has YOU in it. I cant live without a moment of it. Back to top, Babeh ! Saturday, September 01, 2007 / Saturday, September 01, 2007 ♥ gone away with the tears... i am giving everything up. almost... breaking down.......now Back to top, Babeh !	Profile kaykay i love polly pockets and i believe i still live in them. i have scarlet dreams... sunnies87@hotmail.com I think folks carry on about heaven too much, like it's some kind of all you can eat buffet up in the clouds and folks just do as they told so they can eat what they want behind some pearly gates. There's sinning in my heart, there's evil in the world but when I got no one, I talk to God. I ask for strength, I ask for forgiveness, not peace at the end of my days when I got no more life to live or no more good to do but today, right now... What's your heaven?	Sunday, September 23, 2007 / Sunday, September 23, 2007 ♥ yippie! is the weekend! it has been a very tiring-hectic-torturing-depressing-nerve-wrecking week. basically because of the new mod. and work. I havent been doing well for this mod. but I hoped i might be able to get a decent grade if i work abit harder now. ANYWAY.. after sch on SAT.. besides the happy thing of getting 2 new dresses from far eAst.. happily chilling out at Mac with the boyfriend and Jer... I had a great time at THE celebration for alan's birthday dinner. it was at this sorta Ulu place that i really didnt know where. at river valley road UE square call the Zen Japanese Cusine. Everything went really well and Happy! =) the birthday boy was surprised. the FOOD was FanTaSTICAL! the place was real..Zen-li-cious! the service was SupErB! and.. the fRiEnds were the Best silly companions..!! we all left the place with big smiles on our face. getting high throughout the night not just becos of the hot sake. but probably drunk from too much laughters and food! even the waitress started joining in our games we had..alot of food.. practically the whole table was loaded with sashimi ranging from salmon, yellow tail, tuna and even snapple. the beef hot pot, the seafood hot pot, unagi fried rice in bamboo, crab fried rice, ebi fried rice..ungagi yam rice..... hot sake.. then we ended the meal with the big royal chocolate birthday cake. Happy 22 AlAn! :) Back to top, Babeh ! Wednesday, September 19, 2007 / Wednesday, September 19, 2007 ♥ "..they know you shed a thousand million tears..." (some things are meant to be over. like you and me...) Losing my foot steps... BiG SiGh how to survive through this module...???? totally clue-less. :((....... I've got my nike-free today! BiG SMile gonna fly off ...! Back to top, Babeh ! i'll never wanna be me for now... Tuesday, September 11, 2007 / Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥ for the upteenth times... I' looked at the clock on my screen that is ticking away... is just 12:39AM... time seems to be moving a little too quickly than ever. I dreaded tomorrow. But I am looking forward... to ______ . The future seems bleak for me lately. I can't see any directions and a sense of insecurity seems to wrap around me all the time. I post a mental note in my head to remember to live. to breathe. I want to walk down this path with a dream if I could. ever. find. one. I. The heart is struggling to overcome many. and perhaps what's holding me strong is our hands clasped so tightly together. I think... there is a monster in me devouring me into pieces. occasionally I behaved like a crack addict deprived of crack as I let my thoughts run wild. I laughed and I cried sense-less-ly. I might keep myself in a bottle and put myself away for a while so I wouldnt be me for now. And what I need now is a pair of good shoes (SOON). so I can RUN freely.. @by chemicalrose. Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, September 09, 2007 / Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥ *HAIRSPRAY* awwwwww...... heart-throb ZAC EFRON seriously tired. i need REDbull. Back to top, Babeh ! Tuesday, September 04, 2007 / Tuesday, September 04, 2007 ♥ Happy 20th Birthday (1/9) to my sweet heart: reflection. hand in hand for the past ~~7years~~ 8 years... & still counting... <3 Back to top, Babeh ! Sunday, September 02, 2007 / Sunday, September 02, 2007 ♥ "bcos.. sunflower is you." love heals. how true... I know I am escaping.. I am just too tired for now... I dont want to be me.... I need courage to face life... I am not that strong anymore... I wish my everyday has YOU in it. I cant live without a moment of it. Back to top, Babeh ! Saturday, September 01, 2007 / Saturday, September 01, 2007 ♥ gone away with the tears... i am giving everything up. almost... breaking down.......now Back to top, Babeh !	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